First Marriage Then Love 《先婚厚爱》Chapter 21 Translation

021. Confused, bewitched

Su Yi Cheng lets go of her hand. The two hands that are normally obedient to his body instinctively longs to embrace her lightly, trail down her back. From her clothes, up the hem of her shirt, to explore, so that his hands can feel her skin. That exquisite feel made him gasp. He thought that if he had enough rationality, he should stop now. He knows that she is definitely not prepared.

But Su Yi Cheng definitely does not have enough rationality. He was reluctant to leave, lingering on her skin, so much that he unexpectedly did not want to give up. He quickly got up. He, in no way, is a man with big appetite. He even thought that his self-control was pretty good. In his position, he’s practically seen all kinds of people, and did everything there is to do. Like the dinner parties of those particular places, even though he didn’t really like them, but still, not like he doesn’t go that often, yet he has never been this way.

An Ran only felt a spell of dizziness, and then her ears felt as if the wind was blowing. But then she remembered that she’s obviously indoors, how could there be wind?

Aware of this point, An Ran bravely opens her eyes. Not knowing when it happened, but she had already been carried onto the bed, and now Su Yi Cheng is truly seriously yet tenderly, looking at her. Only, his expression was a bit strange, as if a part of him were set ablaze, the corner of his mouth softly hooked into a smile. When An Ran’s spirit has yet to return, he bravely lowers his head and covers her mouth. The kiss this time, compared to the one before, is even more ardent. His kiss was hurried, not tender like before, as if he was demanding for urgency. His hands were also urgently searching for an opening inside her clothes, causing her stomach to turn.

That kind of peculiar feeling is something that An Ran never came across before, she suddenly stared blankly, her entire person was quivering. She didn’t know where the strength came from. Bravely using her strength, she stopped Su Yi Cheng. Su Yi Cheng’s legs were unstable, and so he simply drops down to the floor.

An Ran hurriedly sits up, a little frightened. She holds onto her clothes tightly. Both eyes wide, she merely looks at him attentively, breathes, not knowing if she was nervous or scared, she takes a deeper breath.

The fall made Su Yi Cheng sore, but at the same time made him sober. The appetite in his eyes slowly shrunk back, and his rationality returned once again. Even he felt that he was inconceivable, and couldn’t help but laugh and shake his head. This kind of urge, it’s already been many years ago that he’d been through that.

An Ran looks at him, in her mind she felt a bit sorry for him, but definitely not remorseful. She’s apologetic because he is, after all, her husband, as far as love is concerned, she knows that it is nothing out of the ordinary. But, their situation is unusual. She gave it a chance, but she really hasn’t prepared herself enough, mentally.

“Sorry.” Throwing out an apology, An Ran gets up to leave. Just a moment ago she almost erred and shot herself in the foot. To stay would be too awkward.

Su Yi Cheng gets up. When she passed him, he went to grab her hand, held it tightly, asking, “Where are you going?”

 “I’m… I’m going home first.” An Ran doesn’t turn her head, saying it awkwardly. Originally, today she was to find him and discuss their life in the future, but she never thought that things would end up like this.

Su Yi Cheng heaves a faint sigh. He turns to hug An Ran from behind. An Ran turns stiff. She struggled to think of ways to escape this embrace.

“Don’t move.” Su Yi Cheng hugs her even tighter. The two bodies were fitting tightly, so much that An Ran could clearly feel her buttocks supporting her stiff self. It scared all of her movements away. Even with breathing, she forgot how to do it all.

Su Yi Cheng tightly encircles her, his head lowers to her shoulder. He silently endures the pain, keeping close to her ears, he asks, “Did I scare you?”

An Ran doesn’t even dare to take a deep breath. Not saying a word, she shakes her head, then nods her head. She really was frightened. The her right now, is utterly and entirely at a complete loss.

Su Yi Cheng smiles sadly, and continues to embrace her like that for a little while. Only then does he whisper in her ears, “Sorry. I scared you.”

An Ran still doesn’t say anything, her body still stiff, taking his embrace.

Su Yi Cheng sighs, releases her, looks at her seriously, and calls to her. “An Ran?”

Only then does An Ran’s spirit seem to return. She avoids his eyes, and quickly says, ‘I… I still need to go back.” She says as she’s about to go.

“Stay.” Su Yi Cheng doesn’t let go of her hand.

“I……” An Ran looks at him, her mind somewhat anxious, the rim of her eyes turning red. “ Su Yi Cheng, I—I—I’m not ready.”

Honestly, Su Yi Cheng couldn’t help but force a smile, looks like he truly is a million years too early. Dreading that after this, in her mind, he is an urgent-coloured-pervert. “I know.” Su Yi Cheng, as much as possible, wants to recover his image, the one in her mind.

“Then, then you still…..” An Ran really was anxious, she looks at his urgent red eyes. She originally thought that he was a man of honour, yet she didn’t expect, didn’t expect that the world’s raven is generally black after all, and men, there isn’t a single good one after all!

Su Yi Cheng can’t help but laugh, and draws her to his chest, not allowing any room for her to struggle and not letting go. He says into her ears, “Stay. I swear that I won’t do anything to you. Really!”

“No. I wanna go home.” An Ran says, her voice carrying a small sob.

“This is your home.” Su Yi Cheng says.

“I ——“ An Ran speechless, but quickly opens to say,” Then, then I wanna go back to my parents’ home!”

 “No can do, father-in-law and mother-in-law will be worried. I just told them that you won’t come back tonight. You suddenly going back home now, the elders would be worried.” Su Yi Cheng says, these words have logic.

An Ran doesn’t say anything, only looking at him determinedly with her red eyes.

Su Yi Cheng was a bit exhausted, he sighs and says, “An Ran, please stay, okay? It took me 6 hours to get back, I’m really quite tired. I don’t have the strength to send you back home.”

An Ran looks at him, and sees that the area between his eyes does seem quite weary, but still unwilling to give up, mutters, “I can go back myself…..”

Su Yi Cheng also doesn’t say anything, and only looks at her.

The two stand silently like that. An Ran makes the first step and surrenders. “Do you have other rooms?”

“There’s the study room.” Su Yi Cheng says.

“Then I, I’ll go---“ An Ran was about to say something, but was interrupted by Su Yi Cheng.

“I’ll go to the study room. If you’re tired, just go take a bath, go to sleep early. Clothes are in the dresser, but I don’t have any lady pyjamas, guess you’ll have to feel wronged and wear my T-shirt or shirt.” Su Yi Cheng says.

An Ran looks at him for a while, then ultimately nods.

Su Yi Cheng nods, and doesn’t say any more. He turns and goes to the study room.


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Oh Yi Cheng, lol. Been single for too long huh *dirty look*