Sunday 24 September 2017

First Marriage Then Love 《先婚厚爱》Chapter 83 Translation

083. Anger



Zhou Han steps forward, passes Su Yi Cheng and An Ran, and directly walks over to the front of the hospital bed. He looks at the child on the bed. His brows wrinkle in displeasure.

Then he expressionlessly says, “What did the doctor say.” His tranquil voice did not have a bit of emotion, completely void of the tenseness and fear that one would have for their child.

“Sorry, I didn’t know that he was allergic to seafood.” An Ran speaks up. This situation was her fault. At first the child was sitting quietly and playing with his Transformers, and she gave him whatever to eat. Naturally it was out of good will, but she did not expect things to turn out into this kind of outcome. Thankfully the child is okay, otherwise she would really feel guilty.

Zhou Han doesn’t say anything. He just kept his eyes on the child on the bed, reaches out, a bit unnaturally, and lightly strokes his face. The child seemed to know that his father was here, and dazedly opens his eyes, clearly seeing that the person before his eyes was his own father. His expression seemed to flash brightly, but after the surprise, he looks at the man. He still seemed to be a little afraid, and can only hear him timidly call out, “D-dad.

Zhou Han takes withdraws his hand, and looks at him. His face was already expressionless, and with a strict tone he says, “Why didn’t you listen to me, didn’t I say before, you can’t eat seafood?”

The child’s face immediately turns bleak. He restrains his brows, and says to Zhou Han in a voice so low it was hard to hear, “S-sorry!”

Zhou Han doesn’t say anything. He glances at him, stands up, and turns to look at both An Ran and Su Yi Cheng. His expression was still indifferent expressionless, and says, “Thank you to both of you for sending my child here. If there’s nothing else, please leave first. I can take care of things here.”

“Um, please don’t blame the child. It was my bad, I gave him the seafood noodles.” Looking at his manner, An Ran was afraid that he would blame the child, in fact what would a little child know? They are merely gluttonous, only want to have fun, but those things are not wrong, they are simply a child’s nature. If you had to blame someone, it should be the adult who did not see properly.

Zhou Han doesn’t look at her, and only coldly and ruthlessly say, “It's not anyone else's fault, it was him who wasn’t able to resist, now that it’s come to this, that is what he brought upon himself. This time will be a lesson for him, see if he will do this in the future.”

“Actually----“ An Ran still wanted to say something, but was interrupted by him, “If there’s nothing else you may leave, the doctor must have already said, the child needs to rest now.”

He says so, and An Ran doesn’t say any more, can only shut her mouth, glances at Su Yi Cheng, and only sees Su Yi Cheng smile to placate her, shaking his head.

Just before leaving, An Ran nevertheless couldn’t help but to repeat the words that the doctor just now had said, “Because of the seriousness of the allergy, the child’s stomach is still quite irritated, for the next few days it would be best to eat milder foods, also, the child needs to stay in the hospital for a few days for observation.”

“Thanks, I know.” Zhou Han says coldly. He doesn’t look at them, and just turns to look at the child on the bed.

An Ran turns around again to glance at the child. Finally she turns to leave with Su Yi Cheng.

Along the hospital aisle, Su Yi Cheng with An Ran, with Ye Zi Wen the three of them, walk side by side down the aisle. The atmosphere was a little weird, all three do not say a word.

An Ran was still thinking about the child. That man didn’t look like a qualified father. He seemed too strict with the child, and the child seemed to be very afraid of him. She had some worries that the man wouldn’t take good care of the child.

Contrastly, Ye Zi Wen kept on looking at Su yi Cheng from time to time, wanting to say something several times, but ultimately hesitated and wasn’t able to say anything.

The three people reach the parking lot, Ye Zi Wen and Su Yi Cheng had each driven here. Ye Zi Wen stood beside his own car, and asks the two people, “Are you still going to come with me for the drinking party?” If they hurry back, they may catch the end of it.

Su Yi Cheng glances at An Ran, shakes his head, and says, “Can’t, An Ran’s a bit tired today, we’re just going to go home. If you’re going back to the drinking party help me say sorry to Uncle Xiao.”

Ye Zi Wen nods, doesn’t say any more, opens the car door and gets in. When the car started and passed by Su Yi Cheng and them, it slowly came to a stop. Looking at Su Yi Cheng, Ye Zi Wen ultimately still couldn’t help but ask, “Are you still hung over what happened that year?”

Su Yi Cheng looks at him. Only after a while does he open to say, “No.”

Ye Zi Wen looks at him, faintly sighs and shakes his head. He doesn’t say anything, and drives on.

An Ran watches him. Although she doesn’t really know what Ye Zi Wen meant by the things that year, but she knows that the relationship between Su Yi Cheng and that Zhou Han was not that simple. Or possibly, something had happened between them back then.

After a while, Su Yi Cheng slowly returns back to earth. He turns his head and wears a warm smile, and says, “Let’s go.”

An Ran stares at him. She suddenly felt that she was so far from him, doesn’t understand, his thoughts and mood that he doesn’t speak of, she will never figure him out. He was an expert at disguising his expressions, he can have a sad expression in one second, but also change into an eternal warm smile the next moment, she can’t even see if his mood right now was good or bad.

“What’s wrong?” Seeing her motionless and not answering, Su Yi Cheng asks.

An Ran returns back to earth, and gives him a weak smile, shaking her head, excusing, “Nothing, just thinking, that child should be okay.”

Su Yi Cheng pats his shoulder, smiles, and consoles her, “Relax, didn’t the doctor say a good rest is needed and it’ll be okay. Children recover quickly, don’t worry about it.”

An Ran nods, smiles at him. She opens the door and gets into it.

Su Yi Cheng goes around the head of the car and gets on the other side, then he starts the car and leaves.

In the car, An Ran indistinctly watches the passing nightscape out the window. The time was actually not too late. Tonight, she was actually really tired. She leans against the back of the seat, her dizzy eyes were somewhat heavy. In the midst of the daze she falls asleep.

Su Yi Cheng glances at his passenger. He adjusts the seat for her, so she can half lie down and sleep in a more comfortable position, and turns on the radio. It gives off a gentle song, very soothing, can make one tranquil.

In her drowsiness, An Ran was apparently cold. In her subconsciousness she instinctually wraps her hand around herself, her entire body became compact.

Upon seeing this, Su Yi Cheng switches to the side lane, stops, and takes off his suit jacket to cover An Ran’s body.

Her body suddenly felt heavy. An Ran dazedly opens her eyes, seeing clearly Su Yi Cheng before her eyes, the corner of her mouth turns up, “I fell asleep?”

Su Yi Cheng smiles at her, nods, and says, “Go back to sleep, we’re not there yet, I’ll tell you when we’re there.”

An Ran nods, and once again closes her eyes slowly. Not long after, she falls asleep again.

Su Yi Cheng places a soft kiss on her forehead, then turns around and starts the car to leave.

An Ran doesn’t know when she had reached home, how she got up there by herself, because when she opened her eyes again, she discovered that she was already in the room of their apartment. The lights in the room was not turned on, only the dim dusky moonlight lit the room through the windows. Turning her head, Su Yi Cheng was not there at all. She reaches out and tries to feel for the alarm clock on the bedside table. It was 5 minutes past 1 am. She frowns. She doesn’t know where Su Yi Cheng would go at this time?

She presses the bedside lamp, and lifts the quilt. She was still wearing the clothes from last night, however now they were clearly wrinkled.

She opens the door to leave. The living room was also dusky, no light, and was still illuminated the sprinkle of faint moonlight through the balcony, dusky.

An Ran subconsciously goes towards the studio to look. She doesn’t know if the door was open or closed, because even from the cracks beneath the door, she can’t see any light.

She was doubtful, but at the same time she wasn’t sure where Su Yi Cheng would go this late in the night?

Suddenly she heard a noise from the kitchen. She turns on the light in the living room, looks towards the light, only to see Su Yi Cheng sitting on the high stool in front of the counter, smiling as he was looking at her.

“Why weren’t the lights on?” An Ran frowns and walks over to him. She hadn’t yet reached to his side, but she could smell the alcohol emanating from his body. She looks at what was beside him, only to see that he was still holding a wine cup in his hand, and on top of the counter was a half drunken bottle of wine.

She stands in front of him, An Ran looks at him, with a serious expression, frowning. She looks at the wine cup in his hand, and looks again at the bottle of wine that only had one third remaining. She says, “Why did you drink so much, don’t you know that your stomach isn’t well?”

Su Yi Cheng smiles at her, reaches out to pull on her hand, and asked, “Why did you get up?”

An Ran was a little angry. She pulls her hand out of his grip, and with one hand takes the wine cup from his hand. She sternly says, “Su Yi Cheng, don’t you try to change topic! It’s the middle of the night, drinking this much wine, do you not want your stomach?”

A smile still hangs on his face, and was not at all displeased by her strict tone. Once again he reaches out to pull on her hand, and plays with it on the hollow of his palm. Her hands were really small, soft and supple. Touching it, felt really nice. He pulls on both her hands, shakes his head at her, and soberly says, “Didn’t drink that much.” His capacity for liquor wasn’t that bad. Even if he did drink that much, he would still be clear-headed, have his rationality. His capacity for liquor was trained for that after all those political dining occasions. As to the bleeding stomach, that was merely because he had mixed alcohol, several different alcohols had irritated his stomach, so it caused the recurrence of his stomach illness.

“Didn’t drink that much!” An Ran points at wine that did not have much remaining, “Would you like to drink an entire bottle, would that then be a lot?”

Su Yi Cheng laughs and shakes his head. He pulls her to sit on his lap. His alcohol soaked self buries himself into the nest of her shoulder, and mumbles, “Don’t worry, my capacity for liquor is very good, not drunk.”

“Not drunk! What if you actually were drunk, would it be like last time to hospitalization?” An Ran was really angry, angry that he didn’t understand how to treasure his own health. Obviously it was because he drank so much that it caused his stomach illness to recur, and now he isn’t accepting the lesson at all.

