Tuesday, 3 October 2017

First Marriage Then Love 《先婚厚爱》Chapter 84 Translation

084. Strange


Putting the phone down, An Ran let out a soft sigh and leans against the swivel chair.

She was just on the phone with Lin Li. She sounded like she was in a good mood, smiling as they were talking. The wedding was 3 days after the lunar date April 28, Gregorian date June 5. The Lin parents had arrived, and for the past two days they were arranging a hotel room for them to stay in. Lin Li used the excuse that she needed to take care of her parents, and said that a couple shouldn’t see each other before marriage and thus moved to the hotel.

In fact An Ran knew that she was avoiding Cheng Xiang. She has never been one who places too much importance into societal norms, even if this meant she had to get to church by herself without the groom fetching her on her wedding day.*

The way that she’s doing things now is only to give herself and Cheng Xiang a buffer period. As they say even the greatest affections wouldn’t stand betrayal. If there were even a crack it would be hard to return to the former state. Even if Lin Li thought lots about it and tried hard to return to it, but as to Cheng Xiang’s betrayal, it would be hard for her to have no grudge.

An Ran knew that she couldn’t do anything herself, because this was Lin Li’s choice, and the only thing that she could do is to wish her happiness.

She sighs, and once again takes a look at the half written blueprint to study over. She has to produce a scheme for the manor, because in one month, including the time it would take to fix up a model for the house, there was little time for dillydallying.

“Knock knock knock….”

At this time the door to her office had someone knocking on it. An Ran doesn’t raise her head, and just raises her voice, “Come in.”

Ling Lin pushes the door open and enters. Her expression was serious, and she directly pulls out the chair facing An Ran, and sits opposite to her.

An Ran raises her eyes to look at her, and asks, “Is something up?” She lowers her head and continues to look over the blueprint in her hands. The work of the few masters from abroad really was not bad. The physical activity park had unique characteristics not only for children, but it attracted adults as well.

“Gu An Ran, the person that brother Yi Cheng had married was you?” Ling Lin’s tone was somewhat powerful, the expression she looked at An Ran with carried resentment and dissatisfaction.

An Ran raises her head baffled, looks at her, a little surprised that she still didn’t know. Didn’t Ling Ran tell her? She looks at her, nods her head and says, “Yes. Is there a problem?”

Ling Ran stares at her, those pair of large eyes were filled with hurt and wrongfulness. She has known Su Yi Cheng since childhood. As a child she was the one who had always tagged along with Su Yi Cheng and her sister. He and her sister used to date. She could only hide her feelings in her heart, because she knew that he would become her older sister’s husband, and she would always be his little sister.

But after her sister had betrayed him, and was caught in the act by him together with Zhou Han, the originally scheduled wedding was cancelled, her father did not hesitate to break off relations with his daughter, and ultimately her sister was brought out of the country by Zhou Han.

During that short period she went to go find him, but he seemed to have turned the resentment from her sister’s betrayal and put it upon all of the Ling family. Every time he would refuse her and would not meet her.

She knew of her awkward position, during that period she even hated her sister, hated that she had caused such heartbreak to her brother Yi Cheng, but even in that hatred she was secretly delighted. Because of her sister’s betrayal it would be impossible for him to ever become her brother-in-law, and that meant that she had a chance to not become his little sister, but his girlfriend.

But because of the matter with her sister he never paid a visit to the Ling family, and even when she went to look for him he always gave an excuse of being busy and couldn’t meet. She knew that her sister had broken his heart, and that he needs time to slowly heal, so she was willing to wait, wait until he was completely over that emotional pain.

However afterwards, because of work, brother Yi Cheng had once again visited the Ling family, but towards her he was always polite. She thought that he still thought her of as Ling Ran’s little sister, maybe she can’t give him anymore time. But also she heard that he had continuously refused his mother’s introduction to those young ladies from prestigious families, so she always felt that she still had time to wait for him to turn his head and notice her.

However one day her father returned home and told her that he got married, no ceremony, no wedding reception, but had registered the marriage. That evening she had cried for a long time. However until last night, until last night when she went with her father to give Xiao Ying Tian congratulations for his birthday, she went to go find him, but it was only when they were leaving that they met. But what she never expected, was the person who he had registered the marriage with turned out to be Gu An Ran!

“I hate you, Gu An Ran!” Looking at her, Ling Lin emphasized each word. That expression, was simply hatred towards her!

An Ran frowns, and only felt confused. She didn’t do anything, right?

Ling Lin suddenly stands up, fixes her gaze at An Ran and says in a serious tone, “From now on, I’m not going to follow you! I’m going to find director to transfer me to Xiao Xiao’s team!”

An Ran looks at her, completely confused as to why she was so worked up. However as to her transfer, she was actually quite willing, “As you wish. If the director agrees, I have no objection.”

If she had guessed right, Ling Lin had came into the company through backdoor channels. Where was the talented student from a famous school, who, during her student years, had already won several major multinational prizes. All of those were just bragging pretence. Would a local person who won several construction prizes not even understand the basic concept of drafting scales? Indeed if one were to build a building based off her designs, it would collapse before it would even be completed!

Ling Lin looks at her with resentment, then swings the door and leaves.

Regarding this matter, An Ran only felt depressed, but doesn’t let it affect her so much. She believed that designing was more important than wasting her time trying to figure out other people’s thoughts.

She used the entire afternoon to look over the more successful cases of foreign park plans. By the time she left the company the sky was already starting to darken. A few minutes before knocking off, Su Yi Cheng had called and said that he had a meeting tonight, so he can’t come to pick her up, and she can take a taxi back.

She carries her briefcase out of the company doors. The sky was dusky, it looked like it was about to rain. A strong breeze blows by, blowing on the dust on the ground. An Ran turns back, but when she turned around she saw that Mo Fei was behind her.

At that moment he looked a bit embarrassed. The neatly combed hair was a little messy from the wind. The tie on his neck was loosely tied. His eyes were only fixed on An Ran’s. He opens his mouth as if to say something, then closes it. Ultimately he can only awkwardly smile.

An Ran watches him for a while. Finally she nods her head at him, then turns around to leave.

When An Ran was about 10 steps away, from behind Mo Fei suddenly calls out to her, “An Ran!”

Her footsteps stop. There was nothing between them to talk about. She doesn’t understand why, every single time that they meet, he would look at her with that expression, as if she owed a lot to him. But if one were to talk about who owed whom, then it would be he who owed her, wouldn’t it?

Mo Fei steps forward, behind her, and softly says, “I visited the school today.”

An Ran was motionless. She doesn’t turn her head and doesn’t open her mouth, she just watches a plastic bag get blown around by the wind, rotating and floating in the sky. The plants along the street take in the tree seedlings, the leaves rustling about.

The sky was increasingly darkening, not because it was night, but it was the omen before a thunderstorm.

“I went down the path that we used to always take.” Mo Fei softly and slowly says. “The school lake and that small forest hasn’t changed at all. The water is still clear you can see the bottom, the spot beneath the trees is still a hotspot for sweethearts, I still remember---"

Not waiting for him to finish, An Ran suddenly turns her head, looks at him and says, “Hasn’t changed? Or is it because you’ve left long ago, so you can’t tell what has changed.”

Mo Fei was stunned. He couldn’t mutter an answer. He indeed did leave long ago, 6 years, almost 7 years. This afternoon was the first time returning to the school. It was even ridiculous that he couldn’t go back and find the path at all, even had to ask for directions.

“The small forest hasn’t changed? About 3 years ago they expanded the area of the forest by 100 square metres, added about 10 more metasequoia trees.” An Ran looks straight at him, then laughs, “You said the lake water hasn’t changed, hehe, don’t tell me you didn’t notice that there were fences surrounding the water, they even built a small pavilion in the middle of the lake. Were those things there when we were in school?”

Mo Fei was speechless. He looks at her, but couldn’t say even a word. He really did leave for too long, these things, he really didn’t even notice. He was there for the entire afternoon, but what he did most was reminisce, reminisce about the time when they were together. That kind of feeling was very pure and beautiful, however, however they cannot go back. He can’t, and neither could she.

An Ran looks at him smile, shakes her head, and says, “Director Mo if there’s nothing else, then I must excuse myself first.”

Seeing that she’s about to leave, Mo Fei was anxious, and suddenly pulls on her hand, tightly holding onto her, deeply afraid that she would turn around and go away.

An Ran turns her head, looks at her hand, then looks at him. She helplessly says, “Mo Fei, please don’t play these childish and senseless games, don’t make it so that we can’t even be schoolmates.” Some words if said too much, gets boring, even she felt it was tedious.

Mo Fei grabs her hand, determined to not let go, fixedly stares at her, and says, “Have coffee with me, just one cup.”

An Ran really did not want to be uselessly tangled with him again. The problem between them was not at all about drinking coffee or not, “Can’t, Yi Cheng’s waiting for me, I need to go home.”

Mo Fei looks at her. He looked hurt, still unwilling to let go of her hand, he forces a smile and says, “Can you not mention that name to me today.”

An Ran turns her head away, doesn’t look at him.

The rumbling thunder sounds through intermittently, the wind was becoming stronger and stronger, the bits of paper on the road and the plastic bags were swept up in the sky from the strong breeze. The leaves on the roadside trees were rustling more and more from the wind. The sky, was thoroughly darkening as if it were night. The black clouds had covered up the light rays.

The two were standing like that for a while. Mo Fei then slightly opens his mouth, his tone carried a slightly self-mocking tone, “An Ran, did you forget, today is my birthday.”

An Ran only then remembers that today really was Mo Fei’s birthday, June 2nd, a day that she had once remembered for a long, long time.

The rain started coming down, the summer’s shower was always so, it came quickly, rained hard, the pea-sized raindrops came smashing down. There was none of the exquisite gentleness of the spring rain, the summer thunderstorm was much more ruthless.

Raising his head to look at the sky, Mo Fei pulls on her, “Get in the car.”

An Ran was about to decline, but the rain seemed to be getting bigger and bigger. Finally she nods, had no other choice but to get in that black Benz parked not too far away.

In the car, Mo Fei hands over the spare towel that he usually has in the car, so she can wipe her slightly wet hair.

An Ran pushes his hand away, declines his towel, and just reaches out to get the paper towel placed in front of the car window, wiping the rain water from her face and the water on her arm.

Mo Fei stares at her blankly. After a while he then forces a smile laughs at himself, the corner of his mouth slightly raised. He looks at the towel in his hand, then lifts his hand and carelessly wipes his hair.

In the car, the two sit there like that. An Ran looks out the window. Mo Fei looks at her. The rain outside was getting bigger and bigger, smashing against the glass window, the rain water following down the glass, blurring the scenery outside.

After a while, Mo Fei then takes back his gaze, and starts the car to leave.

They did not discover, when they stepped on the gas to leave, that a black Volkswagen came as they left.

Mo Fei drove to a coffee shop around the vicinity of Jiang City University and stops in front of it.

The summer’s thunderstorm was like this, it came quickly, and goes away quickly. It hasn’t even been 20 minutes, and the pouring rainstorm had already stopped. The black clouds in the originally dusky sky was retreating and scattering up, and the sky was becoming bright again. The air was carrying the coolness of the after-rain, and the dusty smell of the streets.

