Thursday, 22 November 2018

First Marriage Then Love 《先婚厚爱》Chapter 119 Translation

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119 The wife the child and the hot brick bed

When Su Yi Cheng and An Ran came out of the room again, Qin Yun and Auntie were preparing for dinner. When they saw the two were out, they couldn’t  help but teased, "The young couple's feelings are really good, An Ran, you  wouldn’t know this, Ah Cheng was afraid that I would hide you away. When he  came back he immediately asked me where you were. You would not believe the  speed he ran into the room, it was faster than the soldiers' that Grandpa  trained."

"Pppffftt" amused by Qin Yun's words, An Ran didn't hold back and laughed  out loud. Turning to look at someone being teased, and unexpectedly found  that someone was slightly blushing.

Su Yi Cheng was a little unnatural, and touched his nose subconsciously. He  was still in the office when he received An Ran's call. He only said, "I  will go to the training ground to have a look." Then turned to look at An  Ran.

An Ran didn't want to be laughed at by her mother-in-law and Jiaojiao. She  quickly stated her position and said, "I will help mother prepare dinner."  Saying that she directly went to Qin Yun and Auntie.

Looking at his son's beaten appearance , Qin Yun laughed, and the auntie on  the side also laughed, and the entire yard was filled with laughter.

Su Yi Cheng touched his nose with disinterest, and looked at An Ran with  some sadness. Then he turned and walked out of the yard.

Because it was a birthday celebration for Grandpa, although it was just a  family gathering together to have a good meal, but Qin Yun and Auntie did a  table full of good dishes. Although An Ran said she'd help, it was only to wash  and prep the dishes because she knew that her cooking was definitely not good  enough. In addition, although her morning sickness was not serious, when  she stayed in the kitchen for a long time, she felt the urge to vomit  easily. Qin Yun thought she was not feeling well, and would not let her  help again.

Su Yi Cheng came back with father Su and Grandpa Su, the three met on the  way back. father Su and Grandpa Su knew that Su Yi Cheng is coming back  today, so when the training was over, they rushed home, and happened to  meet Su Yi Cheng on the way.

Su Yi Jiao came out of the room before the meal. There was nothing of the  gloomy mood that was seen at noon. Right now, she was so full of smiles  that the moody Su Yi Jiao does not exist at all. She was acting spoiled  holding the hand of Su Hannian wishing him happy birthday, and she is  particularly playful with Su Wenqing making funny faces at him, childishly  bickering with Qin Yun, there isn't any negative emotions present at all.

An Ran even has an thought and can't help but wonder if the person she saw  at noon is really Su Yi Jiao?

Because it is a family gathering, there are not too many rules to follow.  After the people are gathered together, they are seated and ready to start  the meal. Although it was only a small gathering of family members, Qin Yun  specially prepared the wine and symbolically poured a little for everyone.  Everyone was ready to give a toast to Su Hannian and to wish him a happy  birthday.

When everyone raise their glasses for a toast, there was a  sudden abrupt appearance of a glass of juice. Su Yi Jiao looked at An Ran  confused and said, "SIL, how come you are drinking juice?" She remembers  that An Ran is able to drink wine, last time when the two families met for  a meal she had drank wine that day.

"An Ran can't drink." Not waiting for An Ran to answer, Su Yi Cheng  explained to her.

Actually it is not important what is drank it is just to help boost the  mood. Qin Yun does not care about it. She smiles and says, "Whatever you  drink is fine, juice is good, today is grandfather's birthday, let's all  give a toast to grandfather."

Everyone toasted, making Grandpa Su's usual serious and unsmiling face full  of smiles today.

Su Yi Jiao playfully took out a gift from behind her to Grandpa Su, and  then laughed and said her well wishes. "I wish my grandfather to be younger  and younger every year, to be 18 years old every year."

Su Hannian laughed smiling and said, "You naughty girl, if grandfather is  18 years old every year, then wouldn't I become an old monster then!"

Everyone laughed.

Su Yi Cheng gave grandpa Su the health care products he bought in the  morning, smiled and said, "Grandpa, An Ran and I wish you to be able to  celebrate today for years and years to come, we don’t know what to buy,  impractical gifts, I am afraid that you can't use it, so I only bought a  few boxes of health products. I've asked, they all said that this is very  useful for treating rheumatism. Grandpa, you should try it first. If the  effect is good, I will buy some more boxes for you."

"Good good good." Su Hannian nodded with a smile. In fact, he didn't care  if he had a gift. For him, a family reunion eating together like this is  more than good enough. It doesn't matter if there is a gift or not.

"What, big brother, are you saying that my gift has no practical use?" Su  Yi Jiao was somewhat dissatisfied and wrinkled her nose. "Actually, it is  more about your intentions when giving gifts. Only when you gift the best  you have then you are able to show sincerity. If you don't like the gift  yourself, how can it show sincerity? And also Grandpa likes me so much, no  matter what gift I send, he will like it, isn't that right, Grandpa?"