Su Yi Cheng stiffly smiles and draws her in. Clearly he couldn’t help but be glad and secretly delighted getting lectured by her, at the very least he knew that she was very worried about him. This feeling of worrying someone was truly quite good.

“Su Yi Cheng!” An Ran pushes him away, then cups both her hands to his face. Staring into his eyes, she seriously and gravely says, “I’m not joking around, and did not even have the intention to praise you! Stop smiling so mischievously!”

Su Yi Cheng held back his smile. He studies her appearance, and seriously and solemnly nods, “I know. I’ll listen to my wife, if my wife says don’t drink, then from now on I really won’t drink.”

“You’re definitely not listening to me, I told you not to drink tonight, but you, once you got home you started to hide alone and drink a lot.” An Ran angrily jabs his shoulder, and says, “Tell me, is this how you listen to me?” That was clearly just paying lip service.

The smile on Su Yi Cheng’s face turns even more joyous. The wine that he had drank this night, not only did it not ease him, it made him even more depressed, but was swept clean by her. Su Yi Cheng looks at her, earnestly looks at her, then strongly nods his head, “I won’t next time.”

An Ran looks at him for a while. Finally she sighs, and says, “I’m just scared that your stomach will act up again. You scared me to death, moreover the doctor also said, stomach illnesses are the hardest to nurse back. You’re not cherishing yourself.”

Hearing that, Su Yi Cheng grabs her and hugs her, drawing her close to his chest. He softly whispers into her ears, “Sorry, I made you worry. I won’t do it again.”

An Ran, still in his embrace, leaning against his chest. Only after a long while does she stuffily says, “Why’d you drink tonight?”

Su Yi Cheng held her. His hands lightly stroke up and down her hair. He faintly says, “Remembered some things.” Some things he thought that he would never ever recall again, but how can things stay forever. The earth is round, even if two people have never met now, there is a chance that they will in the future.

An Ran cautiously asks, “Was it because of that man?” That man they met in the hospital, ever since he stepped into the hospital room, she can clearly feel the heavy tide bubbling between them. She doesn’t know what happened between them, but she can see the expression the trio’s face. It was apparent that whatever it was wasn’t something for them to be delighted over. Besides, when they left the hospital, what Ye Zi Wen said to him, ‘Are you still hung over what happened that year?’ those words, all of this proves that that year, something unpleasant must have happened between him and that man.

Silent for a while, Su Yi Cheng then slowly nods, and answers, “Yes.”

“Do you want to tell me about it?” An Ran asks. Even though she can’t truly help him, but there are some things that perhaps would feel better after talking about it. She may not be able to give him any good opinions or a solution, but she is a very good listener.

Su Yi Cheng doesn’t say anything, and only hugs her tighter.

Calmly waiting for him, An Ran had asked uncertainly. Although they were husband and wife, she wasn’t sure if they would candidly share each other’s past, happy or unhappy.

Suddenly, Su Yi Cheng lets go of her. He stares into her eyes, the corner of his mouth slightly rises, and says, “It’s late, let’s go rest.”

Her chest suddenly felt like something had pressed onto it. An Ran couldn’t say what kind of feeling it is, but it was clear, it was a feeling she doesn’t like, even hates.

An Ran smiles, doesn’t want him to see through her thoughts. She withdraws from his embrace, smiles and nods. She looks down at her own clothes, and says, “Ok. Really is late. I’ll go shower first.” After saying that she turns her head and walks over to the master bedroom.

Su Yi Cheng can see that she has misunderstood. It actually wasn’t because he couldn’t tell her, it’s just that some things, to him, he doesn’t know where to start.

Seeing that she was about to leave, Su Yi Cheng suddenly gets up from the high stool, then ferociously scoops An Ran up into the air.

“Ah! —— “

Being lifted up so suddenly An Ran cried out instinctively. Her arms subconsciously wraps around his shoulders, staring at him in shock. She asks, “You, what are you doing?” Suddenly carrying her like this, it’s good that she doesn’t have a heart disease, otherwise she’d certainly get a heart attack from him.

Su Yi Cheng looks at her, the corner of his mouth hanging a big smile, and says, “I also haven’t showered yet.”

Hearing that, An Ran was stunned. Looking into his eyes she seemed to make out some sort of thoughts and mood. Her body subconsciously backs out. She has a bad premonition, not only that it was a very strong premonition, so strong that she was a little afraid. The scene from several days earlier started to play in her mind again.

Forcing a smile, An Ran tries to reason with him, “How about you wash first? I suddenly remembered that I’m actually not that tired yet, also I haven’t finished my blueprint yet, why don’t you wash up first, then I’ll go back to designing, how about that?”

Su Yi Cheng smiles, the corner of his mouth widens even more, then shakes his head, and says, “The nation advocates the conservation of water.”

“Then?” Conserving water, but then they can’t not shower!

Su Yi Cheng still smiles, not only his smile becomes even stranger, “I am the people’s public servant, it’s only natural that I follow the nation’s call.”

“So you’re not going to shower?” An Ran foolishly asks. Suddenly she thought what if there were some people who do not shower for that reason, then isn’t this advocacy too unreasonable!

Su Yi Cheng suddenly felt defeated. When did he give that kind of suggestion? He clearly did not mean to imply that!

Seeing him not speak, An Ran thought that she had guessed correctly. Seeing that he was still in the mood for discussion, she asks, “Well, I’m not the people’s servant, so about the showering matter, can I not act on the nation’s call? Of course, I will still save water, for example using the water to wash food for watering plants, pouring the water from washing clothes for the toilet.”

Su Yi Cheng stared at her blankly. He couldn’t help but be sceptical about whether or not she was pretending to be naïve on purpose. He was just holding her wordlessly. He carries her towards their room, then carries her into the bathroom, opening the glass door to the shower, and brings her in.

An Ran quickly makes it clear, “I, I can wash by myself, you, you can leave.”

Su Yi Cheng smiles evilly, turns on the shower, and the warm water immediately sprinkles on top of their heads. The clothes on the pair’s body was immediately drenched, not slipping by like the hair on the their heads.

When An Ran was about to shout in panic, she can only hear Su Yi Cheng’s demonic voice whisper into her ears, “When I said I will answer to the nation’s call to save water, I meant that we should shower together. I am the people’s public servant, and you the people’s servant’s wife, don’t you think we should practice what we preach and answer to the nation’s call, en?”

An Ran wanted to cry, just what is this, absurd, this is absolutely preposterous! If two people showering together really can save water then that’s okay, but last time they were in the bath together they were in there close together for more than an hour, how in the word are they saving water, clearly they were wasting the nation’s natural resource! Some say that government officials are only for show, making proposals, bringing up many suggestions, but actually implementing them very rarely.

Then recalling that, she was about to protest, and was about to open up, his tongue in a flash nimbly slips inside, tangling her. Once again she didn’t have the chance to talk, her mouth was blocked up tightly. Apart from kissing, she couldn’t do anything else.

Then, in the fervour, it wasn’t clear who was taking off whose clothes. Mixing in the faint smell of wine, and that sound of running water, made an ambiguous atmosphere in the shower, the temperature hot, then mixing with the sound of the water, was also the low roar of a man, and the sounds of a woman. In the bathroom, was the scene of a charming spring time.

When the emerged from the bathroom, An Ran was already exhausted from head to toe and didn’t want to move, also she couldn’t move. Still in his embrace she let him place her on the bed. She felt him lie down beside her, and embraces her from behind. The two’s body were inseparably close, not even a small crack was between them.

An Ran was so weary that she doesn’t even want to move, her eyelids only fighting against the heaviness. She dazedly gives in to her eyelid’s weight and closes her eyes. When An Ran was about to fall asleep, Su Yi Cheng from behind suddenly faintly starts to say, “His name is Zhou Han. That year he was the one who with Ling Ran had betrayed me, and was formerly my best friend. It wasn’t that I didn’t want to tell you just then, it’s just for a while I didn't know how I should start.”

An Ran suddenly opens her eyes. That sleepiness instantly disappeared into nothing. He said that man was the one who Ling Ran had betrayed with, but he heroically seemed more pitiful.

She turns her body, but her body was being held tightly by him, so she couldn’t even turn.

“Su Yi Cheng…..” An Ran calls out worriedly.

From behind he lets out a low chuckle, leans against her back and shakes his head, says, “Don’t worry about me, I’m fine. All of this, I’ve already put to rest long ago. The reason why I drank, was only because meeting him again after all these years, this kind of unexplainable depressing feeling came up. It isn’t because I couldn’t let go.” As it turns out speaking out about some things wasn’t that hard. After talking about it, his entire person felt light.

An Ran doesn’t say anything. Actually it was because she doesn’t really know what to say. She indeed is more suited to listen. She clearly does not have the skill for comforting. She wanted to say something but hesitated a few times. Finally extending her hand, she slowly covers the hand that was encircling her waist, holding it like he was.

From behind Su yi Cheng chuckles, then brings her closer to his embrace, and quietly says, “Alright, go to sleep.”

An Ran nods, her ten fingers were still entwined against his, and it was as if his words had a hypnotising effect, as she slowly and peacefully closes her eyes. Then her consciousness gradually dims away, and she really entered dreamland.

Su Yi Cheng circled around her in fact he wasn’t sleepy at all, and was becoming more and more awake. In the darkness he stares at the ceiling above him. That child seemed to be 5-6 years old, he called Zhou Han father, then what about the mother? Was it Ling Ran?

In his embrace An Ran’s breathing was slowly becoming level. Tonight was truly tiring for her, accompanying her stiffly smiling the entire night, that child suddenly getting an allergic reaction from seafood did not scare her any less, and just now she was tossed around by him for quite a while, so she should be rightfully tired.

Stretching over her stiff body he turns her over, and extracts his hands from her waist. Then he slightly raises her head, so she could use his arm as a pillow. He chuckles, mocking at himself and shaking his head. He shuts his eyes, and falls asleep with her.



When they woke up again the sun was already bright and clear. Today was unexpected, Su Yi Cheng surprisingly did not get up to do his morning exercise, right now he was still lying by her side sleeping soundly.