An Ran looks at the coffee shop. That coffee shop was built when they were still in school. Actually the surroundings wouldn’t be considered good, and the interior can only be considered ordinary, but its success lied in their economical prices. It suited the student life’s budget, therefore, business was pretty good. It has been in business for so many years, and the business was just as good now as it was back then.

Watching the many lovers hand in hand, carrying their textbooks as they entered the coffee shop, An Ran seemed to return to the past, returning to the time when she was young and inexperienced. That time they also loved to come here for dates, sometimes they came here holding their textbooks to review, sometimes they would just come to sit and chat. Actually, during that period, going to a café was a very western thing to do. Cafés were not popular in Jiang City then, unlike now where it can be found everywhere. Going to a café then was also not an expensive matter, and the romantic atmosphere is especially loved by students. That is why, even though she does not drink coffee, An Ran also liked to come here to order a cup of roya milk tea to enjoy and drink.*

“Come with me and drink a cup.” Mo Fei looks at her, his tone seemed as if begging.

An Ran was silent for a while, finally she still nodded and opens the door of the car.

Going in again, the coffee shop did not look like the coffee shop of the past. Apparently it had already changed owners, and all the servers were new, many, appeared to be students of Jiang City University, taking advantage of their after school period to make money, some doing it for the tuition, some perhaps doing it for pocket money.

The originally painted wall was now completely replaced with wallpaper, a pale colour, looking at it felt somewhat warm. The originally wooden chairs and tables were also replaced, with clothed sofas and glass.

The only thing that did not change was the layout of the store. It was still set up like before.

At that time she always liked to look for the corner-most seat by the window, observing the people in the shop, and also look at the crowd outside. Even if there was nothing to do, it wasn’t boring. Every time Mo Fei would joke with her, and every time he would come early to claim her special seat.

Only things change with time, they’ve parted for 6 years, what affections, what love had already disappeared with time, including their special seat. At present it is now occupied by another couple of bantering sweethearts, their old shadows casting upon them.

An Ran silently watches them. She turns around and was about to look for another seat. The moment she was going to leave, Mo Fei suddenly steps forward, smiles at the couple, and says, “Hi, may I ask if you two would let me have this seat?”

The couple look at him strangely, and whisper, “Crazy.” Then they turn their head to look away from him.

An Ran watches him, and indifferently says, “Let’s sit somewhere else, anyways it’s all the same. Like time, time doesn’t stop to wait for you, this seat also won’t forever be reserved for you, waiting for you to come back. Such a simple principle, you must not understand it.”

Mo Fei looks at her, and insists, “There are some things that won’t change. Even if a lot of time has passed, if we really try, we can definitely go back to the past.”

An Ran looks at him, doesn’t speak. She isn’t normally that eloquent, if he really must argue with her, then she definitely can’t get to him.

Mo Fei turns around, again looks at the couple. Towering above them he looks at them and says, “I want this seat.”

The boy seemed to have gotten angry over being disturbed. Clearly he was having a date with his girlfriend, to suddenly, without cause, get chased out by some person, insisting on having this seat, what is going on!

“What’s wrong with this person. We were here at this seat first, and we’re not leaving yet, why in the world should we let you have this seat?” The boy gets up to confront Mo Fei.

Mo Fei looks at him, then slowly takes out his wallet from his pocket, and takes out several big red bills, placing them on the glass table. He expressionlessly says, “Is this enough?”

The boy and the girl on the other seat look stupefied. The money on the table, at the least it’s about 700-800 or maybe even 1000!

“W-what do you mean?” Looking at him, the boy no longer has the overbearing manner from before.

“Not enough?” Mo Fei frowns, then goes back into his wallet and takes out more red bills, folding them over on the low glass table. “This enough?”

That boy, shocked, looks at Mo Fei, then looks at the money on the table, his jaws dropping. Still the girl by his side reaches out to pull on him, which then made him come back to earth, and quickly accepts the money and stuffs it into the pocket of his trousers. While laughing and tidying up the books and material on the table, he says to Mo Fei, “I’ll let you have the seat, we’ll leave right away, right away.” Then he urges his girlfriend to hurry up.

The two hurriedly tidies up, and promptly gets up to leave, carrying their things.

An Ran looks at him, suddenly feeling that this kind of Mo Fei was too unfamiliar. The him 6 years later, has completely changed into someone she doesn’t recognize at all. Mo Fei also looks at her. A faint smile emerges from the corner of his mouth, he says, “I already said, if you really wish for it, there are some things that can definitely go back to the way it was.” He turns around and points to the seat behind him, and says, “Now, this seat is our’s again.”

An Ran doesn’t say anything, because she doesn’t know what she should say.

Mo Fei asks for the waiter to come and tidy up the table again.

They seated as if they were in the past again, the two sitting on either side, An Ran sitting on the seat by the wall, Mo Fei sitting across from her.

The waiter grabs the menu and hands it over to them. It really has changed. In the past the menu that only had coffee was replaced with a rich and abundant one, not only do they have coffee and other drinks, they also have steak, noodles, cake, even have the seasonal stir-fried Chinese food. Such a rich menu, can meet every customer’s needs.

Mo Fei doesn’t ask An Ran, and directly orders coffee and royal milk tea, and blueberry mousse cake.

All of that stuff was what she had always ordered when she was with him. An Ran doesn’t say anything, puts down the menu and just looks out. The streets were still damp after the rain, puddles had formed on the roadside from the recent thunderstorm, and had amassed a lot of water. A white Benz sports car flies by, the rapid turn of the wheel had happened to hit the puddle, causing a large splash across the roadside, soaking a long-haired girl wearing a white dress. The car doesn’t stop, and breezes past her. And the girl who had gotten splashed can only cry tearlessly and look at the speeding car, leaving only a trail of gas behind it, and there was nothing she could do.

Mo Fei follows her line of sight, and did not comment.

The waiter was very efficient. Not long after, they delivered the coffee and milk tea to them. The blueberry mousse cake was delivered to them by another waiter soon after.

An Ran used the plastic plate to swirl the tea, then uses the straw to take a sip. It was excessively sweet. Actually ever since he left, even if she was addicted to sweets, she never touched milk tea again, and switched to caramel macchiato. Drinking milk tea again 6 years later, she doesn’t have the same fondness as before, and only felt that the taste was too sweet.

Mo Fei softly sips on his coffee, then puts the cup down again. The corner of his mouth faintly hooks up. He looks at An Ran, and says, “This, it seems like we went back to those times. Same place, same two people, even the stuff hasn’t changed.” Saying that, Mo Fei had his eyes fixed on An Ran all this time, the expression in his eyes was hard to explain.

An Ran turns her head, looks at him, and pushes the tea in her hand to the side, and was about to open her mouth to say something, when the cellphone in her bag begins to ring at this time.

She takes out her cellphone from her bag. It was a call from Su Yi Cheng. She takes a glance at Mo Fei in front of her, slightly turns her body, and picks up the call, “Hello.”

“Why’d you take so long to pick up?” On the other side, Su Yi Cheng asks agitated in his clear, soft voice.

“My phone was in my bag, almost didn’t hear it.” An Ran guiltily replies.

On the other side, Su Yi Cheng lets out a soft ‘oh’, and asks, “Are you already returning? The rain was pretty big just now, did you get drenched?”

His concern made An Ran’s heart warm up. She faintly smiles, nods, and says, “No. How about you, where are you? Done work yet?”

“Not yet. It’s break time now, just saw that the rain was so big, so I gave you a call to ask.” Su Yi Cheng softly replies. His voice was neither pressing nor slow, not sharp nor weak, one can’t tell what his mood was from listening.

“Oh.” An Ran replies. The corner of her mouth unconsciously forms a smile because of his concern for her.

“Are you home yet?” Su Yi Cheng, as if confirming, asks.

An Ran nods, and replies, “Yes.” She doesn’t tell him that she was still outside, because she doesn’t want him to think too much.

Su Yi Cheng on the other side suddenly turns silent. There was no sound for a while.

“Yi Cheng?” An Ran was puzzled, and cautiously calls out.

A while later, does Su Yi Cheng’s voice come through the phone. “I still haven’t finished things here, how about this, I’ll come home in a bit.” Saying that, he simply hangs up.

An Ran smiles weakly and accepts the end of the line, then turns her head, only to see Mo Fei staring at her, his expression a bit strange, a bit hurt. An Ran avoids his eyes, looking down at the cellphone in her hand.

“Hehe.” Mo Fei suddenly laughs, looks at An Ran, and clucks his tongue, “Why could you wait for 6 long years, but you can’t wait for this short period of time?”

Hearing that, An Ran looks up at him. She looks directly in his eyes, laughs and asks, “Why should I keep waiting for you, you never gave me a promise, I was hurt and yet you still want me to keep on hurting, not allowing me to find medicine for my wounds, have me continue to keep an open bleeding wound. Mo Fei, don’t you think this is too selfish of you? Who are you to ask that for me?”

“Hehe, is it me who is too selfish or is it you who is too heartless.” Mo Fei rhetorically asks.

An Ran looks at him, shakes her head, “You’re a stranger. I don’t feel like I know you at all.”

“That year, the first month when I went to America, I wrote you a letter, a letter each month. For 6 years, I wrote 84 letters, even though you haven’t returned even one, but I thought you at least kept the regard to yourself.” Mo Fei says as she looks at her.

An Ran makes a frown, and asks, “What letters? What do you mean a letter each month, what 84 letters?” She never received anything, don’t talk about letters, she hasn’t even seen an envelope!

“You never got them?” Mo Fei looks at her, his expression a bit excited. He thought that she had purposely chosen not to reply, it never occurred to him that she hadn’t even received any. But he clearly sent them out, not once in those 6 years were any of them directed back. If she really didn’t get them, then who took them!

“No, none.” An Ran denies.

“That doesn’t make sense, I obviously----“

An Ran interrupts him, and says, “The letters isn't the issue. Just like today, you thought you could buy out this seat, but so what, you thought that if you order royal milk tea for me again, order blueberry mousse cake, that we can really return to 6 years ago? Don’t tell me that you didn’t realize, I don’t even drink milk tea, the taste as far as I’m concerned, is already too sweet for me.”

“That’s just because you haven’t had it in a long time.” Mo Fei retorts.

An Ran looks at him. Only a while later does she open to say, “Why now, you clearly know that this would be outcome, that year you were determined, not reluctant to turn around? Or is it because you look down on me, feel that I will definitely be loyal to you and not marry? Even if you betrayed me, so long as you turn around, I will definitely still be at the same place waiting for you?”

Mo Fei doesn’t speak, just stares at her. Beneath the table, he was clenching his hands.

“Mo Fei, you think too highly of yourself for you to feel that my affections for you is a matter of course. Sure, I did love you back then, so much that I wouldn’t marry anyone else but you in this life. But you’re taking my feelings too lightly, feel that if you heartlessly walk away, so long as you turn back, you would see me at the same place? You obviously don’t cherish my feelings towards you, and wantonly squander about. You don’t understand that feelings are a mutual thing, because you treated me well, so I loved you back with no complaints. But the moment you betrayed me, when you broke my heart in the end, my affections were also taken back, my heart won’t open up to you again.” An Ran says in one breath, not pausing in between.