Su Hannian laughed. "Hahahaha, you naughty imp, previously you gave me a  doll last time, a child doll with thick eyebrows, I can't remember what it  is called." He is already so old, but she sent him a doll, only this  naughty imp will be able to think of such ideas.

"Grandpa, that's Crayon Shinchan*." Su Yi Jiao said, "I brought it back  from Japan last time. I love it. Doesn't Grandpa like it too?" The tone is  like she was being abandoned, especially innocent, making people can't bear  to refute against it.

"I like it, I like it, I like everything given by our family's Xiaojiao."  Su Hannian said with a smile.

Hearing this, Su Yi Jiao looked at Su Yi Cheng proudly and said, "See, I  told you Grandpa will like whatever I give him."

"Look at your smug smile, you're still like a child." Qin Yun said with a  smile.

Everyone laughed, the atmosphere was very harmonious and pleasant.

Su Yi Cheng looked at An Ran, then under the table, stretched out his hand  and grabbed An Ran’s hand tightly. The two exchanged looks. Turning around  again, Su Yi Cheng said to everyone, "Today, on my grandfather's birthday,  actually An Ran and I have something to announce to everyone."

"What is it?" Su Yi Jiao asked curiously, staring at him and looking at him  with bright eyes.

"Yeah, Ah Cheng, what are you going to announce, making it so mysterious?"  Qin Yun also said, while reaching to place food for An Ran.

Su Wenqing and Su Hannian also fixedly looked at him, not knowing what he  wanted to say.

Su Yi Cheng chuckled, the hand holding An Ran's hand under the table  tightened, and then slowly said, "We are with child now*."

Hearing this, Qin Yun and Su Yi Jiao's chopsticks stopped. Several people  looked at him stunned, and turned their heads to look at An Ran. For a  while, none comprehended the situation.

Su Yi Cheng coughed and repeated, "I repeat, An Ran and I are going to have  kids. The doctor said that it has been more than 2 months, and everything  is normal."

Qin Yun is the first to react, and somewhat looked at him in disbelief and  asked, “Is it really true?”

Su Yi Cheng nodded, his mouth in a faint smile.

"That's great! I am going to be an aunt!" Su Yi Jiao said with some  excitement.

Su Wenqing also reacted, with the thought that he would be a grandfather  soon, there was an unrestrained smile on his face. "That's great news,  today our family is considered to have double happiness knocking on our  door. What do you say, Dad?" Turned to look at Su Hannian.

Su Hannian keep nodding, keep repeating, "Great great great, Yi Cheng did  not keep me waiting in vain." he did not expect that he can wait until he  has a chance to carry his great-grandson, this life is worth living.

An Ran turned and looked at Su Yi Cheng. She held his hand tightly under  the table, and her mouth was filled with a satisfying and happy smile.

"Ai Yah!" Qin Yun looked at Su Yi Cheng accusingly and said, "You two are  really... Why didn't you say such an important thing earlier?"

"We want to give everyone a surprise." An Ran said with a smile.

"It's a joyous and fantastic news. No matter when you tell us, we will all  be surprised." Qin Yun then looked at the dishes on the table, considering  which ones are suitable for pregnant women, and whether they need to let  Auntie re-do it for An Ran. Then said, "An Ran, what do you want to eat, I  will let auntie make it for you."

An Ran shake her head, afraid of troubling others, quickly said, "No need  to, no need to, I like these dishes very much, it's true!"

"Ai Yah, this crab you can't eat, it's too cooling, this is not good as  well, it's too spicy, this and this are not good as well, it seems that it  is too salty, and the MSG is too much!" Qin Yun looked at the table and  wrinkled her brows, the dishes that were originally very appetizing, now  that it involves pregnancy and a child, suddenly changed taste, this and this  are not good. Finally, she simply put down the chopsticks, got up and said,  "I will re-do it for you." Not waiting for An Ran's reply, she has already  turned into the kitchen.

"Mom!" An Ran looked at the image of her back, and helplessly turned to  look at Su Yi Cheng.

"Hahaha, let your mother do it, she is just so happy." Su Wenqing said with  a big smile, although it was surprising, it is still joyous news.  Originally, he had thought that following Su Yi Cheng's temperament he  would always planned and arrange everything beforehand. He wouldn’t have a  child so quickly. He didn’t expect to be a grandfather so soon. He is  really going to be a grandfather soon! Thinking of this, he feels truly  very happy, picked up the cup and looking at Su Yi Cheng, say, "Ah Cheng,  drink a few cups with Dad and Grandpa today."

Su Yi Cheng nodded, "Okay."

An Ran did not want to be a wet blanket, but she was worried that Su Yi  Cheng would drink too much and his stomach couldn't stand it. She whispered  softly in Su Yi Cheng's ear. "Don't drink so much~."

Hearing this, Su Yi Cheng patted her hand and nodded. "I know."