An Ran moves aside a little to look at the alarm clock by the bedside cabinet. 7:35. She turns to look at the Su Yi Cheng who was fast asleep. She doesn’t know what he was dreaming about or thinking about, the wrinkles on his forehead looked like the word 川 which she didn’t like. She reaches out to smoothen it for him, then looks at him again for a while. Then she carefully turns over and lifts up the quilt to get out of bed.

But when she lifted up the quilt, An Ran was surprised. She lowered her head to look at herself under the quilt, then again her face was hit with a big red flush. Heavens, she wasn’t wearing anything at all!

Then she remembered everything last night, the two were originally discussing about saving water, finally going into the bathroom, during that period of time, neither of them had even thought of going to the wardrobe to grab pyjamas to change into!

She turns to look at the Su Yi Cheng who was fast asleep. Certain that his eyes were still shut, still lying down, she carefully gets off the bed, and as fast as lightning she goes over to the wardrobe, as if she was worried the person on the bed would waken midway, An Ran grabbed a pair of clothes from the wardrobe, at the same time turning her head to take a look at the person on the bed, and with great difficulty grabs the outfit she had planned to wear today, and rushes into the bathroom.

Only she didn’t discover, that face that appeared solemn, when she got out of the bed to grab a change of clothes, from time to time the corner of his mouth faintly carried a smile.

Waiting until An Ran was changed and washed and emerged from the washroom, Su Yi Cheng still had not awakened, still maintaining the posture from before. An Ran neatly grabs the clothes that he had planned to wear today from the wardrobe, then places it aside on the bed. This way, he can see it when he wakes up.

After doing all of this, An Ran then slowly retreats from the bedroom.

Su Yi Cheng from the moment she left the room and closed the door, the Su Yi Cheng on the bed suddenly opens his eyes, looks at the clothes at the head of the bed. A faint smile forms on his face.

When Su Yi Cheng was all dressed up, and was all washed up, when he left the bedroom, An Ran was making breakfast at the time. Seeing him come out, she specially turns to smile at him and say, “It’ll be ready soon.”

Su Yi Cheng nods, like her former appearance, he sits down before the counter and waits, waits a little while for the breakfast that she had prepared for him today.


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Wassup! I'm back. Another big thanks to Joe for helping me out with this chapter! Definitely learning a lot from him :)

Saturday 23 September 2017

First Marriage Then Love 《先婚厚爱》Chapter 82 Translation

082. That man


An Ran looks strangely at the two, not understanding the meaning behind Ye Zi Wen's words. What action too quickly? Is he talking about their marriage? Well yes that is sudden but shouldn't it be her who took action too quickly? After all the one who proposed and suggested to apply for a marriage certificate was her and not Su Yi Cheng.

Ye Zi Wen turns over to look at An Ran, says in a displeased tone,"And you did not say your husband is Su Yi Cheng!"  Making him believe that she was just saying she was married as an excuse to bait and arouse his curiosity, what's more laughable is that he had really intended to pursue her seriously! What's even worse is that he has stupidly TOLD Su Yi Cheng this smiling masked tiger that he is going after his own wife! OH MY GOD! now that he think about it, just what kind of foolishness has he been doing all this while.  Small wonder that he has been tormented by Si Yi Jiao for the past two days, he feels as if he has been gang up by the two siblings!

"You only say you are Eric, you did not tell me you are Ye Zi Wen so I didn't know you were him at all." An Ran says honestly, indeed she did not even have the slightest notion that he could be the best friend that Su Yi Cheng mentions.

Ye Zi Wen paused, thinking back, it seems to be true, he did only introduce himself as Eric. So, was it his own fault that he was schemed by Su Yi Cheng  after all?

Su Yi Cheng, with a hand around An Ran, smiles and asks Ye Zi Wen,"So? Still intending to go on the offensive now?"

Ye Zi Wen turns his head over, with an obviously fake smile, hurriedly adjusts and clarifies his stand,"I was just joking that day, it's a joke! A joke!"

What a joke! If he could give out his number to Yi Jiao that lass just because of what he says that day, making him spending the whole day just managing her calls, if he antagonizes him further, he predicts he will tell Yi Jiao every one of his addresses in Jiang City! If it comes to that he would really have no way to hide.

Su Yi Cheng also smiles, looking much better now, nodded,"En. Next time don't play these kind of jokes, they are not funny at all."

Ye Zi Wen's lips keeps twitching, scolding in his heart, He must be crazy to foolishly repeat this kind of joke! Just why did he show his hand to this black bellied wolf in the past? If he had not been so impulsive in the past, he would not have been threaten so like now.

"Bwahaha__!" Xiao Ying Tian looking at the side could not resist having a laugh, it's a good thing that Su Yi Cheng decides to enter politics instead of business, if not he is afraid that the dominant position of 'Xu Dong' would be his instead.

Ye Zi Wen looks at Xiao Ying Tian in frustration, scolding inside that this uncle of his did not even give him a proper warning.  Good thing that he was clever as well, he had intended to spend a bomb buying a jade thumb ring for him, but as he was unsatisfied with those that he had seen he did not buy any and a good thing too or he would have really suffered a loss.

An Ran listens, confused, not understanding any of this, what offensive? what joke? just what are they talking about?

As if aware of her confusion, Su Yi Cheng whispered,"I'll tell you when we get back."

An Ran nodded, smile and did not ask further.

A lot of people came to the dinner party, mostly business associates of Xiao Ying Tian.

Su Yi Cheng is considered a familiar face, and people naturally recognize him as they walk around, then some normal chit chat will start. An Ran does not have to do anything, just stood by his side, at times, smiling, at times nodding.

As if noticing her boredom, when no one was with them he turns and smiles at her apologetically,"Are you tired, do you want to eat something first?"

Actually it's not a matter of tiredness, but just standing there maintaining a slight smile is causing her mouth to cramp. She does feel hungry, she followed him here after work and the two have not had a chance to eat since they arrive, she nodded,"I'll go over there to grab a bite and help you take some as well. Come over to eat something later when you have the time." She remembers the doctor saying his condition is chronic and requires long term care and maintenance of his body. It is very unhealthy for him to skip meals and especially drinking on an empty stomach. She reach over and remove the glass of red wine from him, then replace his drink with a glass of orange juice,"No drinking."

Su Yi Cheng laughs softly, taking a sip of the orange juice,"As my wife ordered."

An Ran's lips curved, helping him right the tie he had on that was slightly crooked, then turns and walks towards the food area in the distance.

Su Yi Cheng looks on as she left and only looks away a while later.

"COUGH cough cough." Ye Zi Wen who is looking on besides him says sourly,"It's too mushy, too mushy!" his expression exaggerated, his arms  hugging each other.

Su Yi Cheng takes a look at him, with a smile on his lips and did not give any reply, lifting the orange juice in his hand, he takes another sip.

An Ran places some cake and salad on her plate and helps Su Yi Cheng to take some seafood noodles that he normally likes to eat then heads towards the rest area.

Sitting on a couch, she looks at a young boy about 6 to 7 years of age who's already sitting there. An Ran finds him familiar but cannot place where she had seen him before.

The boy saw her too as An Ran sat on the opposite end of the couch and smiles at him. The boy did not smile or talk, look at An Ran for quite a bit then turns and continues playing with the robot toy in his hands.

An Ran did not pay it to mind and started to eat the cake with tiny bites. She craves sweets and eating these sweet delights fills her with a sense of happiness and fulfillment.  No matter if she was feeling bad or feeling good nothing beats having something sweet to eat.

Just as An Ran was enjoying her cake she notices a pair of eyes staring in her direction. Turning to look, she saw the boy sitting up straight, still playing with the transformer toy in his hands but An Ran notices that he was holding the toy upside down.

Turning, she continued enjoying the cake and felt the intensity of a stare again, An Ran turns her head immediately and caught the boy this time. He was staring at the seafood noodles and unconsciously swallowing saliva, seeing that An Ran had turned around, he immediately turns around, not looking at her.

An Ran had a slight smile on her lips, he must be hungry.  Turning to look around, there isn't anyone that seems to be the child's parents. Pushing over the plate she had helped Su Yi Cheng to take, she places it closer to the child. With the food in front of him, An Ran smiles at him,"Little boy, do you want Auntie to treat you to some noodles?"

The boy looks at An Ran then at the food in front of him, evidently struggling, but in the end turns his head over, clutching and playing his transformer toy.

An Ran smiles, thinking the boy must be wary of strangers. She placed the food in front of him and got back to her own seat, eating the mousse cake, looking at the people in the main hall. Unconsciously she seeks out Su Yi Cheng standing in the crowd, he seems to be discussing something with another person, his face always gentle with a smile, unable to discern if he is feeling good or bad.

At this time someone approach him, looking at the orange juice in his hands, spoke something and stop the waiter and takes a glass of wine for him. He shakes his head with a laugh, lifted his juice, saying something, that person insisted, wanting to get him the glass of wine. As if caught in a bind, Su Yi Cheng said something then looks in her direction.

An Ran paused for a moment, only to see the person with Su Yi Cheng followed the direction of his gaze to look in her direction and then they laugh together.  The person carried the glass of wine and drank it in a mouthful and seem to have no more intention of forcing Su Yi Cheng to drink the wine anymore.

Su Yi Cheng spoke to him a moment more then smile and proceeds towards An Ran.

Grinning and seated besides An Ran, An Ran asks curiously,"What did you just told them? Why did they look over here?"

Su Yi Cheng places his hand around her waist naturally, says,"I said my wife forbids me to drink and is looking at me from the side."

An Ran paused, then reacted, hitting him and laughing,"Hey, so you are using me as a shield." According to him, she is a fierce female tiger of a wife, which she isn't!

"No, I just stated my stand and decisively told them I'm a good man and has adamantly decided to respect my wife's wishes and not succumb to others' temptation." Su Yi Cheng says matter of factly, even his expression is serious.

An Ran giggles seeing his serious expression then was reminded that he has not taken anything yet. And the plate of noodles she had previously help him to take is already given to the young boy,"I'll help get you something to eat." Then she gets up and headed toward to food.