Mo Fei clenches his fist, looks at her, but still did not believe her words. He says, “Then why did you wait for me for 6 years?”

An Ran closes her eyes in anguish, and helplessly shakes her head and softly smiles, “I apologize for making you misunderstand. Actually even I thought before that the reason why I delayed marriage was because I was waiting for you to come back.” Saying that, she nods her head, “No, I was waiting for you to come back. But because I was waiting for you it allowed me completely give up, allowed me to put down those unyielding feelings, and not wait for you to turn back.”

Mo Fei doesn’t speak. He purses his lips tightly, looking at her.

An Ran sighs, grabs her bag from the sofa chair, and starts to say, “Sorry, my husband called me and wants me to go home. Maybe the person who you should be spending your birthday with shouldn’t be me, but your wife.”

Saying that, she gets up to leave.

When An Ran passed him, he once again reaches out and pulls on her. She can only hear him faintly say, “If, if I gave up everything now, we, could we go back to how it was before?”

An Ran reaches out and pulls his hand out. She expressionlessly says, “No, because you definitely are not the type of person who would give up all your possessions. Otherwise, you wouldn’t have turned from me because of those things.”

Nail on the head, Mo Fei was speechless. He soullessly releases his grip from her. He couldn’t even mutter a word.

“Hehe.” Mo Fei chuckles. He turns his head to look at An Ran, and finally says, “If, if I said that I regret it now, regret that I left when I shouldn’t have, would you believe me?”

An Ran turns her head and returns his look. She smiles weakly and shakes her head, doesn’t say anything, turns around and walks towards the exit.

Mo Fei was abandoned as he sat there alone, gazing out the window, watching her flag a taxi to leave. He truly missed the opportunity, with the most beautiful woman to have ever appeared in his life.

By the time An Ran had arrived home Su Yi Cheng was already there, sitting alone in the living room. He hadn’t changed his shoes, hadn’t changed his suit, was just sitting there, as if he were thinking about something.

An Ran looks at him, and lovingly calls out, “You’re back. Didn’t you say you still had a meeting?”

Su Yi Cheng then turns his head, looks at her, and for a while, was without expression, only looking at her like that.

An Ran was a little frightened from the look. She puts down her bag and goes over to him, and asks worriedly, “What’s wrong?”

Su Yi Cheng then returns back to earth, gives her a faint smile, and shakes his head. He looks at her and asks, “Didn’t you say that you were already at home over the phone, why did you just get back now?”

An Ran sheepishly avoids his gaze, and smiles, “I went to the market after I got home. I was about to buy some stuff, but when I got there I realized that there was nothing to buy.”

He looks at her for a while. Su Yi Cheng then gets up and smiles, nodding his head, “En. I’m a bit tired today, I’ll go take a shower first.” Saying that, he takes his bag and goes into the room.

An Ran watches as his figure disappears behind the door. She felt that Su Yi Cheng today felt a little off, though it was hard to put a finger on it.



---END OF CHAPTER---



*Once again, big thanks to Joe for helping me out! :) 

Was anyone else strongly reminded of The Notebook during the letters part hahah. 

Sunday, 24 September 2017

First Marriage Then Love 《先婚厚爱》Chapter 83 Translation

083. Anger



Zhou Han steps forward, passes Su Yi Cheng and An Ran, and directly walks over to the front of the hospital bed. He looks at the child on the bed. His brows wrinkle in displeasure.

Then he expressionlessly says, “What did the doctor say.” His tranquil voice did not have a bit of emotion, completely void of the tenseness and fear that one would have for their child.

“Sorry, I didn’t know that he was allergic to seafood.” An Ran speaks up. This situation was her fault. At first the child was sitting quietly and playing with his Transformers, and she gave him whatever to eat. Naturally it was out of good will, but she did not expect things to turn out into this kind of outcome. Thankfully the child is okay, otherwise she would really feel guilty.

Zhou Han doesn’t say anything. He just kept his eyes on the child on the bed, reaches out, a bit unnaturally, and lightly strokes his face. The child seemed to know that his father was here, and dazedly opens his eyes, clearly seeing that the person before his eyes was his own father. His expression seemed to flash brightly, but after the surprise, he looks at the man. He still seemed to be a little afraid, and can only hear him timidly call out, “D-dad.

Zhou Han takes withdraws his hand, and looks at him. His face was already expressionless, and with a strict tone he says, “Why didn’t you listen to me, didn’t I say before, you can’t eat seafood?”

The child’s face immediately turns bleak. He restrains his brows, and says to Zhou Han in a voice so low it was hard to hear, “S-sorry!”

Zhou Han doesn’t say anything. He glances at him, stands up, and turns to look at both An Ran and Su Yi Cheng. His expression was still indifferent expressionless, and says, “Thank you to both of you for sending my child here. If there’s nothing else, please leave first. I can take care of things here.”

“Um, please don’t blame the child. It was my bad, I gave him the seafood noodles.” Looking at his manner, An Ran was afraid that he would blame the child, in fact what would a little child know? They are merely gluttonous, only want to have fun, but those things are not wrong, they are simply a child’s nature. If you had to blame someone, it should be the adult who did not see properly.

Zhou Han doesn’t look at her, and only coldly and ruthlessly say, “It's not anyone else's fault, it was him who wasn’t able to resist, now that it’s come to this, that is what he brought upon himself. This time will be a lesson for him, see if he will do this in the future.”

“Actually----“ An Ran still wanted to say something, but was interrupted by him, “If there’s nothing else you may leave, the doctor must have already said, the child needs to rest now.”

He says so, and An Ran doesn’t say any more, can only shut her mouth, glances at Su Yi Cheng, and only sees Su Yi Cheng smile to placate her, shaking his head.

Just before leaving, An Ran nevertheless couldn’t help but to repeat the words that the doctor just now had said, “Because of the seriousness of the allergy, the child’s stomach is still quite irritated, for the next few days it would be best to eat milder foods, also, the child needs to stay in the hospital for a few days for observation.”

“Thanks, I know.” Zhou Han says coldly. He doesn’t look at them, and just turns to look at the child on the bed.

An Ran turns around again to glance at the child. Finally she turns to leave with Su Yi Cheng.

Along the hospital aisle, Su Yi Cheng with An Ran, with Ye Zi Wen the three of them, walk side by side down the aisle. The atmosphere was a little weird, all three do not say a word.

An Ran was still thinking about the child. That man didn’t look like a qualified father. He seemed too strict with the child, and the child seemed to be very afraid of him. She had some worries that the man wouldn’t take good care of the child.

Contrastly, Ye Zi Wen kept on looking at Su yi Cheng from time to time, wanting to say something several times, but ultimately hesitated and wasn’t able to say anything.

The three people reach the parking lot, Ye Zi Wen and Su Yi Cheng had each driven here. Ye Zi Wen stood beside his own car, and asks the two people, “Are you still going to come with me for the drinking party?” If they hurry back, they may catch the end of it.

Su Yi Cheng glances at An Ran, shakes his head, and says, “Can’t, An Ran’s a bit tired today, we’re just going to go home. If you’re going back to the drinking party help me say sorry to Uncle Xiao.”

Ye Zi Wen nods, doesn’t say any more, opens the car door and gets in. When the car started and passed by Su Yi Cheng and them, it slowly came to a stop. Looking at Su Yi Cheng, Ye Zi Wen ultimately still couldn’t help but ask, “Are you still hung over what happened that year?”

Su Yi Cheng looks at him. Only after a while does he open to say, “No.”

Ye Zi Wen looks at him, faintly sighs and shakes his head. He doesn’t say anything, and drives on.

An Ran watches him. Although she doesn’t really know what Ye Zi Wen meant by the things that year, but she knows that the relationship between Su Yi Cheng and that Zhou Han was not that simple. Or possibly, something had happened between them back then.

After a while, Su Yi Cheng slowly returns back to earth. He turns his head and wears a warm smile, and says, “Let’s go.”

An Ran stares at him. She suddenly felt that she was so far from him, doesn’t understand, his thoughts and mood that he doesn’t speak of, she will never figure him out. He was an expert at disguising his expressions, he can have a sad expression in one second, but also change into an eternal warm smile the next moment, she can’t even see if his mood right now was good or bad.

“What’s wrong?” Seeing her motionless and not answering, Su Yi Cheng asks.

An Ran returns back to earth, and gives him a weak smile, shaking her head, excusing, “Nothing, just thinking, that child should be okay.”

Su Yi Cheng pats his shoulder, smiles, and consoles her, “Relax, didn’t the doctor say a good rest is needed and it’ll be okay. Children recover quickly, don’t worry about it.”

An Ran nods, smiles at him. She opens the door and gets into it.

Su Yi Cheng goes around the head of the car and gets on the other side, then he starts the car and leaves.

In the car, An Ran indistinctly watches the passing nightscape out the window. The time was actually not too late. Tonight, she was actually really tired. She leans against the back of the seat, her dizzy eyes were somewhat heavy. In the midst of the daze she falls asleep.

Su Yi Cheng glances at his passenger. He adjusts the seat for her, so she can half lie down and sleep in a more comfortable position, and turns on the radio. It gives off a gentle song, very soothing, can make one tranquil.

In her drowsiness, An Ran was apparently cold. In her subconsciousness she instinctually wraps her hand around herself, her entire body became compact.

Upon seeing this, Su Yi Cheng switches to the side lane, stops, and takes off his suit jacket to cover An Ran’s body.

Her body suddenly felt heavy. An Ran dazedly opens her eyes, seeing clearly Su Yi Cheng before her eyes, the corner of her mouth turns up, “I fell asleep?”

Su Yi Cheng smiles at her, nods, and says, “Go back to sleep, we’re not there yet, I’ll tell you when we’re there.”

An Ran nods, and once again closes her eyes slowly. Not long after, she falls asleep again.

Su Yi Cheng places a soft kiss on her forehead, then turns around and starts the car to leave.

An Ran doesn’t know when she had reached home, how she got up there by herself, because when she opened her eyes again, she discovered that she was already in the room of their apartment. The lights in the room was not turned on, only the dim dusky moonlight lit the room through the windows. Turning her head, Su Yi Cheng was not there at all. She reaches out and tries to feel for the alarm clock on the bedside table. It was 5 minutes past 1 am. She frowns. She doesn’t know where Su Yi Cheng would go at this time?

She presses the bedside lamp, and lifts the quilt. She was still wearing the clothes from last night, however now they were clearly wrinkled.

She opens the door to leave. The living room was also dusky, no light, and was still illuminated the sprinkle of faint moonlight through the balcony, dusky.

An Ran subconsciously goes towards the studio to look. She doesn’t know if the door was open or closed, because even from the cracks beneath the door, she can’t see any light.

She was doubtful, but at the same time she wasn’t sure where Su Yi Cheng would go this late in the night?