Maybe it was really too happy, after the meal, Su Hannian and Su Wenqing  the two men who had a good tolerance for alcohol actually got drunk. In the  end, Grandpa Su was still supported by Su Yi Cheng and returned to the  room. Although father Su didn’t need help to go back to the room, he’s  almost falling all over the place while walking to his room, and the people  watching can't help but sweat and worry.

Actually Su Yi Cheng also drank quite a bit too. When he returned to the  room and sat on the bed, the whole person was slightly drunk.

An Ran entered, only to see Su Yi Cheng, lying on the bed without even  changing his clothes. She stepped forward, patted him and called, "Yi  Cheng, Yi Cheng?"

Su Yi Cheng did not respond, lying with eyes closed, it seems that he had  really fallen asleep.

An Ran gently shook her head, reached out and gently squeezed his nose  playfully, whispering in his ear and threatening, "Really not obedient, I  asked you to drink less but you didn't listen,see how I am going to punish  you tomorrow?" Saying this, she got ready to get up and go to the bathroom  and prepare the hot towel to help wipe him down so that he can be more  comfortable.

But she was just getting up when her wrist was suddenly held by someone,  and then with a little force, the whole person fell on the warm body.  Looking up, only to see that Su Yi Cheng had opened his eyes, and now is  looking at her with a smile. Suddenly, he raise his head up and gently bit her nose. Su Yi Cheng said with a smile, "How are you going to punish me?"

Lying on him like this, An Ran slap his chest repeatedly, heatedly saying,  "Do you think your stomach is made of metal, you drink so much!" She still  remembers the shock and fear from the last time. It’s not a good memory,  she doesn’t want to experience that again.

The sound of her slaps was very loud, but it was just a loud sound. It  didn’t hurt at all. He grabbed her hand and put it on his mouth and kissed  it. He said with a smile, "It’s rare that everyone's so happy, I haven’t  seen Dad and Grandpa so happy in a long time.”

An Ran did not speak, she certainly saw how happy Su Hannian and Su Wenqing  were, so she allowed him to drink so much in the first place, and also she  did not want to destroy such a rare atmosphere.

"An Ran." A little husky voice, Su Yi Cheng gently called in her ear.

"En?" An Ran reply faintly, leaning on his chest, hearing his powerful  heartbeat.

"I am very happy today too." Su Yi Cheng said, there is a sense of  satisfaction in the voice.

An Ran's ear was against his chest, and it was slightly itchy from the  slight vibrations. She nodded and only gently responded. "En." The corner  of her mouth has a faint smile, very light but very nice looking.

The two lay down like this for a while. Suddenly, Su Yi Cheng turned over  and changed the position of the two, pressed her under him, and looked  straight at her.

An Ran greeted his gaze, with no intention of relenting.

Holding her hands to either side of her body and relieve the weight of his  body on hers. Then slowly lower his head, placing a kiss gently on her  lips.

An Ran gently closed her eyes, reached out and slowly hugged his back,  feeling his lips enveloping hers, slightly open her lips, letting his  spirited tongue enter, plundering everything in her mouth.

The kiss became more and more intense, and the original simple kiss began  to slowly change unconsciously. The simple kiss expanded into more.  Someone’s hand slowly began to explore slowly around the delicate body.  Then someone's physiology began to make an obvious change, and then  everything stop rigidly, the face was tightly buried in her neck,  motionless, for fear that he could not suppress the primal instinct in his  body.

It took a while to simmer down, and then lifted his head from her shoulder  and gently kissed her lips.

An Ran got a little itchy from his pecks. She turned her head to one side,  smiled and patted him. "Come on, get up, you smell of alcohol go take a  shower."

Su Yi Cheng got up from her, pulled her up and sat up together, then said  with a serious look, "Roger, everything will be as the leadership ordered!"

An Ran was amused by his appearance, sitting on the bed in a good mood.

Su Yi Cheng took the pajamas that he had left behind from before, and  suddenly thought of something. He turned and looked at her, and said after  a while, "Wife, do you want to shower together?"

Hearing this, An Ran’s face blushed and burst red, “You scoundrel!”  grabbing a pillow on the bed and throw it directly at him.

Su Yi Cheng caught the pillow accurately and then laughed on his way to the  bathroom.
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If An Ran wants to use an animal to describe herself, then An Ran feels  that she is a panda, because the panda is a national treasure, and her  treatment now is just like the national treasure.

Qin Yun was obviously happy and excited about An Ran's pregnancy. The next  day, she learned that An Ran had resigned and do not have to go to work.  There and then she decided to let An Ran stay in the compound for a few  days, saying that she is better able to take care of her. Actually, An Ran  also likes the life in the compound. It is very simple, but the wake up  alarm every day is very troublesome. Su Yi Cheng may be thinking that due  to his recent busy project, and with An Ran alone with no one to care for  her at home, he does not object to let An Ran stay in the compound for a  few days.

Perhaps because she is going to be a grandmother soon, Qin Yun is soo happy  that she appears nervous. Every day, An Ran’s meals are almost exclusively  prepared for her by her, but she is very happy to do so, but An Ran has to  suffer a bit of misery while eating it.