Su Yi Cheng held her and got her to sit back down, pointing at the half eaten mousse cake on her plate,"I want to eat this."

An Ran only thought that he wants to eat mousse cake, smile and replied,"OK, I'll help you to take that, anything else?"

Su Yi Cheng shakes his head, and placed the plate of cake on her hands, looking at her, smiling.

An Ran looks at the cake in her hand then at Su Yi Cheng, asked,"You want me to feed you?" God, doesn't this differ too much from his normal image as a serious and proper Special Assistant to the mayor office?

Su Yi Cheng smile but did not say anything else, opening his mouth waiting for her to place the cake into his mouth.

An Ran looks around embarrassingly at the boy behind her, only to see him with fork in hand, eating the food on the plate, staring at the two of them.

Her face suddenly becomes red, she turns, pats Su Yi Cheng,"Stop playing, everyone's watching."

Su Yi Cheng insisted, hurrying her,"Quick, I'm feeling so hungry."Then continues opening his mouth waiting for her.

An Ran concedes defeat, it's so frustrating yet feeling the whole thing is so funny, she lifted the cake and places a piece into his mouth with a fork.

Su Yi Cheng gobbles it up with a face full of smiles, then look at An Ran again,"One more."

An Ran already feels as if her face is red beyond belief by now, this kind of intimate feeding is a first for her. And the two of them don't even do this in the privacy of their home, what's more, this is a dinner party with people passing by every so often, in public!

An Ran relented, scolding,"Su Yi Cheng, you have very weird taste." But still she placed another piece of cake into his mouth, then put the plate into his hands, turning over, ignoring him.

Su Yi Cheng laughs satisfactorily, lifting the plate in his hands to place it onto the table. Actually he takes after his father and is not particularly fond of sweet foodstuffs but the both of them also seems to have married wives who craves sweets.

Just as he turns around intending to speak to An Ran, he saw Tong Xiao Jie and Mo Fei heading towards them.  Tong Xiao Jie smiles and asks,"Special Assistant Su and senior's feelings are so good, it's really enviable."

An Ran turns over, saw Tong Xiao Jie and Mo Fei, paused.

Su Yi Cheng took a look at her, then turns and smiles at Mo Fei and Tong Xiao Jie,"Director Mo, Ms Tong, take a seat."

Mo Fei pressed his lips tightly, wanting to leave, but was pulled by Tong Xiao Jie to sit opposite Su Yi Cheng and An Ran.

"I'm so envious of Special Assistant Su and An Ran senior." Tong Xiao Jie repeated, eyes looking staring at An Ran.

An Ran kept quiet, only smiling.

Su Yi Cheng leans back slightly on the couch, his hand naturally wraps around An Ran's shoulders and places it on the top of the couch, his expression gentle still,"Isn't Director Mo and Ms Tong the same? I heard that when Ms Tong went overseas to study Director Mo left everything behind to accompany her. This kind of action and determination would not be possible without deep feelings of love. If you are talking of being envied then Ms Tong and Director Mo is really the envy of everyone around." Then Su Yi Cheng looks over at Mo Fei, expression smiling yet unsmiling.

Tong Xiao Jie smiles, turns and looks at Mo Fei passionately.

Mo Fei's expression stiffens, only bending his lips, his face devoid of laughter.

Tong Xiao Jie turns and looks at An Ran,"An Ran senior, Mo Fei had just returned from USA recently and his company here has also just been established, everything is just starting up. I remember the both of you were a specially good combo during University days. Mo Fei also mentions you were the source of inspiration for a lot of his submissions at several competitions. If you don't mind this request, would you like to join our company and help Mo Fei out?"

Hearing this, the other three paused for a moment. Mo Fei was staring at her at a lost while An Ran was looking at her uncomprehendingly then looks over at Mo Fei puzzled.

Tong Xiao Jie looks at her, then turns to Su Yi Cheng,"Special Assistant Su would not mind, would you?"

Hearing this, Su Yi Cheng laughs,"Of course I don't, but I'm afraid Director Huang would not let her go so easily." Saying this, he stood up and welcomes Huang De Xin who is walking towards them from behind Mo Fei,"Director Huang."

Only then does Tong Xiao Jie and Mo Fei saw Huang De Xin who is full of smiles, then stood up and smile back.

Then the group sat back down, Huang De Xin sat next to Mo Fei, Su Yi Cheng smiles, asking,"Since Director Huang is here, why don't Ms Tong ask Director Huang? An Ran is his subordinate after all, it's up to him if he's willing to let her go."

Huang De Xin had just arrive and was confused to what's going on,"What's all this about letting people go, I'm getting more confused as I listen more."

Without waiting for Tong Xiao Jie to speak, Su Yi Cheng answers,"Ms Tong was just inviting An Ran to work for them at their new company and I said it's up to you, don't you think so?"

Hearing this, Huang De Xin immediately states his stand,"Sighs, how can this even be possible, An Ran is our company's top premier designer, how can I possibly let her go, Ms Tong don't take advantage of me now, Director Mo himself is a prize winner from several international competitions, so why worry about lacking good designers?"

Hearing this, Tong Xiao Jie laughs,"Kekeke, I was originally really intending to poach my senior from behind Director Huang's back, thinking to leverage on our previous relationship during university. I had just spoken  up but was caught by you immediately. Looks like Director Huang must be wary of us from now, don't you think so, Mo Fei?"

Mo Fei smiles dryly, not speaking much, his eyes fixed on An Ran in front of him.

The few sat and chatted a while more, Huang De Xin saw a couple of 'Jing Cheng's' business partners waving at him so he went over. Mo Fei was feeling restless sitting here and gave an excuse saying he saw a familiar person then pulls Tong Xiao Jie over.

After they left, An Ran lets out a sigh and took a drink.

Su Yi Cheng took a look and asks,"Tired?"

An Ran shakes her head, smiling at him.

At this time, the lighting at the venue dimmed and a spotlight shone on the stage. The emcee of the night stood at the podium and after some customary greetings and congratulatory wishes on Xiao Ying Tian's 60th birthday, he invited the birthday star to give a speech.

Actually it was just a pre-planned speech, thanking everyone for attending, thanking them for their support of 'Xu Dong'. After the series of thanks, 10 minutes has passed and Xiao Ying Tian got down from the stage to much applause. At this time the music started playing and the light darken, turning soft. The emcee got back on stage again and invited Mr and Mrs Xiao for the first dance. After another round of applause, a ray of light shone on Xiao Ying Tian and wife, he held his wife's hand and went onto the dance floor, swaying to the music, waltzing. The rest of the crowd joins in later and the party really got started.

Su Yi Cheng holds out a hand to An Ran, looking at her with a smile,"To the beautiful Mrs Su, may I have the honor of dancing with you?"

An Ran looks at him, laughing then places her hand into his big palm, nodding,"Of course."

The two held hands and head towards the dance floor.  They had just turn when they heard a sound like something had fallen. The two look back at the same time, only to see the boy that was originally playing with the transformer toy had fallen onto the floor holding his belly in pain.

The two hurried over, An Ran help him from the floor to rest in her arms,"Little boy, what happen to you?" He was just fine but what happen suddenly?!

The boy hugged his stomach, his face twisting in agony, unable to say clearly,"Pain....pain, it's... painful."

Looking at the situation, An Ran looks towards Su Yi Cheng, not knowing what to do.

"The child's parents, who are his parents?" Su Yi Cheng asks.

An Ran shakes her head,"I don't know, when I got here the child was alone on the couch. There wasn't any adult near him."

"Little boy, tell uncle the names of your mother and father, uncle will look for them alright?" Su Yi Cheng asks the child, trying to get the identity of the child's parents.

Hearing this, the boy in An Ran's arms hugs his stomach and shakes his head violently, as if afraid.

Looking at this, the two can do nothing about it.

The boy suddenly seems to be in worse pain, holding his stomach yelling in pain.

An Ran could not bear seeing him in such agony,"What do we do, he looks to be in a lot of pain."

Su Yi Cheng reach over and took the child from An Ran, saying quickly,"We'll first send the child to the hospital. I'll give a call to Ye Zi Wen later and get him to search for the child's parents here then to immediately let them hurry to the hospital."

Not seeing a better solution, they can only proceed like this for now. An Ran nodded, taking her purse from the seat and hurries out of the venue with Su Yi Cheng.

In the car, Su Yi Cheng calls Ye Zi Wen on bluetooth while driving and An Ran sits in the backseat with the child. The boy had curled up in pain, his expressions contorted, forehead sweating.

Su Yi Cheng looks at the situation in the backseat from his rearview mirror. Ye Zi Wen picks up the call at this time. Without waiting for him to speak,"Zi Wen, check if anyone brought a child to the dinner party, then check if any parents are unable to find their child, if there is any bring them immediately to the hospital."

"Huh? What's the situation?" Ye Zi Wen asks, uncomprehending.

"Don't ask so much, do as I say, that child was sitting by An Ran just now, and suddenly collapse due to stomach pains. An Ran and I are bringing him to the hospital. When you find the child's parents, bring them to the City hospital." Saying this, Su Yi Cheng hangs up.

Looking at the child in agony, An Ran feels terrible, saying angrily,"Isn't the child's parents too irresponsible? Leaving such a small child alone, not even knowing if the child is fine. It's ridiculous."

Looking at the rear view mirror, Su Yi Cheng remains quiet but speeds up.

At the hospital, Su Yi Cheng carries the boy straight to the emergency room.  The doctor on duty at the emergency room diagnosed that the child is suffering from severe stomach cramps due to acute allergy to seafood.

Mistaking An Ran and Su Yi Cheng for the child's parents, he gave them a good scolding,"How can you be parents?! Don't you know about the child's allergies, still giving him seafood, it's a good thing he was send here early, if it had been one hour later, do you know the consequences could be drastic?!"

The two did not explain but ask for the child's current condition. The doctor took a look at them and did not say anything further,"It's lucky that he was send here so early, he's stable for now and needs to be on a drip. It's best if he can stay in the hospital to be monitored for a few days."