Suddenly she heard a noise from the kitchen. She turns on the light in the living room, looks towards the light, only to see Su Yi Cheng sitting on the high stool in front of the counter, smiling as he was looking at her.

“Why weren’t the lights on?” An Ran frowns and walks over to him. She hadn’t yet reached to his side, but she could smell the alcohol emanating from his body. She looks at what was beside him, only to see that he was still holding a wine cup in his hand, and on top of the counter was a half drunken bottle of wine.

She stands in front of him, An Ran looks at him, with a serious expression, frowning. She looks at the wine cup in his hand, and looks again at the bottle of wine that only had one third remaining. She says, “Why did you drink so much, don’t you know that your stomach isn’t well?”

Su Yi Cheng smiles at her, reaches out to pull on her hand, and asked, “Why did you get up?”

An Ran was a little angry. She pulls her hand out of his grip, and with one hand takes the wine cup from his hand. She sternly says, “Su Yi Cheng, don’t you try to change topic! It’s the middle of the night, drinking this much wine, do you not want your stomach?”

A smile still hangs on his face, and was not at all displeased by her strict tone. Once again he reaches out to pull on her hand, and plays with it on the hollow of his palm. Her hands were really small, soft and supple. Touching it, felt really nice. He pulls on both her hands, shakes his head at her, and soberly says, “Didn’t drink that much.” His capacity for liquor wasn’t that bad. Even if he did drink that much, he would still be clear-headed, have his rationality. His capacity for liquor was trained for that after all those political dining occasions. As to the bleeding stomach, that was merely because he had mixed alcohol, several different alcohols had irritated his stomach, so it caused the recurrence of his stomach illness.

“Didn’t drink that much!” An Ran points at wine that did not have much remaining, “Would you like to drink an entire bottle, would that then be a lot?”

Su Yi Cheng laughs and shakes his head. He pulls her to sit on his lap. His alcohol soaked self buries himself into the nest of her shoulder, and mumbles, “Don’t worry, my capacity for liquor is very good, not drunk.”

“Not drunk! What if you actually were drunk, would it be like last time to hospitalization?” An Ran was really angry, angry that he didn’t understand how to treasure his own health. Obviously it was because he drank so much that it caused his stomach illness to recur, and now he isn’t accepting the lesson at all.

Su Yi Cheng stiffly smiles and draws her in. Clearly he couldn’t help but be glad and secretly delighted getting lectured by her, at the very least he knew that she was very worried about him. This feeling of worrying someone was truly quite good.

“Su Yi Cheng!” An Ran pushes him away, then cups both her hands to his face. Staring into his eyes, she seriously and gravely says, “I’m not joking around, and did not even have the intention to praise you! Stop smiling so mischievously!”

Su Yi Cheng held back his smile. He studies her appearance, and seriously and solemnly nods, “I know. I’ll listen to my wife, if my wife says don’t drink, then from now on I really won’t drink.”

“You’re definitely not listening to me, I told you not to drink tonight, but you, once you got home you started to hide alone and drink a lot.” An Ran angrily jabs his shoulder, and says, “Tell me, is this how you listen to me?” That was clearly just paying lip service.

The smile on Su Yi Cheng’s face turns even more joyous. The wine that he had drank this night, not only did it not ease him, it made him even more depressed, but was swept clean by her. Su Yi Cheng looks at her, earnestly looks at her, then strongly nods his head, “I won’t next time.”

An Ran looks at him for a while. Finally she sighs, and says, “I’m just scared that your stomach will act up again. You scared me to death, moreover the doctor also said, stomach illnesses are the hardest to nurse back. You’re not cherishing yourself.”

Hearing that, Su Yi Cheng grabs her and hugs her, drawing her close to his chest. He softly whispers into her ears, “Sorry, I made you worry. I won’t do it again.”

An Ran, still in his embrace, leaning against his chest. Only after a long while does she stuffily says, “Why’d you drink tonight?”

Su Yi Cheng held her. His hands lightly stroke up and down her hair. He faintly says, “Remembered some things.” Some things he thought that he would never ever recall again, but how can things stay forever. The earth is round, even if two people have never met now, there is a chance that they will in the future.

An Ran cautiously asks, “Was it because of that man?” That man they met in the hospital, ever since he stepped into the hospital room, she can clearly feel the heavy tide bubbling between them. She doesn’t know what happened between them, but she can see the expression the trio’s face. It was apparent that whatever it was wasn’t something for them to be delighted over. Besides, when they left the hospital, what Ye Zi Wen said to him, ‘Are you still hung over what happened that year?’ those words, all of this proves that that year, something unpleasant must have happened between him and that man.

Silent for a while, Su Yi Cheng then slowly nods, and answers, “Yes.”

“Do you want to tell me about it?” An Ran asks. Even though she can’t truly help him, but there are some things that perhaps would feel better after talking about it. She may not be able to give him any good opinions or a solution, but she is a very good listener.

Su Yi Cheng doesn’t say anything, and only hugs her tighter.

Calmly waiting for him, An Ran had asked uncertainly. Although they were husband and wife, she wasn’t sure if they would candidly share each other’s past, happy or unhappy.

Suddenly, Su Yi Cheng lets go of her. He stares into her eyes, the corner of his mouth slightly rises, and says, “It’s late, let’s go rest.”

Her chest suddenly felt like something had pressed onto it. An Ran couldn’t say what kind of feeling it is, but it was clear, it was a feeling she doesn’t like, even hates.

An Ran smiles, doesn’t want him to see through her thoughts. She withdraws from his embrace, smiles and nods. She looks down at her own clothes, and says, “Ok. Really is late. I’ll go shower first.” After saying that she turns her head and walks over to the master bedroom.

Su Yi Cheng can see that she has misunderstood. It actually wasn’t because he couldn’t tell her, it’s just that some things, to him, he doesn’t know where to start.

Seeing that she was about to leave, Su Yi Cheng suddenly gets up from the high stool, then ferociously scoops An Ran up into the air.

“Ah! —— “

Being lifted up so suddenly An Ran cried out instinctively. Her arms subconsciously wraps around his shoulders, staring at him in shock. She asks, “You, what are you doing?” Suddenly carrying her like this, it’s good that she doesn’t have a heart disease, otherwise she’d certainly get a heart attack from him.

Su Yi Cheng looks at her, the corner of his mouth hanging a big smile, and says, “I also haven’t showered yet.”

Hearing that, An Ran was stunned. Looking into his eyes she seemed to make out some sort of thoughts and mood. Her body subconsciously backs out. She has a bad premonition, not only that it was a very strong premonition, so strong that she was a little afraid. The scene from several days earlier started to play in her mind again.

Forcing a smile, An Ran tries to reason with him, “How about you wash first? I suddenly remembered that I’m actually not that tired yet, also I haven’t finished my blueprint yet, why don’t you wash up first, then I’ll go back to designing, how about that?”

Su Yi Cheng smiles, the corner of his mouth widens even more, then shakes his head, and says, “The nation advocates the conservation of water.”

“Then?” Conserving water, but then they can’t not shower!

Su Yi Cheng still smiles, not only his smile becomes even stranger, “I am the people’s public servant, it’s only natural that I follow the nation’s call.”

“So you’re not going to shower?” An Ran foolishly asks. Suddenly she thought what if there were some people who do not shower for that reason, then isn’t this advocacy too unreasonable!

Su Yi Cheng suddenly felt defeated. When did he give that kind of suggestion? He clearly did not mean to imply that!

Seeing him not speak, An Ran thought that she had guessed correctly. Seeing that he was still in the mood for discussion, she asks, “Well, I’m not the people’s servant, so about the showering matter, can I not act on the nation’s call? Of course, I will still save water, for example using the water to wash food for watering plants, pouring the water from washing clothes for the toilet.”

Su Yi Cheng stared at her blankly. He couldn’t help but be sceptical about whether or not she was pretending to be naïve on purpose. He was just holding her wordlessly. He carries her towards their room, then carries her into the bathroom, opening the glass door to the shower, and brings her in.

An Ran quickly makes it clear, “I, I can wash by myself, you, you can leave.”

Su Yi Cheng smiles evilly, turns on the shower, and the warm water immediately sprinkles on top of their heads. The clothes on the pair’s body was immediately drenched, not slipping by like the hair on the their heads.

When An Ran was about to shout in panic, she can only hear Su Yi Cheng’s demonic voice whisper into her ears, “When I said I will answer to the nation’s call to save water, I meant that we should shower together. I am the people’s public servant, and you the people’s servant’s wife, don’t you think we should practice what we preach and answer to the nation’s call, en?”

An Ran wanted to cry, just what is this, absurd, this is absolutely preposterous! If two people showering together really can save water then that’s okay, but last time they were in the bath together they were in there close together for more than an hour, how in the word are they saving water, clearly they were wasting the nation’s natural resource! Some say that government officials are only for show, making proposals, bringing up many suggestions, but actually implementing them very rarely.

Then recalling that, she was about to protest, and was about to open up, his tongue in a flash nimbly slips inside, tangling her. Once again she didn’t have the chance to talk, her mouth was blocked up tightly. Apart from kissing, she couldn’t do anything else.

Then, in the fervour, it wasn’t clear who was taking off whose clothes. Mixing in the faint smell of wine, and that sound of running water, made an ambiguous atmosphere in the shower, the temperature hot, then mixing with the sound of the water, was also the low roar of a man, and the sounds of a woman. In the bathroom, was the scene of a charming spring time.

When the emerged from the bathroom, An Ran was already exhausted from head to toe and didn’t want to move, also she couldn’t move. Still in his embrace she let him place her on the bed. She felt him lie down beside her, and embraces her from behind. The two’s body were inseparably close, not even a small crack was between them.

An Ran was so weary that she doesn’t even want to move, her eyelids only fighting against the heaviness. She dazedly gives in to her eyelid’s weight and closes her eyes. When An Ran was about to fall asleep, Su Yi Cheng from behind suddenly faintly starts to say, “His name is Zhou Han. That year he was the one who with Ling Ran had betrayed me, and was formerly my best friend. It wasn’t that I didn’t want to tell you just then, it’s just for a while I didn't know how I should start.”

An Ran suddenly opens her eyes. That sleepiness instantly disappeared into nothing. He said that man was the one who Ling Ran had betrayed with, but he heroically seemed more pitiful.

She turns her body, but her body was being held tightly by him, so she couldn’t even turn.

“Su Yi Cheng…..” An Ran calls out worriedly.

From behind he lets out a low chuckle, leans against her back and shakes his head, says, “Don’t worry about me, I’m fine. All of this, I’ve already put to rest long ago. The reason why I drank, was only because meeting him again after all these years, this kind of unexplainable depressing feeling came up. It isn’t because I couldn’t let go.” As it turns out speaking out about some things wasn’t that hard. After talking about it, his entire person felt light.

An Ran doesn’t say anything. Actually it was because she doesn’t really know what to say. She indeed is more suited to listen. She clearly does not have the skill for comforting. She wanted to say something but hesitated a few times. Finally extending her hand, she slowly covers the hand that was encircling her waist, holding it like he was.