Qin Yun specially let Su Yi Jiao print the nutrition meal of pregnant women  from the Internet, and strictly follow the content written on it, what  vitamins should be consumed every day, what calcium should be added, etc.,  and for daily meals what is strictly required, what to eat in the morning,  what to eat at noon, what to eat at night, these have already been planned,  in fact, these are acceptable to An Ran, But what is more painful is that  almost every meal is tasteless, or It’s all the same taste. According to  Qin Yun’s theory, it’s very bad for the child to eat too much MSG. A  daily dosage of salt is also recommended and the best are from natural  ingredients. Therefore, although the meals are prepared separately but  having those tasteless cabbage and plain water everyday is really making An  Ran be in misery and agony. After a few days now she does not seem to be  able to taste anything anymore. Whenever she hears about eating, she was  afraid. But she is too embarrassed to say anything. After all, she knows  that Qin Yun is only trying to give her the best care. So even so, An Ran smiled  and finished eating the food specially prepared for her.

To say that the treatment is of 'national treasure level', is because in  addition to having her own personal chef, Qin Yun also has a strict set of  standards for her activities. Every morning and evening, she accompanied  her  to take a walk in the compound, but that's it, she will definitely not  let An Ran move more, even raising her head is definitely not over the  head, she absolutely can not take anything with weight, An Ran sometimes  idled and feel too bored and wanted the helper auntie to teach her some  simple cooking skills. Originally, she had planned to learn how to improve  her own cooking skills during this time, so that she could have a good meal  waiting for Su Yi Cheng when he gets home. 

But Qin Yun seems to have installed a radar on her somewhere. She had just  said that she would go out next door to the Zhang deputy commander's house  to chat with her fellow sisters group, but in an instant, while An Ran had  pleaded the helper auntie to teach her how to prepare the ingredients, as  she thinks it is better to be taught by an actual person instead of just  learning from pictures and drawings, just as she had the chopper in hand  and was about to cut into the ingredients, Qin Yun entered the kitchen,  looking at the chopper knife in her hand, hurrying forward and take it  from her. And then she said, "A pregnant person can't handle knifes, it is  unlucky." Then she wouldn't budge but move An Ran out of the kitchen.

"Mom, it's okay, I just want to learn how to cook from Auntie." An Ran  explained.

"You can learn in future. Now that you are pregnant, you can't afford to tired yourself out. Besides, the kitchen is full of smoke." Qin Yun said  disagreeing.

"Mom, it won't, it won't be tiring, I just want to learn to cook for Yi  Cheng to eat."

Hearing this, Qin Yun smiled and said directly, "It's fine, Ah Cheng's  culinary skills are good, in the future let Ah Cheng cook for you instead."

Putting it this way, An Ran can only smile dryly, completely do not know  what to say, and also what can she say to that.

Su Yi Cheng will come over every day, sometimes very late in the night. An  Ran sometimes can’t bear him making the effort of going back and forth like  this. Telling him if it is too late, then just don’t come over, but he  always doesn’t listen. No matter how late it is, he always have to come  over, in fact, the two do nothing but just embrace each other to sleep at  night.

And seeing his slightly tired face every day, Qin Yun always laughs at him  with ill intentions, saying "his wife, child and the hot-brick bed*", if  the wife and child are away, even if the family’s brick bed is hot, someone  can’t stay in bed. Thinking in the past he always say that he is busy and  have no time. Now no matter how busy he have to come over, and no one can  stop it.

Su Yi Cheng was at a loss, and every time he will touched his nose, then  ignored and pretend he didn’t hear it.

This night, An Ran was lying on Su Yi Cheng's shoulder, her eyes closed,  but she couldn’t fall asleep and turned over gently, but this alerted the  man next to her.

"What's wrong?" Su Yi Cheng said very sleepily, his hand bringing her to  his side.

"I woke you up?" An Ran felt a little guilty. She knew that he was driving  back and forth for two hours daily, and that the Ke Ji city project was  busy at this period. He was so tired that he almost fall asleep immediately  upon reaching the bed every day.

Su Yi Cheng closed his eyes and kissed her hair. Then slowly opened his  eyes and looked at her and said, "Why won't you sleep?" The voice is still  full of sleepiness.

In the darkness, through the moonlight outside the window, An Ran reached  out and touched his face, tracing his outline with her fingers, sighed and  said, "Su Yi Cheng, let's go back tomorrow." She really didn't want him to  exhaust himself like this. 

Su Yi Cheng chuckled, shook his head and said, "I am fine." Although it  is a little tired to go back and forth, but he does it willingly and it  does not feel hard.

An Ran naturally knows that he will not mind being tired, he is too good to  her, and just wants to accommodate her. She smiled, shook her head and  said, "It is not for you, it is for myself." Then mysteriously whispered  into his ear and said, "I have had enough food made by mother these days. I  can hardly taste anything anymore, if this continues I am sure to collapse.  Yi Cheng let's go home. When we get home, make me lots of good food  alright?"