The two nodded, hearing the child is fine now really lifts a huge burden from their hearts.

An Ran is in the room with the child on drip, the child keeps sweating due to stomach cramps and his eyebrows knitted tightly together. An Ran took the tissue and wipe at his sweat, heart aching. Reaching over to smooth out his knitted brows, mumbling,"It's all my fault he is like this now, if only I had not given him the seafood noodles I had gotten for you in the first place.  I wasn't aware he had seafood allergies, and it's such a severe one too."

Su Yi Cheng goes up to give her a hug,"It's fine now."

An Ran nodded, saying softly,"It's lucky it's ok now."

Su Yi Cheng lets her go,"I'll give a call to Ye Zi Wen to ask if he's on his way here."

In a corner of the corridor, he called Ye Zi Wen.

The phone rang for a while before being picked up, he ask immediately,"Found the child's parents?"

"That... Actually..." Ye Zi Wen was mumbling, as if not knowing what to say.

Su Yi Cheng frowns,"What this or that? Have you found them? Are they really not worried about the child?" How irresponsible can one get?!

"Sigh.. I... I can't explain clearly at this time, I've found the child's father, and we're on the way, I'll give you a call later." Ye Zi Wen then hung up.

Su Yi Cheng's instincts is telling him that Ye Zi Wen's tone of voice is unlike himself, but he is unable to know more just from a few sentences. So he took a look at the phone for a bit, then kept it and returned to the ward.

Ye Zi Wen only reach the hospital 20 minutes later, Su Yi Cheng was with An Ran in the room accompanying the child. After the injection, the pain seems to lessen and the child finally seems able to relax his brows.

Ye Zi Wen enters the ward alone, looking at Su Yi Cheng, his expression seems weird, as if conflicted.

Su Yi Cheng look at his back and even after a while did not see the child's
parent. With slightly displeased expression,"He's not here?"

Ye Zi Wen shakes his head, looking backwards and from there, a man appears from behind the wall, dressed in a suit, his hair parted and combed neatly, stepping on handmade italian tailored shoes and enters.

Su Yi Cheng looked at the man in front of him, as if dazed.  He was just thinking who the child's parents was that was so irresponsible but he would have never thought the parent was him!

This man isn't just anyone but Zhou Han! Small wonder that Ye Zi Wen was at a lost to what to say on the line.

An Ran looked over and paused. She only feels he's familiar and only remembers after a while. She saw this person before at the courtyard at the activity area. Then she looks at the child on the bed again, so he was the little child that had mischievously knocked into her. She still remembers this man had helped to steady her that time. He seemed to be very strict and the boy seems to be afraid of him. She also remembers Su Yi Cheng and him are acquainted but does not seem to be on good terms.

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Wednesday 20 September 2017

First Marriage Then Love 《先婚厚爱》Chapter 81 Translation

081.  Your actions are too fast now aren't they?

At night before sleeping An Ran told Lin Li's decision to Su Yi Cheng, letting him analyse if her decision is the correct one.

The light in the room has already been extinguish, An Ran is currently nesting within his arms, eyes looking at the darken room, awaiting for his answer.

After a while Su Yi Cheng slowly says,"Actually there isn't any right or wrong, there isn't any hard measurement to indicate right and wrong with regards to emotions and feelings, you can only ask if it is worth it or not. If she feels it is worth doing this. then there isn't any argument of right and wrong at all.  Even if there will be hurt in the end, feeling pain is not necessarily a bad thing, at times it is only when you experience pain that you learn and grow up the most. Of course, you have to pay a big price for that growth."

An Ran remains silent, after a while speaks up with a hint of sadness,"Then I would rather Lin Li not grow up forever and remain happy and cheerful for the rest of her life."

Su Yi Cheng lightly pats her back, the action meant to console her, to let her emotions calm down. Then says,"There's always two sides to everything, maybe try to think of it this way, isn't it better to know about this now rather than later? It's 10 years of feelings for now, what if the truth is only known when it is 15 or even 20 years later? The pain will only escalate as the years go by and the chance of recovery will be slimmer and slower then."

"Maybe so." An Ran admitted, her voice soft and light. He is right of course, just as he says, if it is painful no matter the result, why not end the pain earlier? It's better to know now rather than a few years later, if the truth is only known later who knows? the consequences may be even worse.

Su Yi Cheng gave a peck on her hair, as if able to see in the dark and smoothed her frowning brows then lightly speaks by the side of her ears,"Alright, let's sleep now, stop thinking about it. It may not be as bad as you think it will be, since Lin Li has made the decision, she must have weigh the pros and cons against her own happiness, isn't this what you wanted? Everything will be better from now on."

An Ran remains silent, closing her eyes then worms her way even deeper into his embrace, nodding her head.

Su Yi Cheng lightly pats on her back, gently, repetitively, as if coaxing a baby to sleep. When he finally feels the sound of her breathing deepens and stabilize, he is finally able to relax and accompanies the rhythm of her breathing and sleeps.

The next day Su Yi Cheng is again not in bed when she wakes, the sunlight outside the window lightly streams into the room, gradually lighting it up.

Looking at the ceiling, An Ran finally got up and habitually wash up in the washroom. When she was done it was 8 am.

She had just open the room door and saw Su Yi Cheng frying an eye in the kitchen, back facing her, the toaster by the side toasting 2 pieces of bread, the bar-top already has 2 pieces of bread already toasted. The 2 plates also contains some sausages and side dishes. It all looks so appetizing.

An Ran suddenly feels a surge of happiness, looking at his back, her lips curls up in a smile.  Without thinking, she ran towards him, wrapping her arms around his waist from the back, her face plastered against his wide back. The feeling of hugging him like this feels unexpectedly good.

Su Yi Cheng was surprise by her actions and almost burnt the eggs he was frying, he quickly move the eggs a little so the eggs will not stick to the wok, but his lips unconsciously curls up in a smile, asking,"What happen?"

An Ran sticks against his back, shaking her head, admitted in a low voice,"Nothing, just want to hug you like this." Then hug him even tighter.  Hugging him like this feels incredible, pressing tightly against his back, she can even hear his heartbeat and when he speaks she can hear the vibrations of his body and feels the movement of his muscles.

Su Yi Cheng laughs, his smile widens completely,"Alright."

One hand holding her arms that's around him, the other hand turns off the fire in the stove, using the residual heat to finish cooking the eggs.

An Ran continues to hug him for a while, and lets go at last only to see Su Yi Cheng turns over with a grin.  And she graciously grins back at him, then tips toes to give him a peck on his lips.  Just a light peck then An Ran quickly lets go of him, taking up the plates and placing them on the bar-top. She walks around the bar-top from the kitchen and sits on the high chair outside.

Su Yi Cheng touch his lips, lips curve in a laugh, laughing soundlessly shaking his head. Then retrieves a set of cutlery from the drawer, handing it to An Ran.

An Ran takes a piece of toast, eating it, the perfectly toasted taste is very good, nods her head and cheekily smiles at him, giving him a thumbs up, praising him.

As they were eating, Su Yi Cheng asks,"Do you have to work overtime tonight? Or is there any planned activity after work tonight?"

"Nothing tonight." An Ran shakes her head.

"Then accompany me to a dinner party tonight, is that fine?" Su Yi Cheng asks for her opinion. If she is not willing to, he will not force her to go, placing the priority on her.

An Ran nodded,"What kind of dinner party is it?" she asks. Actually she does not like such occasions, everyone is dressed up to their nines and passing by each other in the ballroom, talking and laughing with strangers or acquaintances. But since he asked, she naturally have no objections.

"It's nothing, just a birthday party for an elder family member." Su Yi Cheng says laughingly.

An Ran nodded,"What about the present?" She wants to be a qualified wife, to be able to share some of his burdens that's within her capacity to handle.

Su Yi Cheng laughs and shakes his head,"The present's already prepared, no need to worry, I'll pick you up after work."

An Ran nodded, smiling.

As always, Su Yi Cheng ferries her to work, she has protested against this more than once and each time he always gives a smile, and continues to insist on ferrying her to work everyday, completely unaffected by her protests.

The car stops in front of An Ran's office building. Before alighting, An Ran turns over suddenly, looks at Su Yi Cheng seriously, says,"Special Assistant Su, can we have a serious talk?"

Su Yi Cheng looks at her laughing, asks,"What does Designer Gu wants to discuss about with me?" Mimicking her style of addressing him, Su Yi Cheng also uses her official occupational title to address her.

An Ran did not notice, says it plainly,"Mr Su, can you let me drive to work by myself in future? I feel very happy having you send me here everyday BUT!" An Ran paused, punctuating each and every word,"But this is really very inconvenient for me!" Her work determines if she is able to stay in the office everyday and at times she has to be at the work site. Some days only once a day but at times multiple times, it's completely random.  So not having a car is inconvenient or a machinery idiot like her would not have even considered applying for a drivers' license in the first place.  Actually in addition to that, she also does not want him to suffer. The city hall office building is so far away from hers and he has to make a detour everyday just to ferry her to work. She just feels so bad about it.

Su Yi Cheng lightly twitches his eyebrows, looked at her, asking,"Did I created trouble for you by doing this?"

An Ran paused for a while, unable to answer. Well, it's not exactly troubling, she actually feels very gratifying when he ferries her everyday, in addition, she won't be going to the work site often these days because she has almost completed the projects on hand right now. Strictly speaking, she is just worried about troubling him and does not want to tire him out.

Su Yi Cheng looks at her, waiting, waiting for her to reply.

An Ran looks at him, the expression on his face looks as if he feels guilty and hurt.  She suddenly feels so guilty inside, he was doing it for her out of goodwill after all but here she is accusing him of doing wrong instead. Thinking about this, An Ran's originally inflated aura dissipates to nothing immediately.  She looks at him, ashamed,"I.. I did not mean it that way..."

Actually Su Yi Cheng wants to laugh out loud, her attitude now is completely different from what it was a second ago, it's as if it's another person altogether.  Enduring any hint of a smile, he looks at her, gently raises her head, looks at her in the eye and says,"I have always consider myself fortunate being able to ferry you to work so I have always treated this as a benefit you've given me."