From behind Su yi Cheng chuckles, then brings her closer to his embrace, and quietly says, “Alright, go to sleep.”

An Ran nods, her ten fingers were still entwined against his, and it was as if his words had a hypnotising effect, as she slowly and peacefully closes her eyes. Then her consciousness gradually dims away, and she really entered dreamland.

Su Yi Cheng circled around her in fact he wasn’t sleepy at all, and was becoming more and more awake. In the darkness he stares at the ceiling above him. That child seemed to be 5-6 years old, he called Zhou Han father, then what about the mother? Was it Ling Ran?

In his embrace An Ran’s breathing was slowly becoming level. Tonight was truly tiring for her, accompanying her stiffly smiling the entire night, that child suddenly getting an allergic reaction from seafood did not scare her any less, and just now she was tossed around by him for quite a while, so she should be rightfully tired.

Stretching over her stiff body he turns her over, and extracts his hands from her waist. Then he slightly raises her head, so she could use his arm as a pillow. He chuckles, mocking at himself and shaking his head. He shuts his eyes, and falls asleep with her.



When they woke up again the sun was already bright and clear. Today was unexpected, Su Yi Cheng surprisingly did not get up to do his morning exercise, right now he was still lying by her side sleeping soundly.

An Ran moves aside a little to look at the alarm clock by the bedside cabinet. 7:35. She turns to look at the Su Yi Cheng who was fast asleep. She doesn’t know what he was dreaming about or thinking about, the wrinkles on his forehead looked like the word 川 which she didn’t like. She reaches out to smoothen it for him, then looks at him again for a while. Then she carefully turns over and lifts up the quilt to get out of bed.

But when she lifted up the quilt, An Ran was surprised. She lowered her head to look at herself under the quilt, then again her face was hit with a big red flush. Heavens, she wasn’t wearing anything at all!

Then she remembered everything last night, the two were originally discussing about saving water, finally going into the bathroom, during that period of time, neither of them had even thought of going to the wardrobe to grab pyjamas to change into!

She turns to look at the Su Yi Cheng who was fast asleep. Certain that his eyes were still shut, still lying down, she carefully gets off the bed, and as fast as lightning she goes over to the wardrobe, as if she was worried the person on the bed would waken midway, An Ran grabbed a pair of clothes from the wardrobe, at the same time turning her head to take a look at the person on the bed, and with great difficulty grabs the outfit she had planned to wear today, and rushes into the bathroom.

Only she didn’t discover, that face that appeared solemn, when she got out of the bed to grab a change of clothes, from time to time the corner of his mouth faintly carried a smile.

Waiting until An Ran was changed and washed and emerged from the washroom, Su Yi Cheng still had not awakened, still maintaining the posture from before. An Ran neatly grabs the clothes that he had planned to wear today from the wardrobe, then places it aside on the bed. This way, he can see it when he wakes up.

After doing all of this, An Ran then slowly retreats from the bedroom.

Su Yi Cheng from the moment she left the room and closed the door, the Su Yi Cheng on the bed suddenly opens his eyes, looks at the clothes at the head of the bed. A faint smile forms on his face.

When Su Yi Cheng was all dressed up, and was all washed up, when he left the bedroom, An Ran was making breakfast at the time. Seeing him come out, she specially turns to smile at him and say, “It’ll be ready soon.”

Su Yi Cheng nods, like her former appearance, he sits down before the counter and waits, waits a little while for the breakfast that she had prepared for him today.


---END OF CHAPTER---


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Wassup! I'm back. Another big thanks to Joe for helping me out with this chapter! Definitely learning a lot from him :)

Saturday, 23 September 2017

First Marriage Then Love 《先婚厚爱》Chapter 82 Translation

082. That man


An Ran looks strangely at the two, not understanding the meaning behind Ye Zi Wen's words. What action too quickly? Is he talking about their marriage? Well yes that is sudden but shouldn't it be her who took action too quickly? After all the one who proposed and suggested to apply for a marriage certificate was her and not Su Yi Cheng.

Ye Zi Wen turns over to look at An Ran, says in a displeased tone,"And you did not say your husband is Su Yi Cheng!"  Making him believe that she was just saying she was married as an excuse to bait and arouse his curiosity, what's more laughable is that he had really intended to pursue her seriously! What's even worse is that he has stupidly TOLD Su Yi Cheng this smiling masked tiger that he is going after his own wife! OH MY GOD! now that he think about it, just what kind of foolishness has he been doing all this while.  Small wonder that he has been tormented by Si Yi Jiao for the past two days, he feels as if he has been gang up by the two siblings!

"You only say you are Eric, you did not tell me you are Ye Zi Wen so I didn't know you were him at all." An Ran says honestly, indeed she did not even have the slightest notion that he could be the best friend that Su Yi Cheng mentions.

Ye Zi Wen paused, thinking back, it seems to be true, he did only introduce himself as Eric. So, was it his own fault that he was schemed by Su Yi Cheng  after all?

Su Yi Cheng, with a hand around An Ran, smiles and asks Ye Zi Wen,"So? Still intending to go on the offensive now?"

Ye Zi Wen turns his head over, with an obviously fake smile, hurriedly adjusts and clarifies his stand,"I was just joking that day, it's a joke! A joke!"

What a joke! If he could give out his number to Yi Jiao that lass just because of what he says that day, making him spending the whole day just managing her calls, if he antagonizes him further, he predicts he will tell Yi Jiao every one of his addresses in Jiang City! If it comes to that he would really have no way to hide.

Su Yi Cheng also smiles, looking much better now, nodded,"En. Next time don't play these kind of jokes, they are not funny at all."

Ye Zi Wen's lips keeps twitching, scolding in his heart, He must be crazy to foolishly repeat this kind of joke! Just why did he show his hand to this black bellied wolf in the past? If he had not been so impulsive in the past, he would not have been threaten so like now.

"Bwahaha__!" Xiao Ying Tian looking at the side could not resist having a laugh, it's a good thing that Su Yi Cheng decides to enter politics instead of business, if not he is afraid that the dominant position of 'Xu Dong' would be his instead.

Ye Zi Wen looks at Xiao Ying Tian in frustration, scolding inside that this uncle of his did not even give him a proper warning.  Good thing that he was clever as well, he had intended to spend a bomb buying a jade thumb ring for him, but as he was unsatisfied with those that he had seen he did not buy any and a good thing too or he would have really suffered a loss.

An Ran listens, confused, not understanding any of this, what offensive? what joke? just what are they talking about?

As if aware of her confusion, Su Yi Cheng whispered,"I'll tell you when we get back."

An Ran nodded, smile and did not ask further.

A lot of people came to the dinner party, mostly business associates of Xiao Ying Tian.

Su Yi Cheng is considered a familiar face, and people naturally recognize him as they walk around, then some normal chit chat will start. An Ran does not have to do anything, just stood by his side, at times, smiling, at times nodding.

As if noticing her boredom, when no one was with them he turns and smiles at her apologetically,"Are you tired, do you want to eat something first?"

Actually it's not a matter of tiredness, but just standing there maintaining a slight smile is causing her mouth to cramp. She does feel hungry, she followed him here after work and the two have not had a chance to eat since they arrive, she nodded,"I'll go over there to grab a bite and help you take some as well. Come over to eat something later when you have the time." She remembers the doctor saying his condition is chronic and requires long term care and maintenance of his body. It is very unhealthy for him to skip meals and especially drinking on an empty stomach. She reach over and remove the glass of red wine from him, then replace his drink with a glass of orange juice,"No drinking."

Su Yi Cheng laughs softly, taking a sip of the orange juice,"As my wife ordered."

An Ran's lips curved, helping him right the tie he had on that was slightly crooked, then turns and walks towards the food area in the distance.

Su Yi Cheng looks on as she left and only looks away a while later.

"COUGH cough cough." Ye Zi Wen who is looking on besides him says sourly,"It's too mushy, too mushy!" his expression exaggerated, his arms  hugging each other.

Su Yi Cheng takes a look at him, with a smile on his lips and did not give any reply, lifting the orange juice in his hand, he takes another sip.

An Ran places some cake and salad on her plate and helps Su Yi Cheng to take some seafood noodles that he normally likes to eat then heads towards the rest area.

Sitting on a couch, she looks at a young boy about 6 to 7 years of age who's already sitting there. An Ran finds him familiar but cannot place where she had seen him before.

The boy saw her too as An Ran sat on the opposite end of the couch and smiles at him. The boy did not smile or talk, look at An Ran for quite a bit then turns and continues playing with the robot toy in his hands.

An Ran did not pay it to mind and started to eat the cake with tiny bites. She craves sweets and eating these sweet delights fills her with a sense of happiness and fulfillment.  No matter if she was feeling bad or feeling good nothing beats having something sweet to eat.

Just as An Ran was enjoying her cake she notices a pair of eyes staring in her direction. Turning to look, she saw the boy sitting up straight, still playing with the transformer toy in his hands but An Ran notices that he was holding the toy upside down.

Turning, she continued enjoying the cake and felt the intensity of a stare again, An Ran turns her head immediately and caught the boy this time. He was staring at the seafood noodles and unconsciously swallowing saliva, seeing that An Ran had turned around, he immediately turns around, not looking at her.

An Ran had a slight smile on her lips, he must be hungry.  Turning to look around, there isn't anyone that seems to be the child's parents. Pushing over the plate she had helped Su Yi Cheng to take, she places it closer to the child. With the food in front of him, An Ran smiles at him,"Little boy, do you want Auntie to treat you to some noodles?"

The boy looks at An Ran then at the food in front of him, evidently struggling, but in the end turns his head over, clutching and playing his transformer toy.

An Ran smiles, thinking the boy must be wary of strangers. She placed the food in front of him and got back to her own seat, eating the mousse cake, looking at the people in the main hall. Unconsciously she seeks out Su Yi Cheng standing in the crowd, he seems to be discussing something with another person, his face always gentle with a smile, unable to discern if he is feeling good or bad.

At this time someone approach him, looking at the orange juice in his hands, spoke something and stop the waiter and takes a glass of wine for him. He shakes his head with a laugh, lifted his juice, saying something, that person insisted, wanting to get him the glass of wine. As if caught in a bind, Su Yi Cheng said something then looks in her direction.

An Ran paused for a moment, only to see the person with Su Yi Cheng followed the direction of his gaze to look in her direction and then they laugh together.  The person carried the glass of wine and drank it in a mouthful and seem to have no more intention of forcing Su Yi Cheng to drink the wine anymore.

Su Yi Cheng spoke to him a moment more then smile and proceeds towards An Ran.

Grinning and seated besides An Ran, An Ran asks curiously,"What did you just told them? Why did they look over here?"

Su Yi Cheng places his hand around her waist naturally, says,"I said my wife forbids me to drink and is looking at me from the side."

An Ran paused, then reacted, hitting him and laughing,"Hey, so you are using me as a shield." According to him, she is a fierce female tiger of a wife, which she isn't!

"No, I just stated my stand and decisively told them I'm a good man and has adamantly decided to respect my wife's wishes and not succumb to others' temptation." Su Yi Cheng says matter of factly, even his expression is serious.