Su Yi Cheng smiled, actually how could he not know her careful thoughts,  but really regarding the so-called nutritious meals that his mother gave An  Ran , he tried it before. Not to mention the taste, it is simply clear  water with cabbage, light and tasteless, poor thing that she has to eat  those for a few days.

"What do you say?~." An Ran said while acting spoiled in his arms.

Su Yi Cheng shook his head in a smile, hugged her, nodded and promised,  "Alright!"

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An Ran is with child now* - actual translation is "We are with child now" but I feel weird about it so I wrote it as what I did, at the same time I like that SYC use 'we' meaning the child is both parties' . Which one do you prefer? Comment below!  *update: change it to "we are with child now" to better reflect the meaning (they are holding hands too after all)
wife, children and the hot-brick bed - it's a chinese idiom, the meaning  has been explained in the chapter
hot brick bed* - wiki link is added, essentially it's a bed heating system used traditionally in China in parts where there's winter. 

Work is piling up with Xmas coming so expect some delays. With end of year coming the year end lethargy hits as well. Need more motivation! 

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Monday, 19 November 2018

First Marriage Then Love 《先婚厚爱》Chapter 118 Translation

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118 I love you

Without Su Yi Cheng, and with father Su and Grandpa Su also in the army,  lunch is with only An Ran, Qin Yun and Su Yi Jiao the three people at the  lunch table.

"An Ran, come, you are too thin, eat more." Qin Yun placed a large piece of  meat in An Ran's bowl, then take a bowl of soup for her to drink.

"Mom, I, let me do it myself." An Ran was a little embarrassed. She should  be the one serving her instead. She is her elder after all, but now she is  serving her instead. No matter what she feel embarrassed to think about it.

"It's fine." Qin Yun smiled and brought the big bowl of fish soup to her.  She seemed to read her mind and said, "An Ran, don't be embarrassed and  restrained, treat this place like it's your own home."

"I am not being restrained." An Ran smiled, a little embarrassed. In fact,  she was very comfortable in the Su family. Qin Yun was not a mother-in-law  who put on airs. She was very good to her. She did not give her any  pressure. Even Su Yi Cheng had several times gotten jealous and told her  that once her mother had a daughter-in-law she forgot about her son.

It is said that the mother-in-law relationship is the most difficult to get  along with, but she can meet with such a good mother-in-law, she is really  lucky. She is not superstitious, but she is somewhat grateful to the  heavens, thankful for meeting such a good man and a good family. She really  feels that she is very lucky and seems to have been taken care of.

"SIL, tell us how you and my brother get to know each other, talk about how  you fall in love." Su Yi Jiao took the green beans in her mouth and asked  while munching.

"Erm..." An Ran, for a long time, can't say a single word, how can she say  that she got married to Su Yi Cheng due to a big blunder!

"Yeah, tell us about it." Qin Yun seems to be particularly interested in the  love history. In fact, she had introduced countless girls to Su Yi Cheng.  Almost every time, she was stopped by Su Yi Cheng and he had never seen a  single girl she had introduced him to. With his boring personality, she once  thought that it would be impossible for him to marry within the next few  years. However, she did not expect that he would bring her a daughter-in-law  suddenly.

"Actually, in fact..." An Ran swallowed, embarrassed to speak.

Su Yi Jiao and Qin Yun looked at her and waited for her to speak.

An Ran took a deep breathe and said. "Actually we knew each other through a  blind date, but I got the wrong person and was mistaken."

Both Qin Yun and Su Yi Jiao were dazed. They looked at her for a while and  then reacted. Su Yi Jiao fixedly looked at An Ran and said with suspicion,  "So you two meet due to a mistake?" She thought that maybe they met at a  dinner party, or got to know each other after the introduction of someone,  but she didn’t expect this. She didn’t expect it to be a mistake!

Qin Yun patted her own thigh heavily, and excitedly said, "Oh my God, why  didn't I think of it? I should have used these tricks to deal with Ah Cheng,  or I won't have to wait so long for him to marry, maybe I could have already  been a grandmother now."

An Ran was a little dumbfounded, and it seemed her answer disappointed them.

"Then what happened?" Su Yi Jiao asked gossiping,"You knew each other, and  then started to date?"

An Ran pursed her dry lips, acknowledging her words somewhat unnaturally and  nodded. Of course she could not tell her that she only knew that she got the  wrong person after she had gotten the marriage certificate! If so she would  really have to find a hole and hide in it.

"Tch, that's so old-fashioned. I thought yours would be more romantic." Su  Yi Jiao snorted bored, this is completely different from what she had  imagined. It is not romantic at all.