An Ran looks at him, unable to utter a single word but her heart is turning to mush, being so touched by his words.  This man... this man is too scary, to be able to say sweet nothings so naturally, so well without it being too overboard.

"An Ran, are you willing to continue giving me this benefit?" Looking at her, Su Yi Cheng asks seriously.

An Ran nodded dazedly, completely forgetting her insistence at the beginning, how can anyone refuse after meeting the him at this moment!

Su Yi Cheng smiles, leans over and kisses her on her forehead, between her brows and finally her lips.

Letting go of her again, An Ran's face  has again turn reddish and she's breathing hard.  Looking at her right now, he can't resist and gives her a few more pecks on her lips, then finally lets her alight the car.

Standing in front of the lift waiting, An Ran's lips curve up unconsciously in a smile.

"Heh, you two are really so sweet~."

Turning round, Xiao Xiao appears behind her suddenly, looking at her, her lips curved, not quite a smile.

An Ran looks over, restraining her smile,"Thanks for the compliment." Then turns back, looking at the lift door, ignoring her.

Xiao Xiao looks at her from the side, she just happen to stumble on the two being intimate in Su Yi Cheng's car, and an anger just surges from within her heart.

She is frustrated, really frustrated, why are all the men she meet all so superior and outstanding? Mo Fei is one, Su Yi Cheng even more so.  And what about herself? She has been at Huang De Xin's side for 8 years now since she was 18.  She has to endure the hugs and kisses from a man that is as old as her father, but have to smile about it and acts as if she enjoys them.  Not to mention, what has she gain after all these years? Nothing! And she even has to endure the scolding and slaps from the female tiger* in his house.

DING___

The lift arrives, An Ran is just thinking of entering when Xiao Xiao bumps into her shoulder hard.  As An Ran was holding on from almost stumbling, Xiao Xiao turns around, s satisfied smile on her face, says without any sincerity,"Oops! My apologies, I did not see you there."

An Ran looks at her furiously, enters the lift, massages the sore parts, retorts,"It's alright, some of us are born with small eyes, so naturally they can't see anything."

"YOU!" Xiao Xiao looks at her, almost convulsing, as if she is short of breath, she wants to retort back but was unable to say a single word.

An Ran ignores her, looking at the ever changing red lit numbers and finally they reach their floor. 'DING__" the door opens. Taking her bag, An Ran exits the lift.

Looking at An Ran, her eyes darkens even more than before.

She gave a call to Lin Li in the afternoon as she is worried.  The Lin Li today seems to feel better, at least not as lifeless compared to yesterday. Of course more time is needed for her to recover and revert back to her previous carefree self.

"Is your appetite better today?" It's worrisome that she does not seem to have any appetite,"I'm telling you, even if you have no appetite, even if you don't wish to eat anything, eat something anyways, don't forget, you're not eating for only one person now."

"I know, I know, you're turning into my mom, even my mom is not as naggy as you." Lin Li protested laughing, her moon seems good.

"I wish I could transform to be your mother, and give you a scolding if you refuse to eat next time." An Ran teased.

"Alright alright, I ate, I ate, Cheng Xiang cooked some noodles for me and I had a big bowl of it, I even ate my share of yesterday's meals too", Lin Li replied.

An Ran did not say anything more, she already knows the only one who could make her eat is Cheng Xiang, but it's good that she's eating again.

"Oh, when is your parents arriving, I'll arrange my schedule to accompany them to go shopping." Lin Li's parents stay in another city, a typical middle-class working household.  Once during university summer vacation, they planned a vacation and one of the destinations was Lin Li's hometown. Her parents are warm and simple people, when they were there, they took care of their every needs.  And they made sure to send extra portions whenever they send Lin Li things so she's able to share with the rest.

"The day after tomorrow, Cheng Xiang will be taking leave the next few days, the wedding will be handled by the Cheng family side, so he will accompany my parents around when the time comes.  So you don't have to specially take leave for that.  If you have the time join us for dinner, and oh yes, bring your Mr Su along." Lin Li says.

An Ran remain silent, and speaks only after a while,"Lin Li."

"En?"

An Ran cannot help asking,"You really don't regret it?"

Lin Li speaks only after a while,"I don't, actually it's not as bad as you think, everything was just a misunderstanding. Cheng Xiang has not even seen xiao xiao since. The promise to go to America was just an excuse to calm her mood-swings."

"I really don't care about how bad it is BUT, you have to be happy you got that?!" An Ran says with a threatening voice, wishing for her happiness.

"En." Lin Li sounds choked up on the line.

The two chatted for a while before finally ending the call.


Su Yi Cheng's car was already parked outside the building when she got off work.

The two started the journey back home. Only when they alighted did An Ran notices the two paper bags on the backseat.

"What're those?" An Ran asks curiously,"Clothes?"

Su Yi Cheng nodded,"En, I remember the one you had on last time cannot be worn anymore."

Only then does An Ran remembers, the orange dress was stained with red wine after being stumbled on by the Zhang family nasty biatch. And she had forgotten to send it for to be dry-clean. "Oh god I almost forgot!" She was still intending to wear that today.

Su Yi Cheng gently caresses her head, holding her hand,"Let's go."

In the washroom in front of the mirror, An Ran looks at the light purple one piece dress she had on. It's unlike the traditional gown, the dress material is very soft, with a high neck design. the dress is not very lengthy, only covering the knees.  She has to admit Su Yi Cheng has a keen eye, the size fits her exactly as if tailor made.

"Kyaaa__"

The door opens, Su Yi Cheng already changed into his suit, smiling gently at her. After seriously taking her sights in, he walk to her and hug her from behind, his chin resting on her shoulders. Looking at An Ran's reflection in the mirror, swaying both of them about, he says sincerely,"You look gorgeous tonight."

An Ran is still not used to such directness, her face reddens slightly and lowers her head, the edge of her lips curved upwards. As if a thought comes to mind, she turns and asks,"How did you know my measurements?"

Su Yi Cheng laughs in a low voice, the hands holding her starting to roam around her body improperly. His sultry husky voice says besides her ears,"Like this." He would much rather let her understand by showing her instead of just saying it,"do you understand now?"

An Ran immediately reddens, unable to speak as if a cat got her tongue.  She only regrets that she had asked, the proverb is so true, curiosity really does kill the cat!

Quickly grabbing onto the roaming hands that's inciting flames everywhere on her,"I, I, I got it."

Su Yi Cheng gives a low laugh as he buries his head into her shoulders, and only stops laughing after a while, then lets go of her, holding her hand and walks out the door.

The dinner at night is still held at "Jiang City hotel", unlike the previous time, the dinner party was held at a slightly smaller ballroom on the third level.

An Ran walks out from the elevator holding onto Su Yi Cheng's arm. They had just step out only to see a huge banner,"Wishing "Xu Dong Corporation' President Xiao Ying Tian a happy 60th birthday!"

Only then does An Ran realize, the elder he meant was Xiao Ying Tian.

The two entered, the party had already started, soft music was playing.

A lot of people attended the party tonight, not only from the construction industry, there are a lot of renown persons around as well. Of course there are also quite a number of high ranking officials.

This dinner party is literally a gathering of the elites.

An Ran looks over at Su Yi Cheng, whispering,"What a big turnout!"

Su Yi Cheng smiles, patting her hand.

Along the way, people kept coming over to speak with them. Because Su Yi Cheng did not make his marriage known widely , a lot of people was asking,"Special Assistant Su, this is?" when they sighted An Ran besides him.

And then Su Yi Cheng will always turns to look at An Ran with passionate eyes, then turns over to the person,"My wife." An Ran will stand to the side and when the person looks over, she will give a smile towards him and nods, appearing dignified.

When this repeated for the fourth or fifth times, Su Yi Cheng turns over to look at her, righting an errand strand of hair, asking,"Tired?" He is aware she does not like nor is she used to such dinner parties, her lips has almost stiffen from smiling.

An Ran shakes her head,"I will try my best to adjust to it." trying her best to be a qualified wife because he is a very qualified husband.

"No need to push yourself, if you don't like it, we'll not join next time, alright?" If such events really causes her distress, he will not force her, he does not wish for her to distress herself in order to accommodate to him.

An Ran shakes her head, smiling at him,"I'm not pushing myself, because I want to try my best to adjust to this for you as well."

Su Yi Cheng pinches her nose, holds her hand,"Let's go."

An Ran nodded, fingers interlocking with his.

When the two reaches Xiao Ying Tian's side, he was talking to someone. Looking at Su Yi Cheng and An Ran, he says with laughter,"Ah Cheng, An Ran, you two came."

"Uncle Xiao, happy birthday." Su Yi Cheng presents his gift to him, a scroll containing the writing by the renowned calligrapher,"This is the writing by Guo Mo Ruo, wishing Uncle Xiao longevity and happiness*."

"Director Xiao, happy birthday." An Ran follows after Su Yi Cheng.

Xiao Ying Tian was reaching  over for Su Yi Cheng's gift when he heard An Ran. He looked up, looking at An Ran and says slightly disapprovingly,"Sigh, why are you still addressing me as Director Xiao!"

An Ran paused, unable to react, But he IS Director Xiao, can't I call him that?

Looking at her perplexed expression, Su Yi Cheng whispers to her,"Call him Uncle Xiao."

An Ran then realized this, and offers him her greetings again,"Uncle Xiao, happy birthday."

Only then does Xiao Ying Tian nods, satisfied,"That's right, that's right." Then he takes a look at Su Yi Cheng's present, nodding as he examines it,"Among all the rest I still like Guo Mo Ruo's writings the most, Ah Cheng you still remember my likes and wants, unlike Zi Wen. He isn't even here yet."

"Uncle, are you saying bad things about me?"

Behind him, a soothing voice came over, Ye Zi Wen appears from behind Xiao Ying Tian.

Grinning broadly,"I wish my beloved Uncle days of happiness*, today being 60, tomorrow 58, getting younger everyday!"