An Ran giggles seeing his serious expression then was reminded that he has not taken anything yet. And the plate of noodles she had previously help him to take is already given to the young boy,"I'll help get you something to eat." Then she gets up and headed toward to food.

Su Yi Cheng held her and got her to sit back down, pointing at the half eaten mousse cake on her plate,"I want to eat this."

An Ran only thought that he wants to eat mousse cake, smile and replied,"OK, I'll help you to take that, anything else?"

Su Yi Cheng shakes his head, and placed the plate of cake on her hands, looking at her, smiling.

An Ran looks at the cake in her hand then at Su Yi Cheng, asked,"You want me to feed you?" God, doesn't this differ too much from his normal image as a serious and proper Special Assistant to the mayor office?

Su Yi Cheng smile but did not say anything else, opening his mouth waiting for her to place the cake into his mouth.

An Ran looks around embarrassingly at the boy behind her, only to see him with fork in hand, eating the food on the plate, staring at the two of them.

Her face suddenly becomes red, she turns, pats Su Yi Cheng,"Stop playing, everyone's watching."

Su Yi Cheng insisted, hurrying her,"Quick, I'm feeling so hungry."Then continues opening his mouth waiting for her.

An Ran concedes defeat, it's so frustrating yet feeling the whole thing is so funny, she lifted the cake and places a piece into his mouth with a fork.

Su Yi Cheng gobbles it up with a face full of smiles, then look at An Ran again,"One more."

An Ran already feels as if her face is red beyond belief by now, this kind of intimate feeding is a first for her. And the two of them don't even do this in the privacy of their home, what's more, this is a dinner party with people passing by every so often, in public!

An Ran relented, scolding,"Su Yi Cheng, you have very weird taste." But still she placed another piece of cake into his mouth, then put the plate into his hands, turning over, ignoring him.

Su Yi Cheng laughs satisfactorily, lifting the plate in his hands to place it onto the table. Actually he takes after his father and is not particularly fond of sweet foodstuffs but the both of them also seems to have married wives who craves sweets.

Just as he turns around intending to speak to An Ran, he saw Tong Xiao Jie and Mo Fei heading towards them.  Tong Xiao Jie smiles and asks,"Special Assistant Su and senior's feelings are so good, it's really enviable."

An Ran turns over, saw Tong Xiao Jie and Mo Fei, paused.

Su Yi Cheng took a look at her, then turns and smiles at Mo Fei and Tong Xiao Jie,"Director Mo, Ms Tong, take a seat."

Mo Fei pressed his lips tightly, wanting to leave, but was pulled by Tong Xiao Jie to sit opposite Su Yi Cheng and An Ran.

"I'm so envious of Special Assistant Su and An Ran senior." Tong Xiao Jie repeated, eyes looking staring at An Ran.

An Ran kept quiet, only smiling.

Su Yi Cheng leans back slightly on the couch, his hand naturally wraps around An Ran's shoulders and places it on the top of the couch, his expression gentle still,"Isn't Director Mo and Ms Tong the same? I heard that when Ms Tong went overseas to study Director Mo left everything behind to accompany her. This kind of action and determination would not be possible without deep feelings of love. If you are talking of being envied then Ms Tong and Director Mo is really the envy of everyone around." Then Su Yi Cheng looks over at Mo Fei, expression smiling yet unsmiling.

Tong Xiao Jie smiles, turns and looks at Mo Fei passionately.

Mo Fei's expression stiffens, only bending his lips, his face devoid of laughter.

Tong Xiao Jie turns and looks at An Ran,"An Ran senior, Mo Fei had just returned from USA recently and his company here has also just been established, everything is just starting up. I remember the both of you were a specially good combo during University days. Mo Fei also mentions you were the source of inspiration for a lot of his submissions at several competitions. If you don't mind this request, would you like to join our company and help Mo Fei out?"

Hearing this, the other three paused for a moment. Mo Fei was staring at her at a lost while An Ran was looking at her uncomprehendingly then looks over at Mo Fei puzzled.

Tong Xiao Jie looks at her, then turns to Su Yi Cheng,"Special Assistant Su would not mind, would you?"

Hearing this, Su Yi Cheng laughs,"Of course I don't, but I'm afraid Director Huang would not let her go so easily." Saying this, he stood up and welcomes Huang De Xin who is walking towards them from behind Mo Fei,"Director Huang."

Only then does Tong Xiao Jie and Mo Fei saw Huang De Xin who is full of smiles, then stood up and smile back.

Then the group sat back down, Huang De Xin sat next to Mo Fei, Su Yi Cheng smiles, asking,"Since Director Huang is here, why don't Ms Tong ask Director Huang? An Ran is his subordinate after all, it's up to him if he's willing to let her go."

Huang De Xin had just arrive and was confused to what's going on,"What's all this about letting people go, I'm getting more confused as I listen more."

Without waiting for Tong Xiao Jie to speak, Su Yi Cheng answers,"Ms Tong was just inviting An Ran to work for them at their new company and I said it's up to you, don't you think so?"

Hearing this, Huang De Xin immediately states his stand,"Sighs, how can this even be possible, An Ran is our company's top premier designer, how can I possibly let her go, Ms Tong don't take advantage of me now, Director Mo himself is a prize winner from several international competitions, so why worry about lacking good designers?"

Hearing this, Tong Xiao Jie laughs,"Kekeke, I was originally really intending to poach my senior from behind Director Huang's back, thinking to leverage on our previous relationship during university. I had just spoken  up but was caught by you immediately. Looks like Director Huang must be wary of us from now, don't you think so, Mo Fei?"

Mo Fei smiles dryly, not speaking much, his eyes fixed on An Ran in front of him.

The few sat and chatted a while more, Huang De Xin saw a couple of 'Jing Cheng's' business partners waving at him so he went over. Mo Fei was feeling restless sitting here and gave an excuse saying he saw a familiar person then pulls Tong Xiao Jie over.

After they left, An Ran lets out a sigh and took a drink.

Su Yi Cheng took a look and asks,"Tired?"

An Ran shakes her head, smiling at him.

At this time, the lighting at the venue dimmed and a spotlight shone on the stage. The emcee of the night stood at the podium and after some customary greetings and congratulatory wishes on Xiao Ying Tian's 60th birthday, he invited the birthday star to give a speech.

Actually it was just a pre-planned speech, thanking everyone for attending, thanking them for their support of 'Xu Dong'. After the series of thanks, 10 minutes has passed and Xiao Ying Tian got down from the stage to much applause. At this time the music started playing and the light darken, turning soft. The emcee got back on stage again and invited Mr and Mrs Xiao for the first dance. After another round of applause, a ray of light shone on Xiao Ying Tian and wife, he held his wife's hand and went onto the dance floor, swaying to the music, waltzing. The rest of the crowd joins in later and the party really got started.

Su Yi Cheng holds out a hand to An Ran, looking at her with a smile,"To the beautiful Mrs Su, may I have the honor of dancing with you?"

An Ran looks at him, laughing then places her hand into his big palm, nodding,"Of course."

The two held hands and head towards the dance floor.  They had just turn when they heard a sound like something had fallen. The two look back at the same time, only to see the boy that was originally playing with the transformer toy had fallen onto the floor holding his belly in pain.

The two hurried over, An Ran help him from the floor to rest in her arms,"Little boy, what happen to you?" He was just fine but what happen suddenly?!

The boy hugged his stomach, his face twisting in agony, unable to say clearly,"Pain....pain, it's... painful."

Looking at the situation, An Ran looks towards Su Yi Cheng, not knowing what to do.

"The child's parents, who are his parents?" Su Yi Cheng asks.

An Ran shakes her head,"I don't know, when I got here the child was alone on the couch. There wasn't any adult near him."

"Little boy, tell uncle the names of your mother and father, uncle will look for them alright?" Su Yi Cheng asks the child, trying to get the identity of the child's parents.

Hearing this, the boy in An Ran's arms hugs his stomach and shakes his head violently, as if afraid.

Looking at this, the two can do nothing about it.

The boy suddenly seems to be in worse pain, holding his stomach yelling in pain.

An Ran could not bear seeing him in such agony,"What do we do, he looks to be in a lot of pain."

Su Yi Cheng reach over and took the child from An Ran, saying quickly,"We'll first send the child to the hospital. I'll give a call to Ye Zi Wen later and get him to search for the child's parents here then to immediately let them hurry to the hospital."

Not seeing a better solution, they can only proceed like this for now. An Ran nodded, taking her purse from the seat and hurries out of the venue with Su Yi Cheng.

In the car, Su Yi Cheng calls Ye Zi Wen on bluetooth while driving and An Ran sits in the backseat with the child. The boy had curled up in pain, his expressions contorted, forehead sweating.

Su Yi Cheng looks at the situation in the backseat from his rearview mirror. Ye Zi Wen picks up the call at this time. Without waiting for him to speak,"Zi Wen, check if anyone brought a child to the dinner party, then check if any parents are unable to find their child, if there is any bring them immediately to the hospital."

"Huh? What's the situation?" Ye Zi Wen asks, uncomprehending.

"Don't ask so much, do as I say, that child was sitting by An Ran just now, and suddenly collapse due to stomach pains. An Ran and I are bringing him to the hospital. When you find the child's parents, bring them to the City hospital." Saying this, Su Yi Cheng hangs up.

Looking at the child in agony, An Ran feels terrible, saying angrily,"Isn't the child's parents too irresponsible? Leaving such a small child alone, not even knowing if the child is fine. It's ridiculous."

Looking at the rear view mirror, Su Yi Cheng remains quiet but speeds up.

At the hospital, Su Yi Cheng carries the boy straight to the emergency room.  The doctor on duty at the emergency room diagnosed that the child is suffering from severe stomach cramps due to acute allergy to seafood.

Mistaking An Ran and Su Yi Cheng for the child's parents, he gave them a good scolding,"How can you be parents?! Don't you know about the child's allergies, still giving him seafood, it's a good thing he was send here early, if it had been one hour later, do you know the consequences could be drastic?!"

The two did not explain but ask for the child's current condition. The doctor took a look at them and did not say anything further,"It's lucky that he was send here so early, he's stable for now and needs to be on a drip. It's best if he can stay in the hospital to be monitored for a few days."

The two nodded, hearing the child is fine now really lifts a huge burden from their hearts.

An Ran is in the room with the child on drip, the child keeps sweating due to stomach cramps and his eyebrows knitted tightly together. An Ran took the tissue and wipe at his sweat, heart aching. Reaching over to smooth out his knitted brows, mumbling,"It's all my fault he is like this now, if only I had not given him the seafood noodles I had gotten for you in the first place.  I wasn't aware he had seafood allergies, and it's such a severe one too."

Su Yi Cheng goes up to give her a hug,"It's fine now."

An Ran nodded, saying softly,"It's lucky it's ok now."

Su Yi Cheng lets her go,"I'll give a call to Ye Zi Wen to ask if he's on his way here."

In a corner of the corridor, he called Ye Zi Wen.

The phone rang for a while before being picked up, he ask immediately,"Found the child's parents?"