An Ran just laughed, thinking that if she had told her that she and Su Yi  Cheng had no falling in love process at all but got married immediately,  and there was even no courtship at all, then would she think that the old- fashioned procedure of first knowing, then courtship and lastly marriage is  actually romantic after all. However, when it comes to courtship, there  seems to be something missing between them. She clearly remembers that  someone had vowed and told her that they were going to fall in love, but  till now she has only received flowers once, had a candlelight dinner once,  watched half a movie, then nothing after that!

"What does a child like you know? Plain and simple is the best. Falling in  love and getting married being together means the two have to live together.  You think that you can hug romance and eat it like rice?" Qin Yun looked at  her daughter annoyed.

"What? I am already 26, I am not a child anymore, why are you treating me  like a child!" Su Yi Jiao protested dissatisfied, muttering, lips pouting,  her eyes wide open. Looking at her like this, she looks really childish.

Qin Yun didn't even look at her and said directly," As long as you're not  married, you are a child in my eyes. No matter how old you are, you can't  change the fact that you were born from me."

Su Yi Jiao looked at Qin Yun for a while, but eventually relented, and  looked away pouting.

Qin Yun did not look at her, and took more food to An Ran, saying,"An Ran,  eat more."

An Ran could only nod and smile bitterly as she looked at the bowl of rice  and the large bowl of vegetables. An Ran could only try her best and started  eating.

After lunch, Qin Yun was suddenly called by the wife of the deputy commander  of the army, and had to go to help out.

An Ran was a little bored and walked around the yard to spend her time. Then  when it got really bored, and she started to feel a little sleepy, she  started for Su Yi Cheng’s original room to lie down and sleep for a while.

Su Yi Jiao's room is next door to Su Yi Cheng, so to go to Su Yi Cheng's  room, one must pass by the door of Su Yi Jiao's room.

Perhaps it is due to the pregnancy, drowsiness can hit her pretty hard, in  addition she had woken up very early in the morning, and at this moment, An  Ran yawns repeatedly. Su Yi Jiao’s door did not seem to be shut. When An Ran  passed, she heard her crying, and she was stunned, and jolted her awake from  her drowsiness. Following the sound, she saw Su Yi Jiao in the room from  the gap in the unlocked door. She was sitting on the bed and crying,  sounding very depressed.

"Knock knock knock...." An Ran politely knocked on the door.

In the room, Su Yi Jiao heard someone coming and suddenly raised her head  and took the back of her hand to wipe the tears on her face. Then there was  an unnatural voice calling at the door, "Come in." Of course, even if she  cover it up, the voice still carries a faint crying tone.

An Ran pushed the door in and saw the paper and photos that had been thrown  in front of the bed. Su Yi Jiao seemed to react to this, and suddenly  climbed up from the bed, and quickly picked up the photos on the ground  before An Ran came over. Then looked up a little unnaturally and looked at  An Ran. She said with a stiff face and said, "Sis, sis in law, did you have  something for me?"

An Ran looked at her, but at the moment she does not feel sleepy at all.  Shaking her head faintly, she just go forward, pull the paper towel on the  bedside table and hand it over to her. "Would you like to talk to me?"

Su Yi Jiao knew that she couldn’t fake it anymore. She reached out and took  the paper towel she had handed over, pouted, and shook her head petulantly.

An Ran glanced at the photos that she hadn't had time to tidy up. It was a  photo of Su Yi Cheng, Ye Zi Wen and Su Yi Jiao. In the photo, Su Yi Jiao  stood in the middle, holding Su Yi Cheng and Ye Zi Wen each in one hand on  both sides. She smiled very happily. She suddenly remembered that Su Yi  Cheng said that she liked Ye Zi Wen, and then looking at her present  expression, she can vaguely guess the reason for her tears.

Su Yi Jiao followed her gaze. Only then did she find a photo that was left  on the ground, and muttered, dissatisfied, said, "What, you have seen it."  She reached out and took the photo back petulantly .

An Ran chuckled and sat down beside her."Then would you like to talk?"

Su Yi Jiao looked at her for a while, then turned and slowly said, "SIL, it  is so hard to like a person, now that I think about it, actually being like  you and brother is actually quite good, my mother is right, plain and simple  is what is real. There's no need for dramas and fireworks, as long as you  know each other's hearts, even very small things can be very sweet." Turned  her head and looked at her, her mouth said with a bitter smile, "But if it  is only a one sided love, one that will never be requited it is really very  very hard, I have a feeling of not being able to walk out of it." Speaking  of this, her finger gently touched the face of Ye Zi Wen in the picture.

Su Yi Jiao went on to say, "He seems to forever treat me as only a child. I  will always only be a neighboring little sister. Although he knows my heart  and how I feel and know that I have grown up now, know that I am a grown  woman now and not that crybaby little girl anymore. But he just didn’t want  to accept my feelings for him. He said that what I have is only a kind of  admiration and obsession when I was a child and it is not real love.” Su Yi  Jiao sniffles her nose hard, trying not to let her tears drop from her  eyelids. "Am I not even able to distinguish my feelings? I know that my  love for him is real love, it is the feeling between lovers! SIL, what to I  do? He always hides from me. I feel a little tired now. I used to think that  I would never get tired, but I have been chasing behind him all this while.  During this time, I really feel tired and feel that I can't go on anymore."