"You lad, only knows how to play around, keeps saying crazy things."Xiao Ying Tian scolds laughingly, jokingly extends his hand towards him,"So where's my present, you came empty handed?"

Ye Zi Wen touches his nose,"For me, I know that Uncle you do not lack anything and loves to admire writings. Ah Cheng will also be one step ahead of me to give you that present, so I won't be ab;le to even buy that for you. Thinking about that I finally decided not to buy any present and say more words of congratulations, isn't that better than anything else? Don't you think so?"

Xiao Ying Tian pats him on the shoulder, smiling," You and your weird logic."

Ye Zi Wen smiles back, turns over and saw Su Yi Cheng, suddenly reminded that he has been harassed by Su Yi Jiao for the past two days already.  Calling him ten to twenty times everyday, he almost has to turn off his mobile!  Questioning,"Ah Cheng, did you give Yi Jiao that lass my other mobile line, I'm almost being driven crazy by her these past two days!" If this continues, he will surely collapse!

Su Yi Cheng smiles, thinking that Yi Jiao is really keeping to her word, calling him ten to twenty times daily.

Looking at him, Ye Zi Wen knew he guessed correctly, says in frustration,"Hey Ah Cheng, did I offend you in any way recently?"

Su Yi Cheng kept the smile on his face, pulls over An Ran who is standing besides him, one hand holding her waist,"An Ran, let me introduce, this is Ye Zi Wen."

Only now does Ye Zi Wen notices An Ran who was standing besides Su Yi Cheng and he stood, totally stunned, staring wide eyes in disbelief, Gu An Ran, Ah Cheng's wife after suddenly getting married is actually Gu An Ran!

Xiao Ying Tian looks at Ye Zi Wen, then at Su Yi Cheng, then another look at An Ran who is a little stun, his lips curl in a smile, patting his nephew's shoulders,"Didn't I tell you already, An Ran has an influential background."  But he just have to disturb that which should not be disturb.  Everyone knows that Su Yi Cheng is infamous as a black hearted smiling tiger*, hiding his knifes behind his smiles*.

Comparatively, although An Ran is not as shocked as Ye Zi Wen, she is still taken aback that that glib tongue Eric is actually Su Yi Cheng's best friend Ye Zi Wen!

Only after a while did Ye Zi Wen manage to get his wits back, turn over looking at Su Yi Cheng, he loudly protested,"Ah Cheng, your actions are just too fast now aren't they?!"


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*female tiger - a fierce wife
*longevity and happiness - the word for word translation is Richness(or happiness) as the east sea, life as the southern mountain.
*days of happiness - word for word translation is "year year having today, age age having this dawn", the meaning is like what Spock says,"Live long and prosper"
*smiling tiger - it actually translate to smiling mask tiger, means someone who looks kind and gentle (the smiling mask) but is actually very dangerous underneath the mask. (the tiger)
*hiding his knifes behind his smiles - translates to laughing inside hidden knifes

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I change USA to America for easier understanding.  Some trivia, America is written as 美国 , translated literally as beautiful country! And An Ran can also mean peaceful, safely or calmly in the language.

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Saturday 16 September 2017

First Marriage Then Love 《先婚厚爱》Chapter 80 Translation


080 Lin Li, You are so silly!


An Ran sat on her desk in the office, drawing pencil in hand, but unable to calm her emotions. She placed the pencil back on the table in frustration and rip out the design draft on the table, crumpling it and throwing it into the waste bin by the side. Today the bin already contains four to five similar crumpled pieces inside.

Looking at the mobile on the table, she took it up in the end, unable to resist any longer, intending to call Lin Li,"Knock, knock...!" came the office door suddenly.

An Ran looked up in the direction of the door,"Enter."

Ling Ran with a sweet smile stood in front of the door, looking at her,"May I come in?"

An Ran paused, her expression change slightly before nodding.

Ling Ran entered and sat in front of her, saying apologetically,"An Ran, I had too much to drink last time, so I acted poorly, if I have said anything I shouldn't have, please pay it no mind."

An Ran gave a plain smile, nodding,"No you didn't."

Ling Ran lets out a sigh of relief,"That's good, you have no idea how guilty I was feeling these past few days, so afraid that I had said things I shouldn't have and caused misunderstandings between you and Ah Cheng. If I did I may never forgive myself for that."

An Ran pressed her lips together, not intending to continue the topic further,"Did Miss Ling come to the office today to find Ling Lin? Isn't she outside?"

"En, I'm here to ask Ling Lin out for a meal, it's been a while since us sisters have gotten together. So I wanted us to have a get together for bonding." Ling Ran says laughingly. Then as if a thought suddenly came to her , asks,"Do you want to join us An Ran? Ling Lin recommended a restaurant nearby, she mention that the food is delicious."

An Ran shakes her head, replying with the intention of testing her,"No thanks, Yi Cheng is coming to fetch me later." Her eyes searches for any reaction Ling Ran has and did not miss the sudden onset of melancholy that appears in her eyes.

Ling Ran smile dryly,"If it's like this, then we shouldn't disturb you two then."

An Ran nodded, not saying anything else, actually there was nothing planned for later. In the morning when Su Yi Cheng ferries her over, he has already inform An Ran that he will be held up at work tonight and will be home late. So she will have to get home by herself later.

Actually she just wants to see her reaction, to test if she was being genuine or not but evidently, she is trying to get close to her in order to get to Su Yi Cheng.

Ling Ran looks at her watch,"Alright, I won't interrupt your work any longer, I'll wait for Ling Lin outside."

An Ran nodded, not intending to retain her.

Just when An Ran was starting to ponder on the matter of Ling Ran, the mobile on the desk rang. She picked it up, the display shows Lin Li so she answered it immediately,"Hey Lin Li"

"En." The Lin Li on the line sounds as if her voice has lost the vigor and vitality in the past, it sounded plain and weak, giving a feeling of lifelessness.

An Ran gets a little worried, asks carefully,"Are... are you alright?"

"Heh" Lin Li gave a soft laugh,"Join me for lunch in the afternoon, and oh, can you take the afternoon off?"

"Sure, wherever and whatever you want to do, I'm game." An Ran answered without question. It is at this time that friends' support and company matters the most, she wants to let her know that she is not alone in this, because there is someone out there who will always stands by her side, to be her support, to give her strength.

Lin Li was already at the restaurant in the afternoon, sitting at the seat by the window, looking outside. Actually An Ran already saw her when she alighted the cab, but she saw that Lin Li was looking so listless, without vigor and her eyes was not focus on anything at all, even if she seems to be looking outside. As she was noticing all this she unconsciously stops in her tracks and just looked at her for a while.

Upon entering and seated opposite her, she notices her fatigue and it is as if she became even more frail overnight. Her eyes were puffy because she was crying. Looking at her now, An Ran's heart clench tightly with sorrow for an instant, a hundred times more so than when she went through her own terrible ordeal in the past.

After a while just looking at her, she called out,"Lin Li." She took care to be soft, to avoid scaring her.

Lin Li finally came back to her senses, turning looking at An Ran who is trying her best to force out a smile, Lin Li gave a weak smile,"You are here."

An Ran nodded,"Did you wait long?"

Lin Li shakes her head,"No."

An Ran was about to speak when the restaurant's service attendant hands over a menu, inquire smilingly,"Do the two customer wants to start ordering?"

Looking at Lin Li, An Ran nodded taking over the menu from her hands.

Lin Li flips over the menu, unlike her previous self who would order as she goes through the menu. The her today keeps flipping the menu and after a while, sighs in defeat and hands over the menu to An Ran,"Why don't you order instead?"

An Ran did not refuse, turning over the menu and orders lots of Lin Li's favorite dishes, even the service attendant was incredulous, asking,"May I ask, are you expecting more to arrive later?"

An Ran shakes her head,"No, it's just the two of us. Oh and, add another order of Stir-fried Pork Strips in Fish Sauce." Closing the menu, handing it over to the attendant,"Please inform the kitchen to be faster."

The service attendant retreats with a smile and later serves up two glasses of water.

An Ran looks at Lin Li, she wants to ask but at the same time, it is so hard to find the words.

Lin Li smiles at her, even though the smile was forced and does not look good on her. Taking a sip of water from the glass,"What do you want to know, just ask."

An Ran look at her, started to ask but her throat feels so dry and unable to say anything.

Taking a big gulp from the glass, she asks seriously,"What did Cheng Xiang tell you?"

Lin Li nodded, hands placed on the glass, lightly tracing the contour of the glass.

An Ran remain silent, not saying a word.

A while later when the service attendant serves up the first dish, the two are still just sitting there, silent.

The second dish, the third, the fourth...

The two of them did not even pick up their chopsticks, just sitting there, looking at each other, silent.

Until when the last dish has been served, the service attendant looked at the two quizzically but still dutifully informs that all their dishes have been served. Only then does An Ran reacts, nodded, indicating acknowledgement.

An Ran has always considered herself to be a poor talker, she does not know how to socialise or offer consolations. Actually between Lin Li and her, Lin Li has always been the one who consoles her, because she has been very lucky and her life has been smooth sailing from when she was young. Even her love story had been a fairytale, her first love was Cheng Xiang who was such a perfect man, being gentle and warm. He doted on her, giving in to her every whims and even learn how to cook because of her. For the past ten years their love has truly been a fairytale come to life, having a fairytale beginning and awaiting a fairytale ending.

But who would have expected, their love is actually the Cinderella story played in reverse. Because Cinderella and Prince Charming got together and live happily ever after after enduring a lot of hardships. And they are just the reverse, they have a beginning that everyone is jealous of but not the fairytale ending that everyone had expected.

Looking at her, An Ran reach over, clasp her hand, lightly caressing the back of her hand, says calmly,"No matter what happens, no matter what you have decided, don't worry, you are not alone, I'll always be by your side, supporting you unconditionally!"

Lin Li looks at her, nose souring, looks up at the ceiling, stubbornly willing her tears to retreat back into her eyes. After a while, looks straight at An Ran,"You will really support whatever decision I made?"