"That... Actually..." Ye Zi Wen was mumbling, as if not knowing what to say.

Su Yi Cheng frowns,"What this or that? Have you found them? Are they really not worried about the child?" How irresponsible can one get?!

"Sigh.. I... I can't explain clearly at this time, I've found the child's father, and we're on the way, I'll give you a call later." Ye Zi Wen then hung up.

Su Yi Cheng's instincts is telling him that Ye Zi Wen's tone of voice is unlike himself, but he is unable to know more just from a few sentences. So he took a look at the phone for a bit, then kept it and returned to the ward.

Ye Zi Wen only reach the hospital 20 minutes later, Su Yi Cheng was with An Ran in the room accompanying the child. After the injection, the pain seems to lessen and the child finally seems able to relax his brows.

Ye Zi Wen enters the ward alone, looking at Su Yi Cheng, his expression seems weird, as if conflicted.

Su Yi Cheng look at his back and even after a while did not see the child's
parent. With slightly displeased expression,"He's not here?"

Ye Zi Wen shakes his head, looking backwards and from there, a man appears from behind the wall, dressed in a suit, his hair parted and combed neatly, stepping on handmade italian tailored shoes and enters.

Su Yi Cheng looked at the man in front of him, as if dazed.  He was just thinking who the child's parents was that was so irresponsible but he would have never thought the parent was him!

This man isn't just anyone but Zhou Han! Small wonder that Ye Zi Wen was at a lost to what to say on the line.

An Ran looked over and paused. She only feels he's familiar and only remembers after a while. She saw this person before at the courtyard at the activity area. Then she looks at the child on the bed again, so he was the little child that had mischievously knocked into her. She still remembers this man had helped to steady her that time. He seemed to be very strict and the boy seems to be afraid of him. She also remembers Su Yi Cheng and him are acquainted but does not seem to be on good terms.

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Wednesday, 20 September 2017

First Marriage Then Love 《先婚厚爱》Chapter 81 Translation

081.  Your actions are too fast now aren't they?

At night before sleeping An Ran told Lin Li's decision to Su Yi Cheng, letting him analyse if her decision is the correct one.

The light in the room has already been extinguish, An Ran is currently nesting within his arms, eyes looking at the darken room, awaiting for his answer.

After a while Su Yi Cheng slowly says,"Actually there isn't any right or wrong, there isn't any hard measurement to indicate right and wrong with regards to emotions and feelings, you can only ask if it is worth it or not. If she feels it is worth doing this. then there isn't any argument of right and wrong at all.  Even if there will be hurt in the end, feeling pain is not necessarily a bad thing, at times it is only when you experience pain that you learn and grow up the most. Of course, you have to pay a big price for that growth."

An Ran remains silent, after a while speaks up with a hint of sadness,"Then I would rather Lin Li not grow up forever and remain happy and cheerful for the rest of her life."

Su Yi Cheng lightly pats her back, the action meant to console her, to let her emotions calm down. Then says,"There's always two sides to everything, maybe try to think of it this way, isn't it better to know about this now rather than later? It's 10 years of feelings for now, what if the truth is only known when it is 15 or even 20 years later? The pain will only escalate as the years go by and the chance of recovery will be slimmer and slower then."

"Maybe so." An Ran admitted, her voice soft and light. He is right of course, just as he says, if it is painful no matter the result, why not end the pain earlier? It's better to know now rather than a few years later, if the truth is only known later who knows? the consequences may be even worse.

Su Yi Cheng gave a peck on her hair, as if able to see in the dark and smoothed her frowning brows then lightly speaks by the side of her ears,"Alright, let's sleep now, stop thinking about it. It may not be as bad as you think it will be, since Lin Li has made the decision, she must have weigh the pros and cons against her own happiness, isn't this what you wanted? Everything will be better from now on."

An Ran remains silent, closing her eyes then worms her way even deeper into his embrace, nodding her head.

Su Yi Cheng lightly pats on her back, gently, repetitively, as if coaxing a baby to sleep. When he finally feels the sound of her breathing deepens and stabilize, he is finally able to relax and accompanies the rhythm of her breathing and sleeps.

The next day Su Yi Cheng is again not in bed when she wakes, the sunlight outside the window lightly streams into the room, gradually lighting it up.

Looking at the ceiling, An Ran finally got up and habitually wash up in the washroom. When she was done it was 8 am.

She had just open the room door and saw Su Yi Cheng frying an eye in the kitchen, back facing her, the toaster by the side toasting 2 pieces of bread, the bar-top already has 2 pieces of bread already toasted. The 2 plates also contains some sausages and side dishes. It all looks so appetizing.

An Ran suddenly feels a surge of happiness, looking at his back, her lips curls up in a smile.  Without thinking, she ran towards him, wrapping her arms around his waist from the back, her face plastered against his wide back. The feeling of hugging him like this feels unexpectedly good.

Su Yi Cheng was surprise by her actions and almost burnt the eggs he was frying, he quickly move the eggs a little so the eggs will not stick to the wok, but his lips unconsciously curls up in a smile, asking,"What happen?"

An Ran sticks against his back, shaking her head, admitted in a low voice,"Nothing, just want to hug you like this." Then hug him even tighter.  Hugging him like this feels incredible, pressing tightly against his back, she can even hear his heartbeat and when he speaks she can hear the vibrations of his body and feels the movement of his muscles.

Su Yi Cheng laughs, his smile widens completely,"Alright."

One hand holding her arms that's around him, the other hand turns off the fire in the stove, using the residual heat to finish cooking the eggs.

An Ran continues to hug him for a while, and lets go at last only to see Su Yi Cheng turns over with a grin.  And she graciously grins back at him, then tips toes to give him a peck on his lips.  Just a light peck then An Ran quickly lets go of him, taking up the plates and placing them on the bar-top. She walks around the bar-top from the kitchen and sits on the high chair outside.

Su Yi Cheng touch his lips, lips curve in a laugh, laughing soundlessly shaking his head. Then retrieves a set of cutlery from the drawer, handing it to An Ran.

An Ran takes a piece of toast, eating it, the perfectly toasted taste is very good, nods her head and cheekily smiles at him, giving him a thumbs up, praising him.

As they were eating, Su Yi Cheng asks,"Do you have to work overtime tonight? Or is there any planned activity after work tonight?"

"Nothing tonight." An Ran shakes her head.

"Then accompany me to a dinner party tonight, is that fine?" Su Yi Cheng asks for her opinion. If she is not willing to, he will not force her to go, placing the priority on her.

An Ran nodded,"What kind of dinner party is it?" she asks. Actually she does not like such occasions, everyone is dressed up to their nines and passing by each other in the ballroom, talking and laughing with strangers or acquaintances. But since he asked, she naturally have no objections.

"It's nothing, just a birthday party for an elder family member." Su Yi Cheng says laughingly.

An Ran nodded,"What about the present?" She wants to be a qualified wife, to be able to share some of his burdens that's within her capacity to handle.

Su Yi Cheng laughs and shakes his head,"The present's already prepared, no need to worry, I'll pick you up after work."

An Ran nodded, smiling.

As always, Su Yi Cheng ferries her to work, she has protested against this more than once and each time he always gives a smile, and continues to insist on ferrying her to work everyday, completely unaffected by her protests.

The car stops in front of An Ran's office building. Before alighting, An Ran turns over suddenly, looks at Su Yi Cheng seriously, says,"Special Assistant Su, can we have a serious talk?"

Su Yi Cheng looks at her laughing, asks,"What does Designer Gu wants to discuss about with me?" Mimicking her style of addressing him, Su Yi Cheng also uses her official occupational title to address her.

An Ran did not notice, says it plainly,"Mr Su, can you let me drive to work by myself in future? I feel very happy having you send me here everyday BUT!" An Ran paused, punctuating each and every word,"But this is really very inconvenient for me!" Her work determines if she is able to stay in the office everyday and at times she has to be at the work site. Some days only once a day but at times multiple times, it's completely random.  So not having a car is inconvenient or a machinery idiot like her would not have even considered applying for a drivers' license in the first place.  Actually in addition to that, she also does not want him to suffer. The city hall office building is so far away from hers and he has to make a detour everyday just to ferry her to work. She just feels so bad about it.

Su Yi Cheng lightly twitches his eyebrows, looked at her, asking,"Did I created trouble for you by doing this?"

An Ran paused for a while, unable to answer. Well, it's not exactly troubling, she actually feels very gratifying when he ferries her everyday, in addition, she won't be going to the work site often these days because she has almost completed the projects on hand right now. Strictly speaking, she is just worried about troubling him and does not want to tire him out.

Su Yi Cheng looks at her, waiting, waiting for her to reply.

An Ran looks at him, the expression on his face looks as if he feels guilty and hurt.  She suddenly feels so guilty inside, he was doing it for her out of goodwill after all but here she is accusing him of doing wrong instead. Thinking about this, An Ran's originally inflated aura dissipates to nothing immediately.  She looks at him, ashamed,"I.. I did not mean it that way..."

Actually Su Yi Cheng wants to laugh out loud, her attitude now is completely different from what it was a second ago, it's as if it's another person altogether.  Enduring any hint of a smile, he looks at her, gently raises her head, looks at her in the eye and says,"I have always consider myself fortunate being able to ferry you to work so I have always treated this as a benefit you've given me."

An Ran looks at him, unable to utter a single word but her heart is turning to mush, being so touched by his words.  This man... this man is too scary, to be able to say sweet nothings so naturally, so well without it being too overboard.

"An Ran, are you willing to continue giving me this benefit?" Looking at her, Su Yi Cheng asks seriously.

An Ran nodded dazedly, completely forgetting her insistence at the beginning, how can anyone refuse after meeting the him at this moment!

Su Yi Cheng smiles, leans over and kisses her on her forehead, between her brows and finally her lips.

Letting go of her again, An Ran's face  has again turn reddish and she's breathing hard.  Looking at her right now, he can't resist and gives her a few more pecks on her lips, then finally lets her alight the car.

Standing in front of the lift waiting, An Ran's lips curve up unconsciously in a smile.

"Heh, you two are really so sweet~."

Turning round, Xiao Xiao appears behind her suddenly, looking at her, her lips curved, not quite a smile.

An Ran looks over, restraining her smile,"Thanks for the compliment." Then turns back, looking at the lift door, ignoring her.

Xiao Xiao looks at her from the side, she just happen to stumble on the two being intimate in Su Yi Cheng's car, and an anger just surges from within her heart.

She is frustrated, really frustrated, why are all the men she meet all so superior and outstanding? Mo Fei is one, Su Yi Cheng even more so.  And what about herself? She has been at Huang De Xin's side for 8 years now since she was 18.  She has to endure the hugs and kisses from a man that is as old as her father, but have to smile about it and acts as if she enjoys them.  Not to mention, what has she gain after all these years? Nothing! And she even has to endure the scolding and slaps from the female tiger* in his house.

DING___

The lift arrives, An Ran is just thinking of entering when Xiao Xiao bumps into her shoulder hard.  As An Ran was holding on from almost stumbling, Xiao Xiao turns around, s satisfied smile on her face, says without any sincerity,"Oops! My apologies, I did not see you there."