An Ran lightly sighed, reached out and touched her head. After Lin Li’s  event, she deeply realized that love requires both sides to happen. A one  sided love will never be responded to even if you give in to the other party  for a lifetime, and if you do that you are just doing wrong to yourself. She looked at her for a while, and then  faintly said, "If you are tired, then  just stop, you don't always have to force and suffer by yourself."

Su Yi Jiao looked at her, and was not able to respond for a while.

An Ran continued, "Feelings is a matter for two parties. It is impossible to  rely solely on only one party's efforts. To love someone is not to give  everything for the other person. It cannot be just to indulge in the other  party and cause grieve to yourself. If you had really worked hard but was  not able to get his response, then we have to consider whether it is time to  let go."

"But..." Su Yi Jiao looked at her, and her tears could not help but fall.  "But, I really like him. This kind of love started from an early age. I like  him for almost 20 years now. Liking him has become a part of my life."

"If someday he comes back with another woman, what are you going to do? Are  you still going to hide and cry like now?" An Ran asked her, although the  hypothetical question was cruel, but she did not want Su Yi Jiao to become  the second Lin Li, so instead of waiting until later when she would be in  pain. It is better to persuade her to let go now.

Su Yi Jiao was stunned, seemingly never thought about this problem. For so  many years, she has been chasing behind Ye Zi Wen, and although Ye Zi Wen  has been hiding from her, and has always stressed that he only look at her  as a little sister, but she has never seen any women around him. She had  never thought that Ye Zi Wen would be with other women, but what if he  really had another woman?

"Yijiao, try to let go first, at least don't keep chasing after him, no  matter how much you like him, if he really doesn't give both of you a  chance, then why should force it? Feelings can never be forced.” An Ran  comforted her and wished her to really understand.

Su Yi Jiao lingered for a long time, only slowly turned around, looking at  An Ran, her expression was a little empty, said, "SIL, I am so tired, I want  to sleep for a while."

An Ran knows that these words are quite heavy, and she needs time to digest  what she has just said. Nodded and patted her hand. "En, take a good rest,  don't think too much."

"En." Su Yi Jiao gently responded, but did not look up, eyes staring  straight at the photo in her hand.

An Ran didn’t say anything more, turned and left the room, and closed the  door.

Suddenly she felt a little bit emotional, at the same time also felt a  little gratified. She was glad that she met Su Yi Cheng. She didn’t know if  what they have is real love, but she could feel his concern and care for  her, and she was also feeling like their feelings for each other are getting  stronger and stronger as the days past, she can faintly realize that it is  not just a simple like, or just feeling good around each other, maybe, just  maybe, it could be real love!

This kind of realization was too sudden, even An Ran herself was somewhat  shocked by it, but she soon feel relieved, reaching out and caressing her  stomach, although nothing can be felt now, but she feels inexplicable  touched, for him as well as for herself.

Suddenly she wanted to hear his voice immediately and wanted to tell him  what she had been thinking at the moment.

Action followed once she thought about it. When the phone was connected, An  Ran suddenly had stage fright, but the moment she wanted to hang up, the  phone was answered. Su Yi Cheng’s warm and low voice was transmitted from  the phone,"Hello, An Ran?"

The stage fright that happen because of the fear disappeared upon hearing  his voice, holding the phone sitting in the room and bed where he had slept,  she replied with a chuckle, "Yes, still busy?"

"En, but I will be back in the evening." After receiving her call, Su Yi  Cheng’s mood seemed to be good, with a faint smile in his voice.

"Su Yi Cheng." An Ran called him with his full name.

"En?"

Taking a deep breath and be fully prepared for what she was about to say  next, but her heartbeat is somewhat uncontrollable, and her face is slightly  hot. She felt that her face must be red again at this moment.

Not hearing her reply, Su Yi Cheng called with some uncertainty, "An Ran?"

"I, I love you." She almost hang up the phone at the same time she finished  talking. Her face seems to be hotter than before. She was afraid that he  would call back and she didn't know what to say. She quickly removed the  phone's battery. Then kept rubbing her face with her hands, hoping to lower  the heat on her face.

Looking at the dismantled mobile phone and battery, she remembered what she  did just now and shook her head smiling, mumbling,"Why should I hang up the  phone? I should just ask him if he loves me or not too." After saying that  she patted her face, her face feels extremely warm, and finally she got up  and went to the bathroom to wash her face, which only slightly lowered the  heat.

After the wash she then sat down on the bed, reaching and gently caressing  her belly, her mouth faintly smiling, talking to herself, "Baby, what do you  think Daddy's reaction was like?" Thinking and feeling that her current  behavior is simply so childish, shaking her head and not thinking about it  anymore. At this time, the sleepiness hits again, and slowly the eyelids  starts to get a bit heavy, and slowly closed. Hugging the pillow that Su Yi  Cheng used to sleep in, she slowly entered dreamland.