An Ran nodded, she is her best friend, of course she will support her unconditionally, just as she had done for her in the past.

Lin Li look at her, slowly opening her mouth,"An Zi! Join me to choose my wedding dress in the afternoon!"

An Ran paused, dazed, shaking her head,"I...You... What did you just say?" Did she hear wrongly?

"Accompany me to choose a wedding dress in the afternoon." Lin Li calmly repeated.

An Ran look at her, unable to say a word.

Lin Li smile bitterly, looking at her, shaking her head, tightly pressing her lips together,"I.. I can't just let go like that, I've loved him for 10 years now, if you ask me to suddenly let go, I can't, I really can't."

Silent for a while, An Ran asks,"What about that woman?" She still remembers that woman truly did say Cheng Xiang will follow her back to the USA!

Lin Li twisted the sides of her lips,"That woman is Cheng Xiang's childhood sweetheart. Before attending university, they were always together everyday. Cheng Xiang likes her since he was young, he says as long as he remembers, his greatest wish is to marry her when he grows up, but he knows this is only his own desire, because xiao xiao does not like him the same way, only treating him like a brother. xiao xiao has always liked another boy that grew up together with them. When they got admitted into University, the two of them announced their relationship to family and friends. Since their parents were already friends, they receive everyone's blessings, including Cheng Xiang. xiao xiao and that other man eventually left for USA as planned, but Cheng Xiang stayed behind, and entered our university."

An Ran listens silently, without comment.

Lin Li took another drink from the glass,"Actually I'm always aware there is a shadow lurking in his heart, I'm even fairly certain I'm but a substitute for that shadow. But I don't care. I really loves him, I really do, I don't mind him insisting I kept my hair long, and I don't mind he wants me to never dye my hair and keep it black. I don't even mind it when he sometimes stared at my hair, caressing it and just smiling. I know he is thinking of another woman with long black hair in his mind. But he has really treated me well these few years, so well that I had almost forgotten, forgotten that I am but a substitute for someone else."

"Lin Li, how can you be so silly." An Ran's heart aches for her.

Looking up, forcing her tears back, shaking her head,"I don't feel being wronged, he hasn't let me feel like I'm being belittled in any way. in all the years we've been together, I can feel that he does loves me, whenever he hugs me, softly calls out my name, I can feel it. I know he isn't unfeeling towards me. He does love me."

"If he loves you, then why is he getting mix up with that woman." An Ran questioned. No matter what has happened in the past, the present is what's important. If he loves Lin Li, then why did he runs back to xiao xiao when she comes back this time. What's more, Lin Li is even expecting their child and they are getting married in a few days!

"He is just taking care of her, xiao xiao..xiao xiao suffered a lot in USA, the man they grew up with left her for another woman, another Chinese foreign student, and by that time xiao xiao found out she was already pregnant with his child. When you encounter them at the hospital xiao xiao had gotten hospitalized due to her unstable emotions. And her parents had already migrated to Canada a few years ago, she really has no one else but Cheng Xiang here." Cheng Xiang had told her all this.

"Lin Li, you are deceiving yourself!" An Ran look at her, her eyes growing reddish.

Sniffing, Lin Li laughs out loud, shaking her head,"I choose to believe him, and to give him and me another chance." Her tears flow uncontrollably,"An Ran, I have been with him for 10 years, not 1 or 2 years, how many 10 years does a person have? We are already 28 this year, 10 years ago we do not even know the meaning of love, before 18, we lived surrounded by parental love; after 18, in these 10 years, I have always love him with my all. You can say that I have spend too much effort and feelings on this man, if you tell me to suddenly take back everything, I really have no idea how to do it."

An Ran looks at her, crying even harder than her, half pouting, unable to say anything. She has witness the path Cheng Xiang and her took for the last 10 years so she is acutely aware of how much effort and work Lin Li has put into Cheng Xiang.

An Ran does not know what to say,"Lin Li, you are so silly." She aches for Lin Li, her heart rending for how she loves.

Lin Li smiles, face still streak with tears, "Then let me, let me be silly one more time, but don't you worry, this time I will not be hurt again. This is as bad as it can get, we'll still be getting married because we still have our child. Cheng Xiang is a responsible man."

An Ran looks at her, pulls over the serviette on the table,"Is it worth it?"

Lin Li nods, then nods again,"Yes!"

An Ran kept quiet, nodding, fearful to cause her more pain, deciding to end the topic. She wipe her tears then took the chopsticks in front of her, forcing a smile,"Let's eat, after eating let's go to try on the wedding dresses."

Lin Li nodded, looking at her, laughing.

An Ran smile too but as she smile, the tears in her eyes started flowing again, she can only hope what Cheng Xiang told her was the truth and Lin Li will not have to suffer any more pain.

The meal with 10+ dishes were mostly untouched. Lin Li does not seem to have much appetite, only taking in a few vegetables, completely unlike her past self that seems to have a bottomless appetite.

An Ran worries about her but decides not to force the issue. She asks for a glass of milk, Lin Li seems to have no appetite, kept shaking her head, indicating she is unable to take more.

An Ran did not relent this time,"Even if you don't eat think about the baby in your tummy, are you sure you want to starve the baby?"

Lin Li looks for a while then finally finishes the milk, as if taking bitter medicine.

Exiting the restaurant, the two goes straight to the bridal shop Lin Li has prior booked.

The make up artist looked at the two of them, reproaching, kept asking what had happen to their eyes.

An Ran gave the excuse that they had drank too much water the night before so it was puffy in the morning, they thought the puffiness will subside but it had persisted and does not seem to be subsiding.

The make up artist looks at them dubiously and at last stop questioning them, letting Lin Li sit in front of the mirror, inspecting her face then started applying makeup, commenting,"Next time before the wedding you must remember not to drink a sip of water, and you must not cry as well, because after crying the eyes will be puffy like now, do you want to scare people away!? It's a good thing this is just to try on, next time it's the actual wedding, it's the most important moment of a lifetime, you want to look pretty for that right?"

An Ran smile and nodded, promising to pay more attention.

After the makeup, the bridal assistant has already finish preparing the gown that Lin Li has prior selected and has placed it in the changing room.

Lin Li is a little nervous and kept looking at An Ran before going to the changing room, An Ran gave a small smile and nodded to her. Since she has chosen to be foolish one more time, then be foolish to the limit! Since it has been decided to pretend not to expose the man's lies, then let the man deceive her one last time, for the rest of her lifetime!

Lin Li emerge from behind the big curtain, the bridal shop assistant adjusts the tail of the gown, together with the makeup, Lin Li looks like nobility, she looks like a princess! This gown has been specially ordered, one strapless top, showing off Lin Li's beautiful collarbone, the gorgeous lace trimmings follows the strap from shoulder to shoulder, the waist portion is design to be looser on the tummy but just enough so that it also accentuates the bride's curves. The upper part is decorated with lacy flower designs. The design is not very unique but classic.

Lin Li looks at An Ran shyly, as if asking, Is it pretty?

An Ran nodded, smiling and holds up her thumb, then from the accessories drawer behind her, picks out some jewelry and a tiara. Placing the tiara and necklace on her, she goes to the back of her, looking at the mirror in front she whispers,"It's gorgeous, our Lin Li must be the prettiest bride in the whole world."

Lin Li look at her reflection in the mirror, her smile full of happiness.

The two stayed at the bridal studio the entire afternoon, Lin Li tried on 2 additional gowns and a cheongsam, the cheongsam seems a tad too loose so they let the shop amended it to be in time for the wedding. An Ran also tried on the bridesmaid's dress, its too loose as well, so it will be adjusted together with the cheongsam.

By the time they exited the bridal shop, it's almost 4pm. Since they did not eat much for lunch, An Ran suggested a nearby cafe for tea.

Lin Li really do not have any appetite and was just about to refuse when An Ran eyed her intently. At last, with her hand lightly caressing that still flat tummy, Lin Li joins her at the cafe.

Sitting again by the window, they seem to favor the window seat.

An Ran ordered warm milk for Lin Li and milk tea for herself. She ordered cake for dessert.

Lin Li still have no appetite but due to An Ran's insistence, ate a big portion of the cake. Just as she placed the fork down, she rushed to the washroom, hands covering her mouth.

An Ran sighs, helpless what to do, whenever Lin Li is unahppy, she will unconsciously rejects food. Even if she eats a lots, she will throw everything up. There really is nothing to be done.

Just thinking of this, there was a tap on the corner of the table, looking up only to see Tong Xiao Jie smiling at her,"Such a coincidence Mrs Su." then sits opposite her.

An Ran took a look, then pressed her lips,"Ms Tong."

Tong Xiao Jie frowns a little, then says smilingly,"I'm more used to people calling me Mrs Mo."

An Ran smiles with pressed lips,"Then Mrs Mo, I only want to tell you that the seat you're sitting on is already taken."

Tong Xiao Jie nods towards An Ran,"Oo, is that so?" then got up, smiling,"I just came over to greet Mrs Su, now that that is done, I will be on my way then. Mrs Su please take your time."

An Ran nods, expressionless.

Tong Xiao Jie smiles, turns then proceed to the private room towards the back.

Lin Li just pass her by, turning and took a second look,"Is that Tong Xiao Jie? What's she doing here?"

An Ran nodded,"I have no idea, she says it's to greet me."

"Crazy *****" Lin Li cursed softly.

An Ran laughs,"Let's go, let me give you a lift back."

Lin Li shakes her head,"No need to, Cheng Xiang just called, he will come fetch me, he should be on his way now."

An Ran did not say anything, just nodding.

The two spend some more time in the cafe, Cheng Xiang arrives a few minutes later, parking his car outside as usual, alighting, waving towards Lin Li. Such a familiar scene but this time, Lin Li did not respond to him as much as last time, only plainly give a small smile, nodding towards him, taking her bag and proceed outside.

An Ran did not exit together with Lin Li, only looks on as they boarded the car and drive off. She is not sure if Lin Li's decision is the correct one. She only wish she will not regret it and not suffer anymore pain.

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