An Ran looks at her furiously, enters the lift, massages the sore parts, retorts,"It's alright, some of us are born with small eyes, so naturally they can't see anything."

"YOU!" Xiao Xiao looks at her, almost convulsing, as if she is short of breath, she wants to retort back but was unable to say a single word.

An Ran ignores her, looking at the ever changing red lit numbers and finally they reach their floor. 'DING__" the door opens. Taking her bag, An Ran exits the lift.

Looking at An Ran, her eyes darkens even more than before.

She gave a call to Lin Li in the afternoon as she is worried.  The Lin Li today seems to feel better, at least not as lifeless compared to yesterday. Of course more time is needed for her to recover and revert back to her previous carefree self.

"Is your appetite better today?" It's worrisome that she does not seem to have any appetite,"I'm telling you, even if you have no appetite, even if you don't wish to eat anything, eat something anyways, don't forget, you're not eating for only one person now."

"I know, I know, you're turning into my mom, even my mom is not as naggy as you." Lin Li protested laughing, her moon seems good.

"I wish I could transform to be your mother, and give you a scolding if you refuse to eat next time." An Ran teased.

"Alright alright, I ate, I ate, Cheng Xiang cooked some noodles for me and I had a big bowl of it, I even ate my share of yesterday's meals too", Lin Li replied.

An Ran did not say anything more, she already knows the only one who could make her eat is Cheng Xiang, but it's good that she's eating again.

"Oh, when is your parents arriving, I'll arrange my schedule to accompany them to go shopping." Lin Li's parents stay in another city, a typical middle-class working household.  Once during university summer vacation, they planned a vacation and one of the destinations was Lin Li's hometown. Her parents are warm and simple people, when they were there, they took care of their every needs.  And they made sure to send extra portions whenever they send Lin Li things so she's able to share with the rest.

"The day after tomorrow, Cheng Xiang will be taking leave the next few days, the wedding will be handled by the Cheng family side, so he will accompany my parents around when the time comes.  So you don't have to specially take leave for that.  If you have the time join us for dinner, and oh yes, bring your Mr Su along." Lin Li says.

An Ran remain silent, and speaks only after a while,"Lin Li."

"En?"

An Ran cannot help asking,"You really don't regret it?"

Lin Li speaks only after a while,"I don't, actually it's not as bad as you think, everything was just a misunderstanding. Cheng Xiang has not even seen xiao xiao since. The promise to go to America was just an excuse to calm her mood-swings."

"I really don't care about how bad it is BUT, you have to be happy you got that?!" An Ran says with a threatening voice, wishing for her happiness.

"En." Lin Li sounds choked up on the line.

The two chatted for a while before finally ending the call.


Su Yi Cheng's car was already parked outside the building when she got off work.

The two started the journey back home. Only when they alighted did An Ran notices the two paper bags on the backseat.

"What're those?" An Ran asks curiously,"Clothes?"

Su Yi Cheng nodded,"En, I remember the one you had on last time cannot be worn anymore."

Only then does An Ran remembers, the orange dress was stained with red wine after being stumbled on by the Zhang family nasty biatch. And she had forgotten to send it for to be dry-clean. "Oh god I almost forgot!" She was still intending to wear that today.

Su Yi Cheng gently caresses her head, holding her hand,"Let's go."

In the washroom in front of the mirror, An Ran looks at the light purple one piece dress she had on. It's unlike the traditional gown, the dress material is very soft, with a high neck design. the dress is not very lengthy, only covering the knees.  She has to admit Su Yi Cheng has a keen eye, the size fits her exactly as if tailor made.

"Kyaaa__"

The door opens, Su Yi Cheng already changed into his suit, smiling gently at her. After seriously taking her sights in, he walk to her and hug her from behind, his chin resting on her shoulders. Looking at An Ran's reflection in the mirror, swaying both of them about, he says sincerely,"You look gorgeous tonight."

An Ran is still not used to such directness, her face reddens slightly and lowers her head, the edge of her lips curved upwards. As if a thought comes to mind, she turns and asks,"How did you know my measurements?"

Su Yi Cheng laughs in a low voice, the hands holding her starting to roam around her body improperly. His sultry husky voice says besides her ears,"Like this." He would much rather let her understand by showing her instead of just saying it,"do you understand now?"

An Ran immediately reddens, unable to speak as if a cat got her tongue.  She only regrets that she had asked, the proverb is so true, curiosity really does kill the cat!

Quickly grabbing onto the roaming hands that's inciting flames everywhere on her,"I, I, I got it."

Su Yi Cheng gives a low laugh as he buries his head into her shoulders, and only stops laughing after a while, then lets go of her, holding her hand and walks out the door.

The dinner at night is still held at "Jiang City hotel", unlike the previous time, the dinner party was held at a slightly smaller ballroom on the third level.

An Ran walks out from the elevator holding onto Su Yi Cheng's arm. They had just step out only to see a huge banner,"Wishing "Xu Dong Corporation' President Xiao Ying Tian a happy 60th birthday!"

Only then does An Ran realize, the elder he meant was Xiao Ying Tian.

The two entered, the party had already started, soft music was playing.

A lot of people attended the party tonight, not only from the construction industry, there are a lot of renown persons around as well. Of course there are also quite a number of high ranking officials.

This dinner party is literally a gathering of the elites.

An Ran looks over at Su Yi Cheng, whispering,"What a big turnout!"

Su Yi Cheng smiles, patting her hand.

Along the way, people kept coming over to speak with them. Because Su Yi Cheng did not make his marriage known widely , a lot of people was asking,"Special Assistant Su, this is?" when they sighted An Ran besides him.

And then Su Yi Cheng will always turns to look at An Ran with passionate eyes, then turns over to the person,"My wife." An Ran will stand to the side and when the person looks over, she will give a smile towards him and nods, appearing dignified.

When this repeated for the fourth or fifth times, Su Yi Cheng turns over to look at her, righting an errand strand of hair, asking,"Tired?" He is aware she does not like nor is she used to such dinner parties, her lips has almost stiffen from smiling.

An Ran shakes her head,"I will try my best to adjust to it." trying her best to be a qualified wife because he is a very qualified husband.

"No need to push yourself, if you don't like it, we'll not join next time, alright?" If such events really causes her distress, he will not force her, he does not wish for her to distress herself in order to accommodate to him.

An Ran shakes her head, smiling at him,"I'm not pushing myself, because I want to try my best to adjust to this for you as well."

Su Yi Cheng pinches her nose, holds her hand,"Let's go."

An Ran nodded, fingers interlocking with his.

When the two reaches Xiao Ying Tian's side, he was talking to someone. Looking at Su Yi Cheng and An Ran, he says with laughter,"Ah Cheng, An Ran, you two came."

"Uncle Xiao, happy birthday." Su Yi Cheng presents his gift to him, a scroll containing the writing by the renowned calligrapher,"This is the writing by Guo Mo Ruo, wishing Uncle Xiao longevity and happiness*."

"Director Xiao, happy birthday." An Ran follows after Su Yi Cheng.

Xiao Ying Tian was reaching  over for Su Yi Cheng's gift when he heard An Ran. He looked up, looking at An Ran and says slightly disapprovingly,"Sigh, why are you still addressing me as Director Xiao!"

An Ran paused, unable to react, But he IS Director Xiao, can't I call him that?

Looking at her perplexed expression, Su Yi Cheng whispers to her,"Call him Uncle Xiao."

An Ran then realized this, and offers him her greetings again,"Uncle Xiao, happy birthday."

Only then does Xiao Ying Tian nods, satisfied,"That's right, that's right." Then he takes a look at Su Yi Cheng's present, nodding as he examines it,"Among all the rest I still like Guo Mo Ruo's writings the most, Ah Cheng you still remember my likes and wants, unlike Zi Wen. He isn't even here yet."

"Uncle, are you saying bad things about me?"

Behind him, a soothing voice came over, Ye Zi Wen appears from behind Xiao Ying Tian.

Grinning broadly,"I wish my beloved Uncle days of happiness*, today being 60, tomorrow 58, getting younger everyday!"

"You lad, only knows how to play around, keeps saying crazy things."Xiao Ying Tian scolds laughingly, jokingly extends his hand towards him,"So where's my present, you came empty handed?"

Ye Zi Wen touches his nose,"For me, I know that Uncle you do not lack anything and loves to admire writings. Ah Cheng will also be one step ahead of me to give you that present, so I won't be ab;le to even buy that for you. Thinking about that I finally decided not to buy any present and say more words of congratulations, isn't that better than anything else? Don't you think so?"

Xiao Ying Tian pats him on the shoulder, smiling," You and your weird logic."

Ye Zi Wen smiles back, turns over and saw Su Yi Cheng, suddenly reminded that he has been harassed by Su Yi Jiao for the past two days already.  Calling him ten to twenty times everyday, he almost has to turn off his mobile!  Questioning,"Ah Cheng, did you give Yi Jiao that lass my other mobile line, I'm almost being driven crazy by her these past two days!" If this continues, he will surely collapse!

Su Yi Cheng smiles, thinking that Yi Jiao is really keeping to her word, calling him ten to twenty times daily.

Looking at him, Ye Zi Wen knew he guessed correctly, says in frustration,"Hey Ah Cheng, did I offend you in any way recently?"

Su Yi Cheng kept the smile on his face, pulls over An Ran who is standing besides him, one hand holding her waist,"An Ran, let me introduce, this is Ye Zi Wen."

Only now does Ye Zi Wen notices An Ran who was standing besides Su Yi Cheng and he stood, totally stunned, staring wide eyes in disbelief, Gu An Ran, Ah Cheng's wife after suddenly getting married is actually Gu An Ran!

Xiao Ying Tian looks at Ye Zi Wen, then at Su Yi Cheng, then another look at An Ran who is a little stun, his lips curl in a smile, patting his nephew's shoulders,"Didn't I tell you already, An Ran has an influential background."  But he just have to disturb that which should not be disturb.  Everyone knows that Su Yi Cheng is infamous as a black hearted smiling tiger*, hiding his knifes behind his smiles*.

Comparatively, although An Ran is not as shocked as Ye Zi Wen, she is still taken aback that that glib tongue Eric is actually Su Yi Cheng's best friend Ye Zi Wen!

Only after a while did Ye Zi Wen manage to get his wits back, turn over looking at Su Yi Cheng, he loudly protested,"Ah Cheng, your actions are just too fast now aren't they?!"


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*female tiger - a fierce wife
*longevity and happiness - the word for word translation is Richness(or happiness) as the east sea, life as the southern mountain.
*days of happiness - word for word translation is "year year having today, age age having this dawn", the meaning is like what Spock says,"Live long and prosper"
*smiling tiger - it actually translate to smiling mask tiger, means someone who looks kind and gentle (the smiling mask) but is actually very dangerous underneath the mask. (the tiger)
*hiding his knifes behind his smiles - translates to laughing inside hidden knifes

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I change USA to America for easier understanding.  Some trivia, America is written as 美国 , translated literally as beautiful country! And An Ran can also mean peaceful, safely or calmly in the language.

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