In her dream, someone seemed to have touched her gently, a hand slowly  stroked back and forth on her face, An Ran frowned and groaned without  waking up.

Then her lips felt a warm touch, the kiss that felt too familiar, that is  the way Su Yi Cheng likes to kiss her, but still she did not open her eyes,  but her body instinctively reacted to him, she slightly open her lips,  granting him access, her hand slowly lifted up, wrapped around him, and  gently called his name groggily,"Yi Cheng..."

The calling of the name seems to give a great encouragement to someone. The  kiss suddenly becomes heated, the strength intensifying, and the movement  becomes less gentle like just now and seems strongly wanting to pull her  whole person into himself and integrate with her.

An Ran was kissed till she got a little breathless. She opened her eyes and  looked at the magnified handsome face in front of her. She patted him and  whispered, "Yi, Yi Cheng, let, go, let me go, I can’t breathe. ."

Su Yi Cheng then let her go, watching her breathe while lying under him. In  fact, he's not much better off, his chest is also heaving up and down.  Stretching and gently caressing her face, looking at her, there is a kind of  glimmer in his eyes, gently calling her name besides her ear,"An Ran... An  Ran..." as he calls to her he places lights pecks on her face, gently, over  and over again as if he couldn’t kiss enough of her.

"Kekeke." The kiss started to get ticklish, and An Ran started laughing out,  her chest was still heaving because of the kiss just now. She smiled and  patted him. "Itchy, kekekeke, it's itchy."

After a while, Su Yi Cheng had finally had his fill of kisses and gently  turned her around and held her, and they were lying on the single bed that  was not too big. Su Yi Cheng buried his face in her shoulder. Smelling all  her sweet fragrance. He was tightly holding her, but the strength was well  controlled and did not hurt her.

"Are you done with your work?" In his arms, she asked softly, her lips with  a nice smile, a touch of satisfaction.

There was no answer, the person being hugged was held more tightly, and  after a while a gently call sounded in her ear,"An Ran..." The sound is  melodious, with a lingering taste.

“En?” An Ran responded gently, her hand gently being naughty and drawing  circles on his back.

Su Yi Cheng let go of her, slightly opened the distance between the two,  eyes fixedly looking at her eyes, and then very seriously asking,"Say it  again, say it one more time alright?"

An Ran paused slightly, did not respond, mystified,"En?" She did not know  what he meant.

Su Yi Cheng look at her steadily, the corner of his mouth was with a good- looking range, and the eyes seemed to be so gentle as to be able to draw out  water from, slowly asking. "Say again, say again what you just said on the  phone just now, I want you to look into my eyes as you say it." The tone is  very gentle, but the content of the words has a tone that cannot be refused.

It was only then that she remembered the phone call before sleeping, An  Ran’s face suddenly heated up and looked up at him, her face reddens. To let  her say it again, and even more so to be in front of him, looking at his  eyes, she is really embarrassed to say it.

Turning around with her big doeful black eyes, An Ran decided to fake it to  the end. "Did I called you just now?"

Looking at her, Su Yi Cheng laughed with lifted eyebrows. " You don't  remember?"

An Ran suddenly remembered the words that Lin Li had said at the time. She  said this. The act of faking it is definitely based on your own personal  attitude. If you are firm enough, you can fool others. Thinking about it, An  Ran nodded very firmly and say, "No impression at all!"

"Is that so?" Su Yi Cheng smiled and squeezed her nose, looked at her and  asked, "Would you like me to remind you?"

An Ran looked at him, not saying anything, but her face became redder.

Su Yi Cheng held in his smile, watching her eyes and he seem to be more firm  than just now, and then said, "An Ran, I love you." One word, one sentence,  letting An Ran hear it clearly and truly.

An Ran was stunned, seemingly forgetting to breathe, just looking at him,  her ears wrapped round the phrase 'I love you', it seems to be set into a  single loop, repeating over and over again within her ears.

Su Yi Cheng reached out, caressed her face and asked seriously, "With such a  hint, did you perhaps remember anything?"

An Ran suddenly felt the tip of her nose sour up, her face was no longer  red, but her eyelids began to feel heated. The tears were so uncontrollable  that they slipped down her cheeks, she stretched out and hit his chest  repeatedly. The typical tsundere* reaction, her heart feels so fluffy and  sweet she cannot take it but still she accused him while crying, "You are so  annoying!!"

Su Yi Cheng grabbed her hand and looked at her without moving. He asked  persistently, "Did you remember?"

An Ran nodded repeatedly and said, "I love you too."

Su Yi Cheng smiled, the smile on his face widen, and then he held her  tightly.

------End of Chapter------


tsundere* - J-novels readers will know this for sure, it's actually a  Japanese phrase to describe a person (normally girls but applies to boys as  well) when they do not say what they really mean or feel.


Hands up if you feel fluffy after reading this!


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